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Subject: {ASSM} This is My Story; Part 5
Date: Sun,  3 Feb 2002 08:10:12 -0500
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It was so strange, I remember shutting the door and my whole mood just
changed, I really didn't mind, if you could have just seen my stupid,
star struck expression; just a fucking romantic at heart I guess; `you
pussy' my voice taunted in the background, oh-ok, I admit, part of me
was still pumped from that tongue fucking I had given Linda in the
hall, I still can't believe it! Unless....unless?...that bitch let me win?
Well fuck her! I'm playing for keeps now.

Still, it felt awesome having her sexy body slump down against mine as
I drove her over the edge, in a word.....exhilarating.  But wait, oh god
the things we said and whispered to each other....swoosh...there I go,
swept off into the land of romance, candles...wine...and all with this
wonderful woman who loved ME!

The icing on the cake was looking around at the hotel room, wow! it
looked warm and inviting, they really treat you right at this place.
The lights were low and the maid service had pulled the sheets back;
No you fools! I am talking about sleep!! Did you really think I was
ready for some flesh-on-flesh full body contact with this woman right
now, hell no I was tired and sore.  And the bad news was that our
little romantic interlude in the hallway had zapped most of my
fighting spirit, I hadn't planned on that.  Even more, I had already
downshifted into low gear, my body was moving at a slower, more
sensual pace, just thinking about making love to Linda tonight, to
have her push me and ride me over the edge till I passed flat out. 
You know, I really was humping that leg of hers back in the elevator,
(how embarrassing to admit that now, and in a fucking elevator too,
she really made me feel like a slut and I loved it...fuck!)
So as you can see, my pussy was warmed up and so very tender, `god
please don't let her go for my nipples or clit too soon' I'll submit
and drown under her strength faster then a submarine doing an
emergency dive.

But oh! that voice in the back of my head was still resisting, unable
to shake the lust we brought out in each other as we slammed, smacked
and drove into one another.  Fuck, it was mocking me, ruining all of
my romantic notions.  Shit, I don't know if I can take any more of
her, I figured just one more hard fought battle of lust with Linda and
maid service is going to be picking of the pieces of some poor cunt by
tomorrow morning and it sure as hell wasn't going to be me (uh yeah
right!).  Now that image caused me to shudder, as my clit warned me of
it's now growing presence.

Want to know what really gave me my second wind?
Looking up from my daze and watching her strut into my room...MINE!..not
hers! like she owned the place.  Watching her from behind, with those
tan calves and thighs of hers flexing with every step, kind of made me
shiver for a second.  She knew what she was doing all right, Linda is
one smart, tough woman.  But damn, the thought of those legs, `if she
gets those babies around me', well...she will not only own my room...but
me too...fucking queen bitch she'll be, by the end of the night'.
Oh god, I've never had a woman try and make me submit between her legs
before, wonder what that would feel like; what am I thinking!?
I've never done any of this before, and now here's the odd thing, I
actually lusted for it, for Linda to wrap her beautiful legs around me
and if she could bring me down and make me cry, cum and whimper under
her, well....well I guess she can have me...hell, at that point she will
own me and won't need any permission.

I couldn't take my eyes off her, my wicked mind was locked up with all
of those fantasizes as she walked over to the far end of the room, and
casually laid her wrinkled coat on the chair next to a round breakfast
table, `some fucking nerve' I thought.  She just draped it over the
chair like she had come home from a hard day at the office.
`Oh how was your day dear' my little voice mocked at her, I could
imagine her reply, `oh just fine, had to put down this slut I met
today, Jan was her name I think, business as usual'. 
Grrrrrrrr....that's all it took, my mind was back in the game, and all
of the sudden you find these little energy reserves you never thought
you had.

Well, I wasn't going to just stand there like some drooling, staring
fool; I stepped away from the door right as she turned to face me. I
could care less about my own damn coat, I opened my fist and it
crumpled to my feet.  She just paused and smiled at me, and even with
all the sexual, hostile tension between us, it melted my heart.  I
smiled back at her, god I'm a wimp, I bet she thought she had this
`younger' woman wrapped around her more experienced finger; `we'll
just see who has the more experienced finger bitch' my voice was into
wicked-overdrive and then I really smiled.  Putting her hands on her
hips she did that thing with her hair, tossing her head to whip it
back behind her shoulders, that cocky slut.  Well, I don't have long
hair, she's just trying to psych me out with her strutting, and those
legs and all that sexy posing she was doing, but....fuuuuuuuuuuuck...it
was sooo working :(

Like I said way in the beginning, this was getting way more intense
then I ever bargained for.  This was a form of foreplay I had ever
experienced, not even in the same universe.  She kept coming at me,
sometimes soft and sometimes...slam! hard, but I wasn't backing down;
it's what she wanted, and fuck it's what I wanted.  I had always given
my love away to any woman that gave me the time of day, hey! That
doesn't mean I'm easy to bed and shit; But not this time, Linda wanted
my love and she wanted to earn it, the hard way and in the process we
were going to drive into one another until one of us was utterly
dominated and spent, or maybe...just maybe I could hold out and when
this is settled, we would find each other on equal ground (I can dream
right?)

 
As I walked towards her I couldn't help but notice she had a little
distraction going on,
first I thought this dirty bitch had a trick up her sleeve, but I
couldn't stand it, I slowly but cautiously followed her line of sight
( I was afraid to take my eyes off her at this point).  I was shocked
to see that all of our wrestling, tossing and ass kicking of each
other had caused my tits to almost fall out of my bra; so there they
were! These two incredible sweaty outlines of my nipples pressing thru
my silk shirt; that dirty, hungry bitch she just couldn't take her
eyes off them, she just looked at my sweaty points pushing out from
underneath my shirt.  I mean why not, it made me kind of hot to see my
own nipples making dark imprints.

Boy did I feel cocky then...hehehe.....

"You want to suck them bitch?" I taunted her, I was becoming a quick
study in this game of catfight-seduction, as I thrust my chest at her.

That got the attention of Ms. High-and-Mighty, her eyes just snapped
up to met mine, I even think she was shocked in her own wanton display
of lust,  who was she kidding, lust was pouring out and coating her
body like her own sweat.  She did this slow walk over to me, maybe
only three or four steps away and I was still feeling good about my
little comment so I tried...repeat: Tried...to stand my ground... and I did!
Until, she smiled and I saw it coming, I dreaded it, because I wanted
it soooo bad.  My jaw went slack and my stupid eyes did a bulge thing
as I watched her lean her right stiff nipple towards my left
nipple...and bull's-eye, right dead fucking on into my protruding
nipple.  I was trembling, it was so erotic to feel that silky material
move and press into my skin.  Now I have felt nipple on nipple contact
before, but nothing like what I was experiencing now and we still had
our shirts on! Oh my god.  I would have been happy doing just `this'
all night; back forth we leaned and performed soft circular rubs with
our breasts and nipples.  We rolled back and forth, my eyelids were
pretty much shut now with my head tilting back ever so slightly; the
beautiful moment was when we got this rhythm going on, anticipating
when she or I would press in and then lean back and then move side to
side.  There were so many moments that Linda had me under her spell,
but the most erotic was a sound she made, that's right, not a
touch...isn't that just weird...as we performed out nipple/breast dance,
she was uttering these long, soft moans from her throat and chest; it
was such a turn on, listening to my soon to be lover being driven to
that next level by me, it raised my spirits and made me want her all
that much more...if that was possible.

All of the sudden, I felt this strange tug on both of my collars, well
the first thing I am thinking is that she wants to lock lips with me
again.  Hell yes, I was ready to meet her in some tongue wrestling,
let's get it on!

Nope! 
I looked at her face, and she had this knowing smile and then I
quickly looked down, she tugged again and her fists knotted up into my
collar as my little button strained to hold on against her pulling. 
Slowly I saw the thread begin to give, that little button was about to
jump ship!
 
"You're going to rip my shirt?!" I stammered, shocked and yes afraid!
This was a nice shirt and expensive, well that and the fact that I was
afraid Linda was getting ready to get down to some real
bitch-fighting, something that scarred me.

"Do you want me to rip it?" Linda smiled, her fingers digging in for a
really good grip now, she performed a little tilt with her head as if
`inquiring minds want to know'.


"You wouldn't dare!....Cunt!" no wait! I want to take that back!  But I
was already heading down that road to a full head-on collision with
this woman and just to show her I meant business, I leaned in close to
her face with my own sassy look, that will teach her to mess with..........


Rrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiippppppppppppppp!!!!


She fucking did it! Little buttons popping so fast and flying
everywhere.
My good shirt, goddamn...motherfucking...son of a....AHH!!!
I was shaking with anger so bad I thought I might....I might........hell I
don't know.

"You bitch! You did it!" I yelled, I was shocked she had actually torn
my shirt down the front.
I took a step back, she held up her hands opening her fingers to let
loose a few pieces of thread and I watched, almost humorously as a
small button dropped from her spread upraised fingers.  I looked so
stupid and stunned watching that little button hit the floor and roll
away, I had a good mind to go chase it down and make her sew it back
on....after I kicked her ass!!!!

The final straw, was this mocking smile she had on her lips, god she
looked gorgeous, with her matted brown hair plastered around her
cheeks as she just did a little wink at me.  `Damn Linda, you do know
how to work me.' I thought standing there.
She took a step back to admire her handy work, I was just
dumbfounded...I'm so stupid, my bra was all messed up, I was a wreck,
and I looked a mess.

"It looks nice on you!" She blurted out, and then did a little giggle,
that whore, she was humiliating me and that is the one thing I hate
more then anything.  >:(

Well tit-for-tat is what I say; I never moved so fast as I latched on
to her collar and frantically, spastically pulled.  A loud gasp came
from her mouth as her shirt flew open, but she still had this
approving look of satisfaction, she was enjoying this while I was just
plain pissed and to top it off the last button on her shirt just hung,
her own fucking button was mocking me by refusing to pop off.....dammit
can't I do anything right!
I screamed and gave a good yank and that little fucker flew across the
room, I was just dizzy with anger now, I even pushed her on the
shoulder, for the first time I was feeling real anger at her.  How
could she do that to me!?

So there I stood, hands directly to my side with my fists all curled
up, I felt like some little schoolgirl on the playground getting
picked on again.  And all I could do is just stand there with fists
clinched in rage.

Her head came down and her smile faded; man she is a bold one, she
took a step towards me while I had a good mind to clock her one. `Do
it!' my little voice of reason chimed in, I am glad I didn't listen to
that fat mouth for once.
She tried to be all sly as her hands came up and slipped under my
tattered shirt, her palms coming to rest on my naked waist.

"No...don't!" I quickly gripped her wrists, no more games, I wasn't in
the mood now and no more kissing up to sooth me.  I really wanted to
hit her.


"Please" she whispered, kissing me on the cheek, I tilted my head away
just to let her know she hurt my feelings.

"No!"

She nuzzled and blew kisses softly against my check, she was a real
mind-fucker this one, she had my brain and heart doing flip flops. 
Maybe I should have listened to my voice and slapped her right then
and their.

"Please, don't humiliate me." I whimpered, shit it was tough not to
cry again, but not this time, I wasn't going to fall back on that old
song and dance.  I fought back the tears with all my will power.  Her
hands encircled my waist, yes I know.......fuck...I had caved in again under
her soothing touch and words.

"I would never do that to you, not to you....not to the woman I love."
Oh no...she said the "L" word again...*sigh*, and I'm putty in her
arms....yet again.

"Jan?" Her lips and sweet warm breath brushed my ear, hair and cheek,
her tongue trailing along.

"Yes?" Ohhhh I was off in la-la land now, anything she would have
asked, I would have done it.  If she had told me to get down on all
fours for a spanking....I just might have.

Her lips came back to my right ear and she slide her tongue in sending
shivers down my neck and spine before she uttered those fateful
words....

"Undress me"  


`Stay cool...keep your head together' I kept telling myself, but I was
hyperventilating with my teeth clenched as I replayed her request in
my head...

"Undress me..."

"Undress me..." Over and over her hypnotizing words kept playing in my
head.

`Of fuck yeah she was going to get an undressing, the kind she's never
experienced.' But I ignored that impulsive side of me and somewhere
between rage and animal lust, my hands found a few seconds of
tranquility, no shaking or trembling, just as smooth as you please I
slid my fingers around to the back of her skirt and in one fluid
motion her zipper was down.  All the while she was trying to seduce
me, probe my defenses as I felt a purring of air against my neck, her
kisses lingered up to my ear and chin, it took every fucking bit of
concentration to not let her take over again. `Don't give in, it's not
over yet, just be that fucking bitch you need to be!' my voice kept
telling me, and so I waited and plotted. `But would my heated body
wait?' The forecast was not good!
When I felt her nimble fingers unzip my skirt I got dizzy just
thinking about our dripping, heated pussy's seconds away from
performing that delightful grind. Like a pair of nervous, fumbling
teenagers we groped and nuzzled one another in eerie silence broken
only by the faintest of whimpers, moans and sighs.

Almost on queue we each performed a final push with our fingers and
the skirts slid over our hips and down past clenched butt cheeks,
falling together to the floor.  `Oh no' my mind warned as I started to
swoon when the palm of her hands came to rest on the smooth back side
of each of my cheeks as her tense fingers spread out to grip my tight
ass muscles, an ass I am very proud of by the way! I mimicked her
motion and found her own smooth ass warm to the touch and daringly
parted her cheeks, hearing a rush of air into her hungry lungs told me
she was enjoying every bit of it. Standing only in our heels and
tattered silk shirts we swayed and leaned into one another, performing
a slow rhythmic dance against one another.  Again, as if reading each
others mind we pulled our heads back, our heads tilting at a forty
five degree angle so our mouths could air-lock against one another for
some intimate kissing, but ohhhh fuck I knew what was coming, every
time Linda and I lock lips we ended up dueling for supremacy and I
fucking loved it!

Cautiously I played the defensive, I let her wet tongue explore my
mouth, and I hers. `Mmmmmmm...that feels good.' I must be delirious,
never has my little voice turned passive like this, what the fuck is
wrong with me? I continued to dart my pink muscle lightly around
Linda's.  My face tensed with fear and anxiety, her slick undulating
muscle seemed to own me and my mouth, it was like being lost in a snow
filled sky as she was now in the drivers seat. It was becoming obvious
that going on the defensive first was a bad idea, as the barrage of
sensations; perfume, sweat, neck and lips was overwhelming me.

How could this have happened?!
The only thing I can figure, looking back on it now, is that in the
middle of that hotel room she was able to brush away all of my shy
insecurities, about my myself and my body, she made me feel like I was
fulfilling all of her lusts and desires.  I felt wanted! And so I did
the best to return the feelings, but all of the sudden she started to
thwart my efforts, she kept brushing aside my hands and fingers, until
she roughly grabbed my wrists and pinned them behind my back. I
thought she was playing at first, as our kissing was still oh so
sensual, lips smacking against one another. I tried to free my wrists
and I smiled as we kissed.

"Don't move!"  Linda snapped and pulled from our kiss, I must have had
a dumbstruck expression on my face as I saw she was serious and
looking a little nasty.

"Sorry" I squeaked like a little mouse, blushing, like the novice that
I was I was still playing the game, but not her, she was all about
winning the war now and I was just catching up!
`You fool!' my voice was raking me over the coals for this major
blunder, `How fucking stupid, she played you!' Shut the fuck up! I
told myself, I just wanted a way out!

I could feel her glossy red fingernails dig into my wrists as she
pulled my hands tight, as she leaned in pressing her forehead into
mine, her dark eyes boring into my own terror filled skull, her lips
carefully out of range of my teeth as she then pressed her small, but
nice breasts into mine.  Our tattered shirts still offering up a nice
layer of protection as our nipples ached to bend and wrestle the crap
out of one another.

My shoulders began to thrash back and forth and my arms muscles when
tight, I struggled to get out, I was grunting and moaning like some
cheap little schoolgirl trapped by the class bully. I franticly looked
all around for clues of a possible escape and worse still was how she
was painfully crushing my bigger breasts!
All bets were off now!

"You better not EVER let me go cunt, cause I'll fucking rip those
sorry ass tits off!" I sneered and I then I spit in her face! Oh that
was so fucking hot and awesome, it landed right on her lips too.

Well I must have said the magic word or words as her face became tense
and she took a deep breath swelling her chest with pride.  Her pink,
wet tongue came out and slowly, sensuously licked my spit off her lips
and then in one powerful move, she let me go! And flung her arms out
to the side all the while taking a quick step back, goddamn she looked
pissed!

And I was loving every bit of it; I knew how to get at her now!

Her arms hung out to her sides at a ninety degree angle until she
brought her hands inward and gripped the collar of her shirt and
whipped it down her toned shoulders and arms and in an amazing display
of grace and strength, her fingers broke the clasp on her bra, ripping
it from her body throwing it past my head, I heard it hit the wall
behind me. Her amazing body stood completely nude as she cupped her
two small, but firm tits and pinched her sweaty nipples with her thumb
and index finger; even I winced when she painfully twisted them to
life.  Those two bullets grow towards me with murderous intention as
she planted her hands on her hips and performed a bitchy hair flip
with her head and gritted her teeth.
 
"Let's get it on bitch!" 


"So, that's how it's going to be?" I huffed and I furiously curled my
left foot behind me and whipped off my high heel, actually I did a
little hop and jump to keep my balance, graceful I am not! Then I
leaned over to the right and tore off my other heel.  Fuck I was so
angry with her that I spastically threw both of my shoes in her
direction, one of them glancing off the outside of her bare left
thigh!

"You fucker!" She snapped and whipped her own high-heels off, heaving
them in my direction. I had to quickly twist my shoulders to keep from
getting impaled by the heel of one of her shoes!

"You're the one who's going to get fucked!" I said as I whipped around
and tore off my own shirt and bra. `ohhh, good come back' I thought to
myself, alrighty now, I'm back in the game! :)

Finally, our beautiful bodies stood in all their naked glory. `Damn
this is turning into one HELL of a first date' I thought, I almost
smiled and then I did smile, I couldn't help it!
But Linda didn't see the humor nor did I let her in on my private
joke, she just brought her claws up and narrowed up her eyes...

"Your not getting out of it this time with your cute little smile and
blubbering, your going down bitch!"

Uh-Oh, damn this cunt was serious, and my game face was back on, she
strutted towards me and I backed up a couple of feet and tried to
circle to her left.

"Come here and fight me Jan!"

Suddenly I put myself in drive and moved towards her, I was now ready
to smack breasts and nipples with this wild woman, but right before
the moment of impact her hands came up, quick as a flash, and her
fingers with incredible agility latched on to my two nipples!
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I gasped in total shock as I rose to the balls of
my feet, my head flew back, my mouth open as I fumbled for her wrists
as she began to slowly twist.

"D..D....Damn you Linda!..." I was stuttering, grunting, panting and
cursing as she continued her slow twist, like turning the knobs on a
radio or some shit she kept twisting my poor nipples back and forth,
all the while I just wanted to beg her to stop!

"Come on, take a hold bitch, cause I'm not letting go till you submit
first!"  She smiled at me. `Oh no'...please no......not my poor nipples'  I
thought, not like this! I should've given right then and there. She
just soaked in every bit of fear that my fluttering eyes were
conveying, she knew she was pushing my buttons, specifically my two
thick buttons... that bitch!

But did I give in? Hell no, I didn't want to and with my little voice
cheering me on ( I really have to wonder what side of the fight my
voice is really on sometimes.) I wanted to experience everything and
anything with this woman.

"I'll go nipple to nipple with you anytime, anyway you want it!" My
little voice was laughing at me, I knew I wasn't going to last, any
bitch that gets a hold of my tips pretty much owns me.

"Then grab a pair!" 
She moaned pushing her mouth up against mine and thrust her chest out
eager for me to latch on and so my fingers eagerly obliged. We had
finally reduced each other to a pair of two heated, bitches squeezing
and kneading one another's thick nipples, pulling them like rubber,
stretching them straight out at times and then bending the hard flesh
in directions they weren't meant to bend for any length of time. I
swear we must have sounded like a couple of animals the way we were
grunting and carrying on, this wasn't some `I'm going to rip your tits
off thing', it had more of a slow sensual squeeze. But in the end, one
of us was going to cry `uncle' and by god I'll pass the fuck out
before she got the upper hand again, of course my moans of "Ohhh
Linda" were coming pretty loud right now.
 
"Jan....god Jan..." good! Se was calling my name just as often, it felt
good to hear that too, you know, when someone calls your name during
the throws of passion; my spirit soared. Sweat was pouring out of
every pore of my body as I had started to weaken, mentally and
physically, my angry cries turned to groans, which finally reduced me
to whimpering sobs.  We both were shaking and sobbing against one
another, I actually started to think I was breaking thru, I had to
work her nipples a bit harder tho, that's fine I just mashed those
fucking hard erasers till they felt like I had flattened them between
my index finger and thumb, most women would have been screaming for
mercy, but not Linda, but she was trembling and jerking for sure. I
had her and she had me, just which one was of us was going to win in
this superheated nipple twist-off was still up for grabs.

AHHHHH!!! My mind was screaming relentlessly, my tits were on fire and
ready to explode, my pussy couldn't take it anymore and now I was
starting to buckle.  Such the pathetic bitch that I was, I was putty
in her hands now, or at least my tits were.  Goddamn!  And now I was
starting to cry, seems I have been doing allot of crying since I met
her.  It had gotten so bad that we were pressed as tight as our bodies
would allow and still have room for our fingers to work each other's
tits over.  I must have explored every curve of her face, our cheeks
and mouths rubbed and nuzzled, we were beyond the ability to even kiss
one another, every touch was an attempt to alleviate the torture or
nipples were taking.  My poor pussy was also crying for it's own
relief, ready to explode....no...no...please no.....I was bending my knees,
chattering my teeth, chewing my tongue, her tongue and lips anything I
could get between my lips to silence my cries.  Our open panting
mouths exchanged every foul name in the book as we cursed each other's
names a blue streak, anything to divert the intense pleasure/pain that
our nipples were receiving.    Jolt after jolt slammed into my cunt
with so much force I thought for sure the next time I opened my eyes I
would be coming too after having passed out.

It's one thing to be moaning in pleasure as your lover makes you cum,
it's another thing all together when you find yourself grunting like
some horny cunt, and I was loud and absolutely unashamed of any noise
I was making right now. And then she put my poor nipples in a sure
death grip.  She had hooked her index finger around the top of my
tortured erasers and started to gently rub her thumb upward, starting
at the base of the areole and sliding it up to the very tip, bending
my nipple up and over her index finger.  She was giving each nipple
its very own sweaty massage, I have never ever felt my nipples
stretched that long, and they were so hard, `that's it' my voice said 
`she's got us...and good'.

But I didn't let up, I was working her two daggers over, twisting and
pulling, somehow I must have struck a nerve with her as she cried out
"Ohhhhh.....Fuck!...fuuuuuu......Jan!...You...bitch!" She was loud, and suddenly,
I was in shock listening to her own surrendering cries, she had to be
close I prayed, I knew I was! But I still didn't think I could hold
out.  I cracked open one of my eyelids and thru a faraway haze I
watched her eyelids slam shut, closed for business all right!
I kept putting those tits thru my own little nipple press, rolling my
fingers back and forth.  She was loosing it bad, she may have had me
all right, but that doesn't mean I wasn't' working her nipples over
just as well. She was making her own deep moans, the kind you make in
your throat when you've been reduced to some uninhibited level and you
don't give a crap what anyone thinks.  And the way our bodies shook
under a thick glistening film of sweat, and all of the sudden her legs
went limp like mine.

"I can't take it...oh fuck...my nipples...my cunt!" it was music to my ears
to hear Linda muttering in her own state of despair. Our hands were
buried in-between our chests as we were leaning into one another, our
knees pressing our faces ground into one another as we were sobbing
and biting at each other, calling out our surrenders, but neither one
of us would let go.  Never in my life have I experienced anything so
exciting as that first nipple dual with Linda, I never knew I could
take so much.  Our sweaty naked bodies just swayed in the middle of
that room until one of us was going to cry submission or pass out.

At this point the details get fuzzy, real fuzzy, my eyes were closed
most of the time.  I felt things like lips, teeth, and our stomachs
rubbing and pressing into one another, (that is a little fetish of
mine, a woman rubbing her tummy against mine.  I don't know...kinky! Oh
that and biting, I love to bit...sometimes hard ;) sometimes soft.)

And then it was over. FUCK!!!!!!!!
That little bitch cheated! She did what I think cost me the nipple
dual, actually I think she would have won anyway...
...well she had to go and push that beautifully trimmed pussy of hers
into mine.  And when those fully bloated, dripping lips pressed
together I humped her right back and...well...game over, it was cum
time, the damn broke and the room spun.  The next thing I know I was
falling, crumbling to the ground at her feet and felt the carpet
underneath my body, my eyes were level with her feet as she stood over
me.  She look unsteady as she swayed and staggering a bit, trying to
catch her own breath, but she must have revealed in my fall watching
me collapse and sobbing in fucking defeat as I clutched my quivering
pussy in one hand and holding my tender nipples in the other.  (She
would later tell me that I let out this very phenomenally sexy moan as
my whole body just shuddered and slumped to the ground.)
I shifted my legs and moaned, my right hand quickly whipped the tears
away as my head hung low and struggled to my feet, again I was down
but not out I told my self. I guess Linda had a soft moment and
decided to help me to my feet, NOT!!!
Fucking cunt grabbed the back of my hair and hoisted me upward, my
arms dangling loose as I staggered about.

"Stand up bitch, get on your feet, I'm not done with you." 

"Fuhh...fuhh....fuck you, you cheating cunt" I groaned as my miserable
pathetic self was finally pulled up and she tilted my head back. I
struggled to stand on unsure legs and feet, anger was flooding my body
as she continued to humiliate me with the hair pull.
Her right hand came up and her palm slapped against my chest and she
performed a sadistic rough massage across my vulnerable chest and
nipples, as I just stood helpless.

"Cheating my ass, your pussy just can't take it!" She hissed. My
eyeballs shot to the right as I angrily replied "Cunt, you lock clits
with me and my pussy will eat yours alive!"

No sooner had I finished my sentence, she pushed off with her right
and yanked my hair back her left, sending me sprawling back across the
bed directly behind me. My body flopped over the sheets with my legs
conveniently spread.  Walking to the bed she preceded to prop her left
leg up on the edge of the mattress between my spread legs and her
right hand moved down as two fingers parted bush, her labia glistened
with her juices and I could even see her extended clit!

I reached down and parted my own lips, I was so wet I could barely
hold them apart, but I could feel my exposed clit firm and aching. Our
eyes locked, I could see she wanted me bad and I her, we both knew
this was the moment we had waited for as she lowered herself on the
bed.
"God your beautiful Jan." Linda's softer side was slipping thru again.

Our pussy's were spread as far as they would go as she positioned
herself over me. I tensed and waited for the moment of impact, she was
so wet I think some of her juices dripped onto my waiting cunt as she
lowered her self down onto me. We both shuttered and moaned as a small
orgasm rippled thru our connected cunts and outward.  Wanting more
access, Linda snapped up my right ankle and hooked it up to her chest
and drove her pussy harder into my own, our hips gyrated until our
`other' lips mated together, suctioning onto one another with such
force I thought for sure we forever joined as one.
 It was slow at first, I was expecting this fast thrusting and
bucking, but she started doing this slow easy grind. I followed her
lead at first, grinding slowly back, meeting her downward thrusts with
my own upward motion. We cussed and moaned as we clit wrestled one
another, she had one hell of a fat clit, but I took her, stroke for
stroke. But she was so good with her pussy that I really felt in
trouble at one point, the things she did to my poor pussy and clit, I
really still can't describe.  She bent and worked my sex horn in ways
I thought for sure would cause me to pass out as I slithered and
bucked under her.

"You're the wettest bitch I have ever fucked Jan, damn you're
incredible!" Linda cried out.

"Not only the wettest, but the best clit you'll ever get beaten by." I
groaned as my back arched under her grinding assault. To my comment
she did not reply, instead she withdrew her pussy, our sticky lips
clung to one another like glue, then with a wet smacking sound she
slammed her cunt back down on mine.
I lost it! My cunt twitched repeatedly and my body was beginning to
stiffen, I wanted to hold out and so I thrashed about crying aloud, I
thought I could feel her body also begin to move faster and faster,
but still I prayed for something...anything to save me from
defeat...please god...please...I tossed and cried. I was gone, I wanted to
let go and throw my arms up in defeat and let her take my body and do
what she will. Then....her legs tensed ever so much and her body just a
fraction more and she began to sob and shake, I couldn't believe it
she started to heave and cry lowering herself on top of me...

"Jan?"

It was so soft, it almost sounded more of a plea for help, followed by
a whimper.  I think she knew...saw it coming and it scared her, she
couldn't fight it any longer.  Her hands arms spread out as her
fingers sunk in the sheets, just then she spread her legs as her whole
body stiffened as I drove that beautiful woman to the most powerful
orgasm she told me she ever had; within seconds I let myself go also
and screamed aloud as our powerful bodies thrust against one another
over and over.  Every muscle in her back rippled as her arms and
fingers tore into the sheets as she convulsed and shook on top of me.

She finally collapsed on me in a wasted lump, I could hear her faint
sobs in the bed sheets next to my ear, her sweaty back slowly rising
in rhythm to her sobbing.

"Oh baby" I said the words so faintly, "Linda please, if you let me I
can be just as strong for you as you are for me" Her eyes told me
everything I needed to know.  They just filled with tears and she laid
there squeezing the life from me in her hug. While we lay, basking in
every bit of our naked sweaty glory, we let our clits rub until we
shook and maybe I came first or she did...I really don't know, we just
rolled back and forth as we held onto one another.
It's like, well, I guess when she surrendered to me during out clit
duel she let me in and I guess by now you know I had already let her
in a long time ago.

Very lightly, it was almost too sensitive, she laid on top of me and
our pussy's did a slow...so very slow grind against one another, now
this is the part I like, the `after-grind', when we are both spent and
can't barely move and let our mounds do their thing down below.  I
just remember the sweet harmony of her moaning in my ear as her soft
sighs and kisses.  At some point we shifted and positioned ourselves
into a perfect 69 position and began to tongue and eat one another out
without delay, Linda lovingly licked the lips of my vagina, playfully
biting my inner thighs lightly. I could feel my own wetness oozing out
of my cunt as she just lapped up every bit of my dripping juices,
causing shivers, endless shivers. My own tongue danced around the
folds of Linda's vulva, slowly working my way deeper.

I thought about getting up and taking a shower...together of course :)
But she protested and grabbed me tight.
"No, don't.  I want us to stay just as we are.  The smell, feel of
everything as we are, just a little longer." We took turns laying
there and kissing over each other's bodies, I got pretty upset when
she was lying on her stomach and I found my teeth marks on her
shoulder, but she just smiled and reassured me it was `Okay'. I smiled
back and nuzzled my face next to hers and that' how we laid, hands
slowly moving over thighs, arms and back until we had both fallen
asleep. Sometime in the middle of the night I awoke, there she was,
asleep, she looked so wonderful.  We lay naked on top of the sheets
facing one another almost on our sides, mostly on our stomachs.  Our
faces inches apart, slowly I managed to untangle myself, I had to pee
really bad. I got up and suddenly paused when I caught a reflection of
myself in the mirror, the city lights outside the window filled the
room just enough casting eerie shadows on everything.  I just stood
there, in front of the mirror, naked, and then I looked over my
shoulder, there she was, sprawled out on the bed sleeping
quietly...peacefully....so beautiful.  What did I ever do to deserve this?

Well, I suddenly ran to the bathroom and shut the door, covering my
mouth as I was balling into my hands.  I sat down on the toilet and
rocked back and forth for several minutes just crying and crying.  And
this is the hardest thing to write about, I was just going to leave it
out...
"Dear god, please...please forgive me...I have been so stupid and selfish
my whole life, let this one good thing stay, don't let her walk out on
me...not again...I can't take it again. Please...please....please..."

I am big into the self-pity game.  I just held myself rocking back and
forth in that dark hotel bathroom for several minutes planning for the
worst.  But, I managed to pull it together, every second I sat in
their was another second that I could be laying next to her and
enjoying her, touching her.  I was gambling my whole emotional future
on this one girl I had only known for a little while. So I calmed
down, and did my business.  As I returned to the bed I had enough
sense to put the `Do not disturb' outside the door.  I smiled as I
crawled into bed next to her, her beautiful naked body stirred and I
cuddled up close. She pulled me tight, so very tight that I felt safe
in her arms and for the first time, I really truly slept like I was
that little girl of years ago.

I'm so pathetic, I even have tears running down my face now trying to
recall everything I prayed for in that dark hotel bathroom.  So there
you have it, I am an official crybaby.

So nah!

The next morning as I waited for her to come back from gathering her
belongings in her room I stood and looked out the window and watched
the world go by, `Fuck you!' I thought, a world that had treated me
like shit and never gave anything back.  I didn't want to return to my
life back home, that small lonely house with no one waiting for me
when I get there. I just wanted to stay shacked up in this really nice
hotel with Linda, and never leave.  Hey, I can fantasize right?
Anyway, I suddenly felt cold and wrapped my arms around myself, my
nipples were still a bit tender but it felt good in some odd way,
making me feel alive.

I remember what she told me during breakfast, about how she had never
met a woman like me, someone who kept coming at her over and over, she
told me she was scarred alright, that SHE didn't know if she could
handle it!
But she did, she took every slap, bite, and hurtful insult I could
throw at her and all she ever returned was her love and kindness.
And she was thankful that she was the one that got to feel physically
and sexually everything I had saved up inside of myself all of these
years. (Feel it? Fuck I feel bad now, she's feeling it all right, I
nearly cried when I saw all the scratch marks and bruises on her
body.)

Check out time was closing in and we just laid on the bed holding one
another, I was so depressed, there was no way I was gong to make it
home. We clung to one another that whole day, I wouldn't let her hand
go no matter what.  I didn't give a shit, who saw or what and you know
what? She was ok with it! :)

I pulled up along side her car in the underground parking deck, and I
just cried and held her so tight, I didn't want to let go, I pleaded
with her not to leave to come with me.  We both had a good cry all
right. My little voice had stayed silent all day, I don't know
why...still not sure...maybe it didn't want Linda to go either.
"Jan...listen...call me when you get home, ok?...as soon as your get home!"

"Okay"

"I love you."

"I love you too." And I smiled thru my tears.

I just kissed her, god we kissed forever in that dark underground
deck, we kissed our cheeks and tears, lips searched for one another.
When she closed the door I just sat there staring at that empty seat,
I just burst into tears again, falling over the steering wheel crying.
 I have got real abandonment issues, can you tell?
A faint rap on my window and I lowered it, her soft touch brought my
head around and she kissed me gently on the lips.
"Jan, come on, pull yourself together, you have to get home."
"Your right.....your right....ok" I took a deep breath.  `fuck almighty,
this is embarrassing, get it together will you'  ahhhh my little voice
was back, pulling me up by my bootstraps and kicking ME in the ass.

I watched her car disappear down the highway before I went my own way.
 It was a miserable drive, but as I listened the radio, I now recall
the lyrics from a Springsteen song that was playing as I sped down the
highway,

They echo in my head even now....

Everybody's got a hungry heart
Everybody needs a place to rest
Everybody wants to have a home
Don't make no difference what nobody says
Ain't nobody like to be alone

Damn straight....
I guess, like the words in that song, I really didn't know where I was
going with all of this, but I hoped Linda would be there waiting for
me.

-and that's my story.

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