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Subject: {ASSM} Lunchtime Rendezvous With Serendipity - by bonkgirl (FF/f, blackmail, humil, anal, nc)
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Hello,
The story you are about to read is a work of fiction. Certain elements
are loosely based on real people and real events however they've been
embellished for dramatic effect and all names of people, places and
other identifying details have been changed. This and many of the
stories I write contain themes of non-consensual sex and forced
submission along with blackmail and other activities which are illegal
in real life. Please note that the real events surrounding everything
written by me were all entirely legal and all people participating did
so within the framework of "safe, sane and consensual" as defined
within the BDSM scene to which I belonged when the events took place.
I hope you enjoy my tales. All feedback may be addressed either to
alt.sex.stories.d or by email to bonkgirl@[NO-SPAM]yahoo.com
Adrianna
(c) 2003
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Lunchtime Rendezvous With Serendipity
I used to like surprises. I still do, I think, but lately they've
come to be something entirely different than the ones I looked
forward to as a child; the anticipation of birthday treats; the
Christmas trinkets left under the tree supposedly by Santa if I'd
been a "good girl" throughout the year. Of course, I always expected
something and as I got older I could almost predict what the surprise
might be such was my parents' inability to keep secrets from me. But
the surprise I'd been told was due today was something quite unlike
any before. The only foreknowledge I had of what to expect wasn't a
casually dropped hint of something nice to come - it was a warning.
Not a threat, althought that's now always implied since the blackmail
game I created for myself escaped from my control. No, it was an
ominous sign; a pointer to the direction I was expected to take
unless I wanted to suffer unpleasant consequences which, ironically,
were ultimately of my own creation.
The package addressed to me and delivered by courier just after 10am
this morning was brought into my office by my young assistant David.
It was almost impossible to hide the sudden and overwhelming feeling
of dread I felt when he handed it to me; he even noticed it enough to
question me as to what it might be to which I had to answer in a way
that assured him it was nothing; I'd been expecting "it". There was a
brief, frightening moment when I thought I might be forced to open it
in front of him such were his manifest concerns the small, anonymous
parcel might contain something sinister which should be brought to
the notice of the FBI. I laughed off the suggestion; a nervous,
unconvincing laugh, not because his concerns were unfounded - sadly,
it's a different world today and such concerns are taken most
seriously - but because I had to consider the possibility that
perhaps David might know a whole lot more than he was letting on. The
moment eventually passed and David left my office to resume his work
outside leaving me to ponder his involvement in the whole clandestine
operation against me.
There was no escaping the fact I had to open the package as soon as
possible; to prepare myself to follow the instructions Mr C had
told me the package would contain. With my heart pounding heavily and
pulse racing, my trembling hands picked and snipped with scissors at
the tape seal of the package. Once the seal was broken, I carefully
prised open the lid and nervously peeked inside the box, much like a
child expecting a spider or something worse to spring out. It wasn't
much of a relief when the first thing I noticed was a small bundle of
short, black leather straps - five in all - for my wrists and ankles
and longer one which the note informed me was a collar. They were
much simplier and lighter in design than the heavy leather set I kept
in my handbag. There really wasn't anything at all to them: each
short length of half-inch sueded leather nothing more than a strap
with small D-rings on each end to be secured with small brass
padlocks, also included, but without keys supplied. The note
specified they weren't to be locked until the straps were in place.
The keyring enclosed held just one key; a large deadlock style of key
to the door of a place, directions for which were supplied with the
note. The note was very specific in its instructions.
I was instructed to remove whatever underwear including stockings or
hose I was wearing and cuff my wrists and ankles with the straps
supplied. Similarly, I was to collar myself and then check to ensure
each of the five small brass padlocks were securely fastened. It was
clearly stated I was to do this immediately and without delay as my
every action was being watched and there would be penalties for non-
compliance. My pantihose and briefs were easily slipped off under my
desk but I had to slip out to the bathroom to deal with my bra, which
couldn't be removed without first taking off my blouse. Once I
returned to my office I cuffed and collared myself, feeling a small
twinge of guilty pleasure at the sound of each small padlock clicking
locked to secure the items in place.
The final part of the instruction was perhaps the most alarming. It
said I was to drive to the address given to arrive there precisely at
noon. Once there I was to remove the rest of my clothing - ALL of it -
before proceeding to a door which "should", if I'm at the right
place, be directly in front of the car parking space identified for
me in the accompanying pencil sketch of the building and its
surrounds. I spent the next hour and a half sitting in my office
dreading this part of the plan and began to have doubts as to whether
or not I could go through with it once I got there. But as the hour
approached to leave, I steeled my nerves and strode briskly out of
the library, praying the whole time nobody would stop me and notice
the cuffs or collar which, as discreet as they were, felt like the
only things I was wearing as I left the building.
I'm not a confident driver at the best of times and so the drive to
the unfamiliar location was harrowing. I was acutely aware of the
fact I was not wearing any underwear at all and thoughts of being
involved in a car accident or some similar mishap where this
embarrassing secret might be revealed played heavily on my thoughts
and made the drive even more nerve wracking. But eventually I made it
to my destination. Under normal circumstances I might have breathed a
sigh of relief to be out of the traffic but the sight of the stark,
weathered door in front of my parking space reminded me my journey
was just beginning and the most arduous part of it still lay ahead.
The old brick building was not much more than a garage with an upper
story; a tall, narrow structure; the facade windowless and layered in
the peeling, smog stained whitewash of decades of neglect. It sat
alone on the corner of a large block which appeared to have been
cleared for redevelopment at some stage but which had since become
overgrown again with the debris of urban life in the industrial area
surrounding. I sat in my car staring through the windshield for a
long while at the door; this portal to perversity, I thought to
myself, trying to allieviate the profound anxiety attack I was
suffering. Thoughts of Marilyn Chambers and the movie "Green Door"
also flashed into mind, although the door in front of me was
distinctive only in the way the grafitti which spread seamlessly
across the front of the building seemed to camoflague it.
I checked the address one final time, comparing the sights around me
to those marked on the rough map supplied and made sure I had the key
ready. I placed it along with the neatly folded airline sleeping mask
also supplied on the dashboard. The nearest activity of any kind
appeared to be a construction crew breaking for lunch on a building
site down on the next block; vehicular traffic was conspicuous by its
absence. All seemed even more distant after I removed my glasses; the
ones I need for driving. I'd memorized the instructions back in my
office but I still double checked, just to make sure I hadn't
overlooked anything. I hadn't.
It felt strangely erotic to quickly strip out of my skirt and blouse
in my car, struggling between the seat and the steering wheel for a
moment but eventually wrestling free. The sudden cool air that
enveloped me the moment I opened the door a stark reality check that
I was completely naked; the feeling of the cold concrete underfoot as
I rushed brazenly from my car to the door enlivening the whole
sensation of being naked outdoors. If I'd been wearing clothes I
might have paused at the door to have one last look around; the note
made it clear I was being watched but by who? And from where? I
fumbled with the key, my heart threatening to leap from my mouth
until the tumblers finally yielded to my panicked wriggling and
twisting of it in the lock.
Inside the building looked even smaller than it had from outside; the
room, barren of any decoration or furniture. My senses were
immediately piqued to an overwhelming, sickly sweet scent hanging in
the air; a familiar odor not smelled for a long time but which
instantly brought back a flood of mixed feelings and a rush of
crippling dread. I knew right then and there, at that exact moment,
that Mr C was about to play his trump card: he'd set me up to be
humiliated by the one person I'd both fantasized most about
surrendering to and feared most about discovering my darkest desires
in reality - Lana!
I felt a desperate urge to run back to my car and escape but I knew
it was now far too late for that. She would have already seen me
arrive; she would have seen me enter the building naked; she would
have been briefed by Mr C on all my hitherto secret fantasies;
she would have seen pictures he'd supplied her as proof, just as he
had done when he set me up for Jeremy and Karl. In short, she would
know absolutely everything she needed to know to punish me for
interfering in the affair she had with my husband; to torture me in
every way imaginable for having the ordacity to look down on her as
if I was her superior in any way merely because of my education and
upbringing. How desperately I wished it was all a dream; a pleasant
fantasy from which I could easily escape. But the wheel had turned
and I knew I was about to be broken on it. Even the fanciful little
code I'd devised as part of a harmless little fantasy game - "just
say Serendipity sent me" had been twisted against me. In my mind the
thrill of the surprise was always supposed to come in some benign
setting with built in escape clauses; opportunities to make denials
of all knowledge of any such code; to carry on my "innocent" act
while silently reveling in the illicit thrill. But now I was supposed
to speak the words - to call them out loud like a broadcast to invoke
my own Nemesis in a winner-take-all game. As I stood there, body
shaking uncontrollably, I looked at the blindfold in my hand and saw
in it the only salvation I could think of - I can close my eyes and
hide behind the mask so I never have to admit I saw this coming. It
was almost impossibly to vocalize the words but they
came: "Serendipity sent ME!"
Time lost all sense of meaning, lost in the darkness behind the
blindfold; my arms folded behind my back; my back to the door. I
called again a second time, this time more confidently as my
confusion swirled around the possibility that perhaps I'd talked
myself into this state of hysteria. The blurring lines between
fantasy and reality were clearly really taking a toll on my mental
balance. But just when I thought it had all been an elaborate rouse,
the sound of the door opening behind me exploded any delusions of
escaping with my modesty battered but intact.
My nostrils immediately caught the heady smell of the cheap perfume I
distinctly remembered enveloped Lana like a cloud wherever she went.
It took my breath away as did the sudden fright of feeling my wrists
being grabbed; the leather straps unexpectedly clipped together; the
cold sensation of a chain brushing against my spine between my
shoulder blades as my hands were hitched up to the back of the collar
I was wearing. I remember starting to blubber incoherently, begging
for some rules to be established; begging not to be hurt. I could
hear the sounds of more than one pair of heels on the concrete floor
and realized Lana wasn't alone. Not a word was spoken; the terror
became palpable in my throat; a swollen dry lump which blocked off
oxygen to my brain and caused my head to spin with dizziness.
I could feel myself becoming unsteady, losing my balance as hands
grappled with my ankles; my feet forced widely apart on the concrete
floor; the leather bracelets around my ankles tightening as they were
clipped to some kind of spreader bar. All the while I kept pleading
for things to stop; pleas which were ignored completely. Hands on my
shoulders held me still until my ankles were secured; I don't know
who was doing what; I imagined two women at first but there more have
been more.
When the hands dropped away I was left for a long while just standing
there, legs spread, shackled and vulnerable. I listened for every
sound; anything which might give me a clue to the identity of those
in the room. I could hear the hushed clip-clop of high heels moving
around me; circling me; stalking me like predators about to pounce. I
turned my head this way and that trying to follow the footsteps; my
hearing acutely sensitized to every sound no matter how small. I
could feel the shadow of somebody close behind me before the cold
touch of something hard and slippery bumping against the undersides
of my ass cheeks. I instinctively flinched, tensing my buttocks to
repel what I quickly guessed to be a dildo of some sort; not an
ordinary one, but quite obviously a strap on one. Small, strong hands
gripped the soft orbs of my cheeks and spread them, holding them
obscenely open like that while the tip of the dildo was seated in the
crater of my anus. I knew what was about to happen and it terrified
me.
My two tormentors began working in tandem; the one behind jerking her
hips gently to force the thick bluntness of the dildo to spear my
spincter; the one in front holding my hips to prevent me bucking
forward and away from the assault. I tightened my resistence,
fighting and struggling desperately. not wanting to surrender but
knowing if I didn't the whole attack could be prolonged indefinitely.
I thought if I yielded just a little I might be spared; I might
endure some pain if it meant not being seriously hurt. In my
confusion I tried to remind myself it wasn't the first time I'd had a
dildo in my ass. My own 7" one had been there, sunk right to the
base. But that was different. I was gentle with myself; taking it
slowly and knowing I could withdraw it the moment it caused me any
significant pain. But once I relaxed just that tiniest little bit,
the strap on rammed hard and deeply right up into my bowel, feeling
like it was thumping against the underside of my lungs. I started to
scream and sob but a hand clamped tightly across my mouth. And then I
really felt a surge of terror.
I had never imagined Lana to be anything less than a nasty sadist and
in my fantasies about her this even held some kind of perverse,
inexplicable allure for me. However, standing on the tips of my toes,
legs spread and shackled, feeling totally overpowered and the agony
of being so roughly sodomized, that fantasy pleasure vanished.
I don't actually remember much of the detail about what happened
after that - the pain was searing; burning and surreal in its
intensity in my ass. A woman did eventually speak; the woman in front
of me - I didn't recognize the voice at all. I could feel her hands
on my breasts; her fingers pinching my nipples, teasing them with
alternating caresses and then a twisting that I feared would rip them
from my chest. She demanded I stop screaming, which was near on
impossible when each time she made the demand she emphasized the
urgency of it by twisting harder and encouraging Lana to drive the
strap on even harder into my tortured anus.
When I finally managed to obey, which was really simply because the
pain had passed that threshold to the point where I was almost
unconscious, the hand over my mouth was released and I was allowed to
whimper and sob quietly while she massaged my breasts. The continual,
unceasing friction hard in my burning spincter was sharp contract to
the almost pleasurable caressing of my breasts; her hands slowly
expanding their circles to glide over all of my front while the slow
assault continued behind.
Her voice became calm; seductive almost. She began asking me a
question repeatedly; hypnotically - "you like this, don't you?" It
was so incredibly perverse the way she asked - her voice soft and
singing in tone; like a mother coaxing a child to eat brussel sprouts
by planting the seed of positive suggestion into its head with a
seductive, reassuring tone in her voice. The pain was killing me but
I eventually found myself so lulled by her voice I timidly agreed.
This guilty admission brought forth a stinging, blinding pain
suddenly to my clitoris. The tone of her voice instantly changed to
one of overbearing, almost angry intensity as she ridiculed me,
calling me a "slut" and other derogatory insults as she whipped my
pussy. The thin fronds of the whip bit with excruciating pain - much
more pain than I was feeling in my behind, although the hard rod-like
dildo wedged there forced me to not move away from the whipping as
much as I desperately wanted to. I was so confused. Just as suddenly,
her voice would drop back to the soothing tone, encouraging me not to
deny my pleasure. This little cyclic ritual was repeated ad infinitum
until I no longer had any idea what was going on and, without the
least bit of warning it was about to happen, my whole body spasmed
and shook with an orgasm of such intensity tears of shame literally
gushed from behind the blindfold.
In the minutes following, after the strap on was finally removed - an
action which almost made me sick with the thought my guts might be
sucked out along with the vacuum it created - I was eased down on to
the hard cold floor; my wrist and ankle cuffs released from their
positions by not the straps around them. I'm still wearing them now
as I sit in my office recounting the story for you, numb from the
day's "adventure" and so thoroughly and utterly humiliated by what
happened that I fear I won't ever be able to look another person in
the eye again.
--
ser-en-dip-i-ty (n) The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by
accident.
"Serendip is not reached by plotting a course for it. Instead you must
set out in good faith and lose your bearings serendipitously" - from
The Sinbad Saga
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