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Subject: {ASSM} Brick, by Frank Downey (MF Rom)
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Copyright 2003 Frank Downey. All rights reserved. Any use other than
personal archiving requires the permission of the author. Do not repost.

This story contains adult material. If this is illegal where you reside or
if you are underage where you reside, begone.

This story is inspired by a song, written by Ben Folds and performed by the
Ben Folds Five, called-coincidentally enough <G>--"Brick". You don't need to
know the song to enjoy the story, but if you know the song-and know what it'
s about-you'll probably figure out what Dave and Caroline's past is all
about quicker.

BRICK
By Frank Downey

"She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly,"-"Brick", Ben Folds Five

"The past is gone, but something might be found to take its place,"-"Hey
Jealousy," Gin Blossoms


--One-

"MALPRACTICE"?!?!?!?

"I'm afraid so, Caroline."

Doctor Caroline Williams was dumbfounded. She'd been a practicing OB-GYN for
seven years now, and, though not the most experienced doctor around, she'd
had her share of trying moments. And she'd never even gotten a hint of ever
being accused of malpractice.

"Who is it, Marjorie?"

Doctor Marjorie Russo, the head of the practice that Caroline had joined,
sighed and looked down at her paperwork. "It's the Zanowski couple."

"Shit," Caroline hissed. She remembered the Zanowskis. Young couple,
expecting their first baby. Everything had gone fine, Mrs. Zanowski seemed
to be having a normal delivery, and the baby just-died. With no explanation.
Evidently, the lack of explanation had been haunting the Zanowskis, and they
were looking for somewhere to lay blame.

"I saw your report on that birth, Caroline," Marjorie was telling her, "and
I couldn't find a single thing you did wrong. It seemed like a by-the-book
delivery."

"Yeah, except she delivered a dead baby," Caroline sighed. "And I couldn't
tell her why. Look, that one's been festering in me for the three months
since it happened-why would I expect them to get over it?"

"But you know you did everything you could," Marjorie countered.

"Yes. Yes I do. But I can't blame them. They're looking for answers."

"Suing you isn't the way to do it," Marjorie snorted.

"Uh-oh, is my beloved boss about to go on one of her 'why do people think
medical science is infallible magic' rants again?"

"I could, but I won't," Marjorie smirked, then stood up. "C'mon, we have an
appointment."

"With who?" Caroline asked, confused.

"With Ed Purcell, chief partner of Purcell, Amaker, and Dobson,
attorneys-at-law. We always use them. They know their stuff. You need a
lawyer, and you need one now. "

"No arguments here. Let me get my coat."

--Two-

"Marjorie!" Ed Purcell was a big bear of a man, mid-fifties, with
distinguished graying hair and bright blue eyes. He and Marjorie had been
friends and associates for a long time. "Nice to see you! Please tell me
this isn't business."

"Nice to see you too, Ed, but unfortunately it is. Ed, this is Caroline
Williams. Got whacked with a suit this morning."

"Ah, crap. Nice to meet you, Doctor Williams," Ed shook her hand. "First
time?"

"Yes, it is, Mr. Purcell."

"Hell, call me Ed," Ed said jovially. "Let me see what you got." Marjorie
handed over the paperwork, and Ed perused it. "Grab some coffee, the maker's
over there, let me take a look at this."

He read for a few minutes, then looked up. "This looks like a tough nut to
crack-but unexplained fatalities always are, and we've defended them before,
successfully."

"You mean you'll take the case?" Caroline asked hopefully.

Ed laughed. "Well, the firm will take the case. Not me personally. You want
a bulldog, someone who'll drag out every bit of information he can. That's
not me. I'm too old, and have too many responsibilities running the place.
But I've got just the guy you need. Good lawyer, wins most of what he does,
and he's young, so he has energy."

"Ed, you're not sticking Caroline with some whippersnapper just out of law
school, are you?"

"Course not," Ed laughed. "He's been with us for about seven years now. I'm
guessing he's about the same age as you, Doctor Williams, 33 or so. To me,
that's young," he chuckled. He picked up the phone. "Dave? Ed.  Your docket'
s clear, right? Yeah, but that's minor. Meet me in my office, would you? Got
a malpractice for one of Margie Russo's doctors. Yeah, in my office. Right."
He hung up the phone. "He's on his way. Dave's his name, Dave Dobrescu.
Gonna make partner pretty soon, he knows his stuff."

Caroline couldn't believe her ears. "Dave.Dobrescu?"

"Yeah," Ed chuckled, "though Dave's not his real name. It's something long
and European. We call him Dave."

Caroline's brain whizzed a mile a minute. It couldn't be. Could it? After
all this time, through all this distance?

Then the door opened, and there he was. Fifteen years had gone by, and he
still looked the same-oh, a little bit more filled out around the edges, but
basically the same. He was six feet tall, black wavy hair, dark brown eyes
with a hint of mischief in them. Broad shoulders, tight chest. Damn. He was
still gorgeous.

"Hi Boss," he said, walking in the office. "What's up?"

"Come in, Dave. This is Doctor Russo." Dave shook hands. "And over there,
behind you, is..."

Dave turned around.

"Caro?!?!?!?"

"Hi, Tavi," Caroline said with a little smile.

"Oh my God!" Dave shrieked, and rushed to where Caroline was sitting. He
pulled her up out of her chair and wrapped her in a bear hug. Caroline was
shocked. And then, relieved-and, in a corner of her mind long locked up, as
happy to see him as he was to see her.

"I take it you two know each other," Ed was saying.

"Good observation, Boss," Dave smirked. "Went to high school together."  He
turned back to Caroline. "So. You did become an obstetrician. Good."

"And you did become a lawyer. Good," Caroline returned. "Of course, I
remember 'prosecutor' being bandied around, not malpractice lawyer."

"So I chose a different specialty. Your influence, you know," he said
casually.

"Huh?"

"You got me interested in the World of Doctors. Not enough to actually
become one, mind you, but enough to want to defend them in court." He looked
at Ed. "Got the stuff?" Ed handed over the paperwork. Dave looked it over.
"Oh, Caro, you got yourself a messy one."

"That's what your boss said."

"'Caro'?" Marjorie interjected.

Caroline laughed. "His old pet nickname for me. Only person that ever called
me that."

"And she called me Tavi," Dave interjected, "short for Octavian, which is my
real name. My parents were from Romania. Anyhow, Caro, let's go to my office
and discuss this. I need to hear your side of the story."

"Fair enough. Thanks, Ed. See you back at the office, Marjorie."

Ed and Marjorie watched them go. "Pet nicknames?" Ed laughed.

"Caroline's sort of close-mouthed about her past," Marjorie told him, "but I
do know there was a major high-school romance. I think I just met him."

"I think you're right."

"Is this good, though? Should he be defending her, if they have a past
together?"

"My experience is that it's best if we let them decide that. If they think
that he can defend her, than he should. I'll put a bug in his ear in a few
days, find out if everything's going OK, but I'll let them handle it in the
beginning."

"Sounds good to me."

--Three-

They walked into Dave's office. Dave took her coat, and hung it up.
Motioning her to a seat in front of his desk, he sat behind it.

"It's so good to see you, Caro, I can't tell you."

"Yeah. It is good to see you. What the hell are you doing in Seattle?"

Dave laughed. "Just ended up here. I had offers from firms all around the
country, and this seemed like a good one. Good track record, room for
advancement, great bosses. I picked right."

"Where did you do law school?"

"NYU. Did you stay at Ohio State for med school?"

"No, I actually came out here, University of Washington. Got a residency
here, and just stayed."

"Why Washington?"

"It was far away from my parents," Caroline said with a grimace, and Dave
smirked at her. He knew what her parents were like all too well. "Why didn't
you stay at Syracuse for law school?"

"Just wanted a change, and you can't beat NYU."

"True enough. Speaking of parents, are yours good? And your brother and
sister?"

"Yeah, my parents are great," Dave enthused. "Still living in Cleveland.
Still wish I was closer, but they're adjusting. Alex is good, he's a
computer something-or-other, lives down in the Bay Area. Laura, believe it
or not, is in med school."

"That's great! Where?"

"Ohio State, actually," Dave smiled. "Wants to be a pediatrician. And your
parents?"

"Still around. Still at home. Still trying to run my life, which is why I
moved 2000 miles away."

Dave looked down at his desk. "Did they ever find out...?"

"No. But they have enough to hammer me with." She looked at him. "Did
 yours?"

"Yeah," Dave admitted. "Mom, anyhow-I don't know if she ever told Dad. She
knew something was wrong, so I broke down and told her. She was especially
concerned when I changed from Ohio State to Syracuse at the last minute."

"Let's not talk about that," Caroline said icily.

"Biggest mistake I ever made in my life," Dave said, very softly.

"Excuse me?" Caroline asked.

"I said, switching schools was a mistake. It was cowardly, and impetuous,
and stupid. Don't get me wrong, I liked Syracuse, and I grew to love it. But
my freshman year was a nightmare."

"Why did you do it? We had had that planned since Sophomore year in high
school, that we were going to State together!"

"Because I was scared," Dave admitted, "and ashamed. I just didn't handle
the whole situation well, not at all." He looked up at her. "Look, Caro, you
're in a tight spot right now. You need the best representation you can get.
If you'd rather it not be me, I can arrange that."

Caroline smiled at him. "Tavi, are you a good lawyer?"

"Damn right," Dave laughed.

"Then I want you to do this. Unless, of course, you're uncomfortable with
it."

"No, Caro, I'm not. It might be rough, but, you know-I owe you."

"No, you don't, but OK. If you want to do this, then I want you to defend
me."

"Good."


 ---Four---


It was Friday night, a few days after Dave had taken the case. Caroline was
coming over his house to discuss the case with him. The doorbell rang, and
Dave opened the door.

She was still breathtaking, he thought. She was tall, about 5'9", with long
blonde hair and blue eyes. She was leggy and willowy, but not ultra-thin. It
was amazing how little she'd changed since high school.

"Hi, Tavi," she said. "I brought Chinese take-out."

"You're a saint," Dave laughed. "Obviously you remembered a few things."

"I sure did," she laughed. "There's Egg Foo Yong in there."

"You rock. Let me take that coat and put the food in the kitchen."

Caroline gave him her coat, and looked around his large living room as he
first went to the closet to hang her coat up, and then to the kitchen. "This
is a nice place. You're doing well," she commented.

"Can't complain on that note. Come on in here, we'll dish out the food." She
followed him into the kitchen.

"You live alone?" she asked.

"Yeah. Just me. It's a big place for one guy, I know, but I like space."

"Comes from growing up in that little house of yours with four other
 people," she teased.

"Don't I know it," Dave agreed with a laugh. "And considering that mansion
you grew up in, you probably live in a closet."

Caroline broke out laughing. "Not exactly. I live in a condo near the
hospital. It's not too small, but it's not huge, either. It's cozy."

"Well, this isn't your parents' place, either. I do try to make it cozy,
despite the size. And one good thing about having a place this big is that I
can entertain."

"Entertain?" she said with a raised eyebrow.

"Not that way," he chuckled. "No, when we have a get-together with the firm,
it's usually here. The guys come over to watch football. Even the family
get-togethers with all the employees and their families, I usually volunteer
the place. I'm one of the few there that isn't married with kids, so they
all come over here because I'm Cool Uncle Dave with the big house, the
outdoor pool, and the bitchin' barbecue grill."

Caroline cracked up laughing. "Cool Uncle Dave. Yeah, I can see that. You
never got married or anything?"

"Nope. You?"

"Just to my career."

"Ah, that's a common affliction for doctors, from what I've seen. Especially
woman doctors."

"That sounds sexist," Caroline commented.

"Not at all," Dave argued. "Woman doctors have it harder finding someone to
settle down with, because their time is not completely their own, and men
are selfish." Caroline cracked up at that. "You know I'm right."

"OK, I agree," she giggled. "No, you're right, it is hard. Not that I date
much to begin with. However, since you're not a doctor, and you're a man,
what's your excuse?" she teased.

"Well, lawyers can have problems with not having time, too."

"True. But it's not the same. And you said all your colleagues didn't have
any trouble."

"No, they didn't." Dave looked down a bit. "Just never..I don't know." He
sighed. "I just haven't, that's all."

"Yeah," Caroline agreed. "You're right, though, it is hard to find a guy who
'd accept that some times my career takes precedence over personal
preferences."

"Guys like that are rare, Caro."

"You did it," she pointed out quietly. "Well, it was a future career back
then, but you did it."

Dave looked up with a start, and then shook his head. "Not easily. Not
happily. And not without destroying everything we had. And we were
seventeen, I knew your future was at stake."

Caroline looked at him. "You had a lot of trouble with it, didn't you? More
than I realized at the time."

"Hell, yeah. You didn't know?"

"How could I?" she snapped. "You stopped talking to me, went away to
Syracuse instead of going to Ohio State as we'd planned. You never even
broke up with me, or told me what you were feeling, you just...drifted away.
Oh, I figured it out, after all that happened. I so badly wanted to grab
you, talk to you.but I couldn't. So I waited for you. And you never came
back." She let out a long breath. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to drop that
load on you. This is all ancient history."

"Is it?" he asked.

"Well..maybe not quite. Seeing you again brings it all back. I'm alternating
between being deliriously happy to see you again-and furiously pissed off
that it took fifteen years."

Dave swallowed. "That first summer, after our freshman years in college. I
knew you were home, and I was home, too. I can't count the times I had the
phone in my hand, ready to dial your number. I couldn't. I was still a
coward about it."

"I guess my problem was I was mad at you. I did the same thing, you know-but
I wanted you to call first, because I blamed you. And you were blaming me."

"No, not really. I knew it was necessary. I just found it hard to live
 with."

"I never expected it to break us up," Caroline told him. "I guess it just
hit you harder than I realized."

"I felt like a failure," Dave admitted. "I had the world at my feet. I was a
good student. I was popular. I was headed for college. I had the world's
greatest girlfriend." He sighed. "And then I got her pregnant, and she had
to have an abortion."

"There were two people in that bed, Tavi. And it wasn't carelessness. The
birth control failed."

"I knew all that, intellectually. That's different than accepting it
emotionally."

"I thought you were in favor of me getting an abortion," Caroline pointed
out.

"I looked on it as the better of two very bad choices. I knew you couldn't
have the baby. We couldn't have supported it-and your future would have been
completely derailed, because your parents would have disowned you. I knew
that. It still felt like failure-the whole situation."

"Yeah," she agreed. "The problem was, for me, the big failure I felt was,
well, losing you."

"Oh, damn, Caro."

"And now I feel like even more of a failure," she said, waving her hands.
"Malpractice. Damn it all to hell." She looked pitiful. "Dead babies. My
life keeps getting derailed by dead babies."

"Oh, Caro," Dave said. "Look, I can't fix what happened fifteen years ago. I
can fix this. I promise."

"I thought you said it would be a tough case."

"It will be. That just means I have to work my ass off. For you, that's no
problem," he grinned.

"Thanks, Tavi," she mustered a smile.

"Let's get to work."

 ---Five---

It was two months later. Dave and Caroline had been meeting just about every
Friday night at Dave's house, to work on their approach. But this Friday,
Caroline walked in and found Dave in the kitchen. The kitchen was covered
with food.

"Caro! I tried to call but I missed you."

"What is all this stuff?" she laughed.

"We're having a cookout here tomorrow-the firm. So I've got to marinate
meats and prepare salads and.."

"I get the picture," she laughed. "Need some help?"

"That'd be great," Dave enthused. "You want to come? To the cookout
tomorrow?"

"Love to!"

They worked on the food until 10:00 that night, then Caroline left. She
returned at 10:00 the next morning. The party wasn't due to start until
noon, but Caroline came early to help finish the preparations.

The folks from Dave's work started piling in right at noon, and Dave greeted
them all and introduced them all to Caroline. She stuck by Dave all day,
helping him with the food; sitting with him, eating and talking and
laughing, after the food was cooked. They took a dip in the pool together
and played with some of the kids that Dave's coworkers had brought.

It was funny, because Caroline was feeling a very strange sense of d�j� vu.
When they had been together in high school, they weren't solitary people. Of
course, they had plenty of time alone, but they liked going out with their
regular group of friends. And it was always better with both of them-on the
couple of occasions that one or the other had a commitment, and only one of
them went out with the gang, it wasn't as fun. So, here, surrounded by Dave'
s coworkers, Caroline felt very comfortable.

Dave felt the same way, because he brought it up. "Wow. Why do I feel like I
've been transported back in time fifteen years?"

Caroline laughed. "I know exactly what you mean, because I was just thinking
the same thing."

"Now all we need is Crazy Freddie Driscoll to show up, get stinking drunk,
and puke into my azaleas, and it'll be just like high school."

Caroline cracked up laughing. "Oh my God, Freddie Driscoll! I haven't
thought about him in ages!"

"You lost touch with most of the old gang, didn't you."

"Yeah," she admitted sadly. "How about you?"

"In touch with most," Dave told her. "Freddie married Amy Perreault."

"WHAT?" Caroline gasped. "He asked her out constantly in high school and she
always turned him down!"

"I know," Dave laughed. "They both went to Michigan State, though, and
Freddie grew up. Amy got drunk at a frat party and was in danger of being
attacked, and Freddie's the one that got her out of there. He was stone
sober, believe it or not. After that, she started looking at him in a new
light. This was early freshman year. They spent time with each other, as
friends, after that, and Amy got to know him a lot better and realized he
was a good person. In high school, she'd only seen Freddie The Wild Man. So,
she waited for him to ask her out again, this time she was going to say yes.
He never did, must have been sick of the rejection. So, back home that
summer, she asked him out. After he got over the shock, they've been
together ever since."

"That's so cool."

"They live in Chicago, have three kids, and are still happy."

"I wish I had stayed in touch."

"You didn't because you knew I did, I'll bet."

"Yeah," she sighed. "It was so stupid. I miss a lot of them. Kelly Avarre,
for instance. She was my best friend. I even lost touch with her."

"Kelly's out here, you know. Lives in Tacoma. I'll give you her email
address, I know she'd love to hear from you. She's Kelly Wazenchuk now,
though, found a guy in college."

"I'd love her email address!"

They spent the rest of the day happily enjoying the party together. Caroline
even stayed and helped Dave clean up.

--Six-

Something had changed that weekend, but neither of them had known exactly
what.

Caroline came for more prep work the next Friday. The case would be coming
to trial in a couple of weeks. They were sitting on his couch, taking a
break from their preparations, sipping sodas.

"So, tell me," Caroline teased him, "outside of work barbecue bashes, do you
have any social life at all?"

Dave laughed. "What brought that up?"

"Well, you're spending every Friday night with me," she laughed.

"Well, you know. Just like high school, right?" They both laughed at that.
"I'm not seeing anyone right now, no, if that's what you're asking. If I
didn't have this case, I'd occasionally be going out with the guys for a
couple of brews and some darts at a pub near the firm. But that's OK. I
promised you I'd fix this. That's more important." He grinned at her.
"Besides which, I notice you're here on Friday nights, too. And I know
doctors have little free time."

"Actually, as an obstetrician, I work fairly regular hours except when
somebody is delivering." She sighed. "And I've lost some patients over this,
so I'm delivering less babies at the moment."

"Ah, damn. Well, when we clear you, that'll take care of itself."

"And I'm not seeing anyone at the moment, either," she smiled, "so my Friday
nights are all yours. Just like high school."

Dave looked at her pensively. "You ever wish you could go back?"

"Sometimes," she admitted. "You?"

"Every day of my life," he said. "There are days I wish I could just start
over."

"Dave, why on earth? You've done well. Things have worked out. You're
successful, respected."

"And completely alone," he cut her off. "Look, do you think I'm good
looking?"

"Well, yeah," she laughed. "You haven't changed that much since high school.
Where did that come from?"

"Just a point. I'm good looking, I'm successful, I like to think I'm fun to
be with. Let's just say that my lack of a social life isn't due to lack of
opportunity. If I wanted to be out with a woman every Friday night, I
 could."

"Then why aren't you?" she asked.

He looked off into space. And then he decided to say it. "Because there's
only one woman I was meant to be with, and I blew it. I've spent fifteen
years trying to find someone to take her place. It's never worked. I don't
think it ever will. And I'd give all of this up to undo the mistakes I made
fifteen years ago." His eyes found hers, then, and she was looking at him in
shock. "I'm sorry, Caro. I've said too much."

"I thought it was just me," she whispered.

"Huh?" he asked.

"I thought it was just me," she said a little louder. "It's easy to hide
behind being a doctor as an excuse for not being in a relationship. Too
easy. I realized what a lie that was in the last two months," she admitted.

"Oh, my," Dave said in wonder.

"You're the only person I've ever loved," Caroline admitted. "And the past
two months have showed me something-I never stopped. Dave-being with you
here last weekend, around all your friends-well, it just felt right. And,
even though we're spending them working on saving my career-being with you
every Friday night feels right, too." She grinned. "Just like high school."

Dave grinned back, then sobered. "So, what do we do now?" Dave asked.

Caroline gave him a smile. "We didn't have any problems figuring out what to
do on a Friday night with a house all to ourselves back in high school."
Then she slid closer to him on the couch. She put her hand on his chest,
then leaned up and kissed him.

He eagerly returned the kiss, then said, "Caro, are you sure?"

She reached over and started unbuttoning his shirt. "Sure? Waiting for
fifteen years sure, that's how sure I am." His shirt was undone and she was
slipping it off his shoulders. He reached for her blouse.

In a matter of seconds, they were both naked-their clothes strewn all over
his living room-and were lying on his couch, furiously kissing. His hands
groped her breasts, and she reached down between their bodies to wrap her
fingers around his cock. They were sprawled on the couch, him over her, and
she pulled one leg up over the back of the couch and dropped the other to
the floor.

"Oh, God, Tavi, now! Please!" she howled, pulling his cock towards her
pussy. He got himself into a semi-comfortable position, and plunged deep
into her.

"Oh God! Oh God! I remember!" Caroline screamed, as Dave moved himself in
and out of her. "OH GOD!" The couch wasn't the easiest place to do this, but
they managed. "Tavi! Oh, Tavi, yes!" Caroline chanted. "Oh, Tavi, I'm
cummmmiinng!"

She came down from her orgasm and Dave was still going. " Oh, Jesus. You're
still the best, Tavi," she gasped.

"Only with you," he groaned back. She reached another climax before Dave
poured himself into her.

It was afterwards, as reason returned to them, that Dave realized. "SHIT!"

"What, honey?"

"Caro-are you still on the pill?"

"No, I haven't had a reason to be for some time, so I went off it." That's
when it hit her. "Uh-oh."

"Oh, damn, Caro. What was I thinking?"

"We, Tavi, we. I didn't stop you or bring it up either."

"When did your last period end?"

"Oh, about two weeks ago."

"Shit!"

She reached up and put her arms around his shoulders. "Tavi? We're not
scared 17-year-old kids with no money anymore. It's OK."

"It is?"

"Remember when I had to get the abortion. Do you remember the thing that
bothered me most? I told you I did want to have babies, badly,
sometime-though I knew that wasn't the time. In fact, I remember telling you
that I wanted to have your babies someday."

"True," Dave grinned. "But, I mean, this would be a very bad time."

"Why?"

"We just ended up in bed for the first time in fifteen years. And that was
all of a sudden. We haven't talked, we don't know where we're going from
here-and how can you trust me?"

"Why wouldn't I trust you?" Dave started to say something, but Caroline
interrupted him. "Dave, you were seventeen! It was the worst thing either of
us ever had to go through. And it was partially my fault, too-I could've
confronted you. We both failed the other. But we were young, and in pain."

"I know. I still feel guilty about leaving you like that."

"Good, than it's time to make it up to me," Caroline grinned at him. "We can
't get that time back. But we can try to get something else. You're still
the same person and I still love you with all my heart."

"Yeah," Dave agreed, smiling. "I still love you, too."

"So, if I'm pregnant, we'll be fine. This time." She reached down with a
grin and rubbed his flaccid cock. "In fact, I think I should rouse this guy
from his slumber so we can do it again and make sure."

Dave laughed. "Fine. But in the bedroom this time!"

"Bedroom? That'd be a first," Caroline laughed. "Have we ever done it in a
bed?"

"Junior prom, the hotel room. Oh, and that weekend that summer that my
family went away."

"OK. But the rest of the time it was back seats of cars, in the woods-jeez,
a couch should be easy!"

"It was easy," Dave laughed, prompting Caroline to laugh herself. "But, if
we're going to be making babies, my Princess deserves a bed."

"I'll buy that," she laughed. He took her hand and led her upstairs.

--Seven-

They ended up in his bed. When they first got there, still partially
satiated from their first coupling, they were fondling and talking.

"You remember our first time?" Caroline asked with a little grin.

"Like I'll ever be able to forget that! To this day I'm amazed there was a
second time."

"I only told one person-Kelly." Dave nodded. "Did you?"

"Freddie Driscoll, who else? He was discrete-at least about my life if not
his own."

Caroline giggled. "Well, I told Kelly, but I didn't tell her until after the
third time. I told her the second and third times were mind-blowing. She, of
course, asked, what about the first? So, I told her, you know all those
horror stories of things that can go wrong for a first time? We got 'em all.
It hurt like hell, you never got it all the way in, I bled like a stuck pig,
and you went off in ten seconds."

"Like I said, still amazed there was a second time."

"Yeah, and that's the one I really remember. In the woods behind my parent's
house, you brought a blanket. We spread it out in a clearing. Then you made
love to me. That was the night I knew I was really, truly in love with you."

"Me, too, but I knew in one instant right at the end." She looked at him.
"When you thanked me."

"Yeah," she sighed. "God, we went together from almost the beginning of
Freshman year to halfway through Senior. I always thought it was forever."

"It should've been. Did you think about this stuff before we saw each other
again?"

"All the time."

"Glad it wasn't just me." They were still lazily stroking one another. "We,
however, have a problem."

"You mean, besides the fact that you might have just knocked me up?"
Caroline giggled.

"Yeah, besides that," Dave laughed. "You need a new attorney."

"Huh? WHY?"

"Um, sweetheart, sleeping with a client is a major breach of ethics."

"You've got a point. But, shit, Tavi, the trial's right around the corner!"

"Don't worry. I'll talk to Ed Monday morning. We'll work it out. But first
things first. I've been waiting a very long time to do this to you again."
He lowered his face to her boobs, and started sucking on a nipple. Caroline
squirmed and gasped underneath him. He lovingly sucked on her boob for a
bit, then started trailing kisses down her stomach, into her bellybutton,
and then headed lower. She eagerly spread her legs, and he climbed in
between them. He let his tongue lazily graze the length of her pussy.

"Oh, damn, Tavi!" she exhaled. He grinned, and kept up his licking, pausing
every so often to dip his tongue into her opening. He kept this up for a few
minutes, then headed for her clit.

"Tavi! Tavi! Tavi!" she chanted as he sucked and nibbled on her clit. "Oh
JESUS Tavi!" He buried his face in her pussy, licking the length of it then
stopping for attention on her clit. She pulled her thighs against his head
and bucked underneath him, sobbing out her climax.

"I don't believe it," she gasped as she came down. "You've gotten better at
that. I didn't think that was possible!"

"That's pretty amazing, considering I haven't really practiced all that much
lately," he laughed.

"You can now practice that any time you want. In fact, I insist."

"Fine by me," he grinned, and lowered his face back down between her legs.
"Oh, you are going to kill me!" Caroline gasped.

What they had done downstairs, they were used to from their previous
relationship. When you're high school kids whose parents do not know you're
sleeping together, lovemaking often tends to be quick. They'd had a few
opportunities to take their sweet time, but not many-and they'd always
considered those opportunities extra special.

This was their first time together as adults, in Dave's own house, and Dave
wanted to make it last. He brought her back up slowly with his tongue,
taking his time, working his way back up to sucking on her clit. He gently
sucked and nibbled on her until she came again.

"Oh, Jesus, Tavi," she moaned. He was crawling up the length of her, and he
eased himself back into her. He held himself there, all the way in, and
smiled down at her. She smiled back.

"I've been dreaming of this for a very long time," he said to her in a low
voice.

"Uh-huh," she agreed. He started moving in and out of her at a slow,
deliberate pace. She wrapped her legs around his hips. He was holding
himself up by his arms, and she ran her fingers over his shoulders. Then she
grabbed his shoulders and pulled him closer to her.

"C'mere," she said. "Right on top of me." He chuckled, and lowered himself
so that he was on top of her, leaning on his elbows so he wouldn't
completely crush her, his hands on her head, running through her hair. He
lowered his lips to hers, and they kissed as he slowly and gently fucked
her.

"You can go faster," she gasped as she broke the kiss.

"Uh-uh," he demurred. "I'm taking my time."

"Really?" she grinned.

He grinned back, and pushed himself all the way in, and held himself there.
He ground his pelvis into hers, rubbing against her clit, and his chest
ground against her tits. "AH!" she gasped. Then he started moving slowly
again.

"Oh, Tavi, oh God," Caroline chanted as he slowly fucked her. "Please.oh
God.please." Dave took the hint, and sped up his motion, just a little bit.
"OHGODOHGODOHGOD!" Caroline chanted as Dave plunged in and out of her. "Oh,
Tavi, CUMMMMINNNGGG!!!!" Dave stopped moving as she climaxed around him.

"Oh, God," she whispered in a tone of wonder, "four in one night."

"And I'm not even done yet," Dave grinned. He wasn't kidding. He brought her
to another climax before he went himself.

Afterwards, they were sprawled out on the bed, wrapped around one another.

"Caro?"

"Hmmmm?"

"Don't go home."

"Good. I didn't want to," she giggled.


--Eight-

Dave woke up the next morning, all curled around Caro, spooning her from
behind. He sighed happily.

"Does that mean you're awake?" she whispered with a giggle.

"Yup. How long you been awake?"

"Ten minutes or so. I was trying not to wake you. I was nice and cozy in any
case." She turned to face him. "I think we need to talk."

"Uh-oh."

"Nah, it's not bad. Well, not that bad. Anyway, I need to apologize to you.
I think I got carried away."

"With what?" he asked.

"With the possibility of, you know, getting pregnant."

"Hey, I'm the one that forgot a damn condom."

"It's OK, it really is," she smiled. "I forgot, too. And, last night, I was
all enthusiastic about it."

"Now you're not."

"Well, now I'm worried. And a little scared. Like you said, our first time
in bed in fifteen years. Can we handle me being pregnant? It worries me."

"I think we can," Dave assured her. "However, I must admit I was worried at
your enthusiasm."

"Atonement," she said, very softly and sadly.

"Oh, damn, Caro. There's no need."

"I know, but I can't help it."

He sighed, and pulled her closer. "If you are, I promise, we'll do right by
this one. Both of us."

"I know." She took a deep breath. "Dave? What about us?"

"I want you back. I don't want you to ever go again. I love you. I'm not
fucking it up a second time."

"Oh, thank God," she sighed. "That's what I want, too."

"Good." He looked down at her and grinned. "How about breakfast?"

"That sounds heavenly."

They spent the rest of the day together, most of it in bed, before Caroline
had to go home. "I have no work clothes here!" she teased Dave.

On Monday morning, Dave went in to Ed, his boss, and explained the
situation. They quickly recruited Mike Shalon, another young attorney at the
firm and one of Dave's best friends. Mike would become Caroline's attorney
of record, but Dave had to help him with the case and preparation, as time
was short.

Caroline, for her part, walked into her practice floating on air. Everybody
noticed, but she didn't say anything about it. Nobody really knew what was
going on until about a month later.

"Margie?" Caroline said, leaning into her office. "You got a minute?"

"Sure, Caroline. What can I do for you?"

"I need a blood test. For myself, I mean."

"OK," Marjorie said tentatively. "What am I checking for?"

"Pregnancy," Caroline grinned.

"WHAT?"

"Did Ed tell you that I switched attorneys?" Marjorie nodded. "I had to. I'm
sleeping with my old one," she said with a huge grin.

"Aaah. Did you and he, in the past.."

"Yes." Caroline sat down and told her the whole story.

"Wow. You had an abortion?"

"Not one of my prouder moments," Caroline said.

"What are you going to do if you are pregnant now?"

"Have it. Love it," Caroline said happily. "And, yes, Dave agrees."

"Good. Well, let's find out, shall we?"

The results were in the next day. Caroline arrived at Dave's house with a
purchase she had made on the way-a tee shirt that said "World's Greatest
Daddy." Dave was delighted.


--Nine-

The trial started the next week. To Caroline's consternation, her parents
flew out from Cleveland for 'support'.  She re-introduced them to Dave-who
they didn't like when they were in high school together, and didn't care for
much now. Her parents insisted on staying in her spare bedroom, as they
complained about her 'tiny' condo.

"They are seriously cramping my style," Caroline grumbled to Dave on one of
the few nights they were able to get together.

"Have they noticed the morning sickness?" Dave laughed.

"Nah, because I don't have it that badly."

"They're going to twig on to things sooner or later, Caro."

"Yes. But after this damn trial, I'm hoping."

The trial started. The plaintiffs presented their case, getting all kinds of
medical witnesses, as well as the Zanowski couple, who evoked sympathy in
the jury.

They rested their case, and Mike started Caroline's defense. After calling
his own series of medical witnesses, he called Caroline.

The direct examination went well. Then the plaintiff's attorney began his
cross-examination.

"Doctor Williams," he began, "how many babies have you delivered?"

"In my career?" The lawyer nodded. "Well, I do about 150 a year, and I've
been in practice for seven years, so, what's that, around a thousand?"

"OK, have you had any other fatalities?"

"Of course. You can't avoid them."

"Do you ever question yourself about them, to see if you could avoid them?"
the attorney asked harshly.

"Well, it depends."

"It depends?"

"Of course. I had one last year that died because its brain didn't develop.
There's nothing you can do about something like that. It can't be avoided.
That baby couldn't be saved. It was dead before it was born."

"I see. But they're not all like that."

"No."

"The case in question wasn't like that."

"No, it was not. And, yes, I did question myself about this one.
 Repeatedly."

"There's no logical explanation for what happened to my clients' child."

"No, there isn't. I freely admit that." She reached for her boss's favorite
riff. "But medical science isn't infallible magic, either."

"What is that supposed to mean, Doctor?"

"What it means is that we don't always have the answers. I don't know why
the Zanowski's child was stillborn. I wish I did. But I did everything by
the book that day."

The lawyer thought about that for a minute, then said, "Doctor Williams. You
said you've delivered about a thousand babies. How many abortions have you
performed?"

"Objection!" Mike, Caroline's new lawyer, shouted. "Irrelevant!"

"I think it's highly relevant. It has to do with Doctor Williams'
 attitudes."

"Overruled," the judge said.

"I've probably performed about a hundred abortions, total," Caroline said.

"How do you justify that with your bringing new babies into the world?"

"Because I believe in the right to choose," Caroline replied definitively.
"The babies that I bring into the world, their mothers chose to have them."

"Ah. In fact, you had an abortion yourself, didn't you, Doctor Williams?"

Caroline gasped. Mike screamed out another vehement objections. Caroline
looked out and saw her parents recoiled in horror. The plaintiff's attorney
was telling the judge that his question should be allowed.

To Caroline's horror, the judge agreed. "Again, Doctor Williams," the lawyer
said, "have you had an abortion?"

"Yes." Caroline heard her mother gasp.

"Don't you think that says something about your cavalier attitude towards
the death of a baby?"

"No it does not," Caroline said vehemently. "Having an abortion was not a
decision I took lightly. I was seventeen." She heard her mother gasp again
at that. "We were careful and responsible, but the birth control failed. If
I had had that child, I would've been disowned and kicked out of my house.
My future would have been toast, before I even graduated high school. It was
the least bad of two very bad choices. It wasn't something I did cavalierly
at all."

"If you got pregnant now, you're saying, you wouldn't have an abortion?"

Caroline smiled. "I am pregnant. I'm a couple of months along. And I am most
emphatically having this baby!"

Shortly thereafter, court recessed for the day. Dave grabbed Caroline as she
stepped off the stand. "Your parents are loaded for bear, I saw it in their
faces."

"No doubt," she said. "Well, at least it's all in the open now."

"CAROLINE!" her mother hollered as she stepped out of the courtroom.

"Yes, Mother. Can we do this elsewhere, please?"

They went back to Caroline's condo. Dave insisted on going along. When they
got there, Mrs. Williams just blasted off.

"It was him, wasn't it?" she said, pointing at Dave.

"It was both of us," Caroline replied. "It's both of us this time, too."

"I can't believe you actually got an abortion!" Mrs. Williams fumed. "I can'
t believe you had sex when you were seventeen. This is not how we raised
you!"

"I had sex when I was fifteen," Caroline told them defiantly.

"WHAT?" Mrs. Williams exploded.

"It's over and done with," Caroline said. "It happened, it's over. Dave and
I went together for almost all of high school. We slept together when we
were sophomores for the first time. It was natural. We loved each other."

Mr. Williams picked that moment to butt in. "What I want to know is what you
're going to do about this pregnancy."

"Have the baby." Caroline stated.

"And what's he going to do?"

"Be a Daddy," Caroline said. "Anything else is to be discussed by us, not
anyone else."

"We didn't teach you any of this!" Mrs. Williams cried.

"You didn't teach me anything!" Caroline erupted. "You dictated! It was your
way or the highway! I didn't tell you about my pregnancy in high school
because you would've kicked me out and disowned me. That's teaching? Have an
accident, and we don't want anything to do with you? I was terrified, and I
couldn't come to you. That's not teaching."

"You needed a firm hand," Mr. Williams claimed.

"And that worked out so well, didn't it?" Caroline snorted. "I still managed
to get knocked up and have an abortion. And if you hadn't been so enamored
with your own firm hand and your own twisted sense of morality, I might have
been able to tell you about my pregnancy. And maybe I wouldn't have had to
abort your grandchild, and destroy my relationship with the only person I've
ever loved while I was at it."

"You shouldn't have been in a position to get pregnant in the first place!"
Mrs. Williams maintained. "I was a virgin on my wedding day!"

"And you're frigid," Caroline spat, provoking a gasp from her mother. "I
never saw any love in that house, not from either of you to me, or to one
another. It was all duty and obligation. Dave loved me."

"Still do," Dave piped up, earning stares from the Williams' but a grateful
smile from Caroline.

"Anyhow, I'm leaving. I'm spending the night at Dave's. You can stay or go
back to Cleveland, I don't care. If this is 'support', I don't need any."
She and Dave stormed out.

Her parents returned to Cleveland the next day.


--Ten-

When Caroline got back on the stand the next day, the attorney for the
plaintiffs continued leaning in to her.

"So, Doctor Williams, you informed us yesterday that you were pregnant, and
this baby you've decided you want. If this baby dies, how would you feel?"

"Upset, of course. But, you have to understand something, being an
obstetrician, I know how precarious pregnancy can be. Especially in the
first trimester. I could miscarry any time."

"What do you mean about how precarious pregnancy can be?"

"So many things can go wrong."

"But we know what causes those things, don't we?"

"No, a lot of them, we don't. I had a patient recently. Five months along,
everything looked fine, we did ultrasounds-and she miscarried. Out of the
blue. We don't know why. Pregnancy is one of the most delicate balancing
acts our bodies will ever go through. Hell, even after pregnancy. Have you
ever heard of SIDS? We don't know what causes SIDS. There are theories, but
no sure thing. How can a baby that seems perfectly healthy just stop
breathing? We don't know."

"So, a couple like my clients-they just have to live with that? Your baby
died and we don't know why?"

"A lot of people have to live with that, Mr. Golland. Not just your clients.
Look, I'm a doctor. Obstetrics is usually the most life-affirming medical
specialty there is. I spend most of my life bringing new life into the
world. When I have something like what happened to the Zanowski baby, it
affects me. I have to live with it, too. Not like your clients, of course,
but I have to live with it, too."

"You mean you have to live with your mistakes."

"No, that's not what I mean. I mean I have to live with the uncertainty. I
have to live with knowing I didn't make any mistakes, not with current
knowledge levels. I did everything I possibly could for that child. And he
still died. That is what I have to live with."

"You made no mistakes," the attorney said snidely.

"No, I didn't. You know what, Mr. Golland? It'd be easier if I did make a
mistake."

"What?"

"Even if I lost this case. I'd at least know what went wrong. I wish I could
point the finger at myself. But I can't. And that's the hardest thing about
being a doctor."

Mike had done well with the other defense witnesses, but even he
agreed-those responses were critical. Caroline won the case.

There was a little celebration at Caroline's office. Marjorie was jubilant.
Caroline was, too, but more relieved than anything. She was extremely
grateful to Mike for doing such a great job on such short notice.

When that was done, Dave took her back to his house for a more private
celebration.

Afterwards, lying in bed, Dave kissed the forehead of the woman cuddled in
his arms. "Congratulations, Doctor Williams. You got your life back."

"Yes, I did." She rubbed her still-flat tummy. "And a new one in the
bargain."

"Well, then," Dave said, "how about going for broke and really getting a new
one?" He reached into his night table drawer, and withdrew a jewelry box. He
opened it up, revealing a perfect one-carat diamond ring.

"Oh, Tavi," she sniffled. "That's not a new one. That's the old one, the
good one, finally returned."

"I take it that's a yes?"

"Oh, God, yes!" He happily placed the ring on her finger. "You've made me so
happy, Tavi. Again."

"Me, too. Better late than never."

"My sentiments exactly!"


--Fin-

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