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[NOTE: This is a repost; both chapters 8 and 9 were accidentally posted
as 'Chapter 8', so they are being reposted with the correct chapter
headings.]
This is a continuation of "Prudence, Texas Population 1276", a
collaboration between my husband, Shalon (dstar@pele.cx), and I. The
raw material and dialog was produced by both of us, but the final
editting on the previous postings was done by him, and on this one was
done by me, thus explaining any difference in style.
Standard disclaimers apply; if you're underage, it's illegal for you
to read this, or you're disturbed by the content, please don't read
this.
Eventually to be archived at http://prudence.pele.cx. Comments
*greatly* appreciated.
Enjoy,
Velvet
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Steven was waiting for them, having taken off his shoes and put
another glass on the table, full of red, sticky stuff. Mark also
noticed that he'd moved, taking the chair across from the couch.
Mark sat down on the couch, slightly to one side, leaving the choice of
how close to sit to him for Kristen.
She stood ackwardly, not knowing _what_ to do.
Her father sighed. "Sit down, honey." He motioned to the couch and
Kristen sat, as close to Mark as she could get without actually
touching him, and clutching the pillow to her chest like a security
blanket.
Steven stared at them silently for a moment, then asked, "So, how long
have you known?"
"Tuesday," Mark answered. "When I came over to check on her, we
. . . erm . . . and she was looking, well, totally healthy by the time
I went home a few hours later. Well, more like eight hours. But she
was looking healthy within one. Which was physically impossible."
Steven frowned. "And why was she in that shape to start with?"
Mark sighed guiltily. "I think it was my fault. I talked to her this weekend,
and told her that _she_ should control who she had sex with. That it
was fine to have sex with people, but that she should do it because
she wanted to, not because she needed to. I had no idea that she
_literally_ needed to, or . . . well, Wednesday, around noon, when she
started looking . . . hungry, again, I spent a good ten minutes convincing
her that I really _wouldn't_ mind if she drug one of her friends into
a storeroom, so to speak." He paused before continueing firmly,
"And I didn't. I still don't. Though as far as I know, she hasn't
since around midnight last night." He glances over at Kristen.
"Unless someone stopped by? But you aren't glowing, so I assume noone
did."
"Glowing? You managed to make her glow? Oh, thank god, I was afraid
she couldn't." Steven sounded _seriously_ relieved.
"Yes. Although . . . " Mark hesitated, looking at Kristen for some
hint of how he should say things.
Kristen buried her face in the pillow and tried to make the world go
away.
"Love?" Mark asked quietly.
She shook her head. "This is too weird for me."
Steven sighed. "I know, honey. That's my fault. I was a coward, and
I'm sorry."
Kristen raised her head to look at him. "So what's going on? If you
know, then tell me, what _am_ I?"
Mark shifted uncomfortably on the couch, thinking that Kayla really
ought to be there, but unable to simply _say_ so. He didn't want to
out the girl to Steven, and furthermore, if he said anything, Kristen
would want to know _why_ he felt she deserved to be there.
Steven rubbed his forehead wearily. "It's a long story. Get
comfortable honey, I'm not going to kill him or have him arrested if
you touch him. Especially since he probably saved your life."
Mark looked at him, eyebrow raised in surprise.
"Tuesday," Steven clarified. "Could you have made it out of the house
before Mark came to check on you, Kris?"
"Um. No, I don't think so. I couldn't have made it very far, anyway.
Maybe the end of the driveway."
He closed his eyes. "God, I'm sorry honey. I had no idea you'd ever
just _stop_, or I would have told you a long time ago."
Kristen sighed. "So tell me now," she said, voice tinged with
frustration.
Steven nodded. "Some of it you've already figured out. Some of it
I'm not sure about. I don't know what your mother was, and neither
did she. She grew up in an orphanage in California. I met her when
she was eighteen, and was one of about a dozen guys she went out with
for several months."
"I started falling in love with her. It was easy. Jarai was
beautiful, smart, graceful, charming, sweet, funny . . . everything
anyone could ever want. Except faithful, and I honestly didn't give a
damn. It wasn't as if _I_ could keep up with her on my own, anyway."
"It was when she started to love me back that she started glowing.
Not all the time, just sometimes." He paused, smiling at the memory.
"God, she was beautiful. And when she glowed, she was just . . . more
herself. Like she could finally spare the energy to _be_ herself.
She was so happy."
"She started sleeping with fewer and fewer guys, until it was just me.
I asked her to marry me, she accepted."
Mark listened quietly, his arm holding Kristen close.
"It was wonderful. My family had always had money, and a year off for
a honeymoon didn't phase them. They liked Jarai. Everyone did. In
that year, we never spent a day apart. We found out she was pregnant
when she started glowing and it just never quite faded all the way."
"It didn't fade until after you were born and she was healed, and by
then we were having sex again. We didn't know what caused the glow.
We thought it just happened when she was happy."
"How'd you find out?" Mark asked.
"I went out of town on a business trip, right after we were married,
and came back to find her looking half-starved and twenty years older.
I rushed her to the ER, they couldn't find anything. I took her home
and she was crying because she thought she was ugly. I showed her
that she wasn't in the best way I knew how . . . and she healed."
"We figured it out from there. I didn't make trips anymore. I told
her that I'd rather have her cheat on me than lose her. I told her I
didn't care. It happened a couple of times. Once when I was in an
accident and hospitalized for a few days, again when she just got hit
one day with no warning and couldn't help herself. I _didn't_ give a
damn, but it hurt her both times."
Steven broke off, staring into space.
Mark nodded, then looked at Kristen. "You do know that I don't want
you to feel bad if you have to do something like that?"
Kristen wrapped her own arm around his waist. "I know."
He kissed her forehead. "Your survival is more important to me than
what others think, and you already know I don't care if you sleep with
others." He looked back at Steven to see if he was ready to continue.
The older man took a deep breath, then went on, "We decided to go on
vacation in the mountains . . . just get away together. I didn't mind
her having sex if she needed it, but I did want some time with my pretty
wife, alone for a change. The baby was wonderful, but hard. We left
her with my parents, just for a week."
"We were just going to stay in the cabin, talk, cuddle, make love. We
both liked hiking, and we hiked in, and planned on hiking back out,
but mostly we were just going to be together."
He closed his eyes, pain etched on his face."But I fell . . . tripped
in loose gravel, and slid down the side of the damned mountain."
"I busted my leg, three ribs, and my skull. Jarai was tiny
. . . there was no way she could carry me out of that damned gully.
And I was out cold and couldn't help her. She wouldn't leave me."
His voice cracked, broke, tears seeping out the corners of his closed
eyes. "They found me, still unconscious, food and water stacked
beside me, covered in blankets, with her lying next to me, apparently
dead of starvation, three days later." He covered his face with his
hands, leaning forward over his lap. "I killed her," he whispered,
"My Jarai."
Mark stared at him in horror. "Oh, gods, Steven . . . that had to be
. . . I can't imagine how horrible that would be. But you _didn't_
kill her."
Steven took a deep shuddering breath. "I did, son. I took her away
from the help she needed because I wanted her to myself. And then I
slipped on loose rock like a damned fool."
"Oh, Daddy..." Kristen was crying, too.
Mark wrapped his other arm around her, almost pulling her onto his
lap. "No, Steven. She was doing fine before you were injured. She
gave her life to try to save you. You didn't kill her."
Steven just shook his head sadly. "So, when I saw the same things in
Kristen that I had in her . . . there are physical signs . . . I moved
to a place where I knew she could get what she needed, as safely as
possible. Country boys might be jerks, but they're not normally
drug-using gang members, and the illness rate is lower . . . though
Jarai never caught anything, and Kristen hasn't had so much as a case
of the sniffles since she was born."
"And out here, there are no curfews. It was safe to let her take her
'walks'. It protected her from the more exotic sort of things she
might run into in a larger city. And there were fewer of the type of
adults who would see her as a tasty treat to devour."
Mark stared off into space, thinking, before coming to a
conclusion. He turned to Kristen. "Kristen, love?"
"Yes, Mark?"
"If you ever end up in that situation . . . where you can stay with
me, and starve, or leave, stay alive, and risk my death . . . leave. I
want you to promise me."
"I can't do that, Mark. I've already promised not to lie to you."
His arms tightened around her. "Kristen, _please_. I couldn't take it
if . . . if . . ."
"I'm only half . . . whatever . . . love, I doubt I would starve as
fast. It might not even kill me at all."
Mark stared at her, suddenly terrified. "Kristen, you'd have died
before Wednesday morning. That's less than three days. Please."
Steven nodded. "Honey, I think it would kill you _faster_ because
you're only half. You seem to have greater . . . needs . . . than
your mother did, as if you don't get as much from it. Sweetheart,"
his voice cracked, "If you really love him, don't make him ever have
to live with that."
"I _can't_! I couldn't!" Her eyes filled with tears. "I don't blame
her, I don't blame her at all. It would be easier to die than to be
alone again."
Mark stared at her helplessly. "What makes you think you'd be alone?"
"I don't *want* anyone else! I told you that."
"Even if they love you?"
"Even if. If you die, I don't care if I starve to death." She stared
back at him, eyes determined. "And I would, too. Even if I had to
lock myself in a vault or something. So you'd better not die,
understand?"
"You'd let them suffer like that?" he asked quietly.
"Anyone who fell in love with me would have to do so knowing full well
that I loved you, that I'd already made a commitment to you. They'd
-know_ how I felt before things ever got that far."
Mark stared out into space for a long moment, the stood abruptly.
"Steven, is there someplace I can use a phone, privately? I need to
make a call."
Kristen looked up at him, confused and hurt. "Mark, what the hell?"
"Love, I'll be back in just a minute. I -- I'm coming perilously close
to -- No. I can't say that either. Love, if you love me, _trust_ me,
please, for just a few minutes? I'm not mad at you, I'm not upset,
except at the thought of you dying. _Trust_ me. Please."
She curled up on the couch, leaning on the arm and clutching her
pillow to her stomach. "I hate this. Okay, sure, why not? Phones in
the kitchen."
He looked down at her for a second. "I love you, Kristen," he said quietly,
and headed for the kitchen, dialing Kayla's number.
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