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Had to get a new email, so I'm reposting my old works under the new 
addy to get it out.

Part 4

Now, onto the boring stuff

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DISCLAIMERS

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This story contains scenes of an erotic and/or controversial nature, 
and is not intended for the perusal of minors.  Further if perusal of 
such material is considered illegal in your area or immoral by your 
religion or personal beliefs, you should likewise bypass this story.

This story remains the property of the author.  Permission is granted 
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contains these disclaimers, and no attempt is made to profit from 
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All characters in this story are the creation of the author, and any 
resemblance to real persons, alive or dead, are purely coincidental.

This story may contain aspects of fantastic science or magic.  The 
parameters of what this science/magic can accomplish are completely 
at the discretion of me, the author, and, as such, I make no 
apologies for any rules of "real" physics, chemistry, biology, or 
magic that may be broken within the story.

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Now onto the fun stuff

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THE NEXT DAY...

At the funeral, Rachel made a beautiful appearance.  "She" cried real 
tears during the eulogy (performed by Mary) and played the good 
hostess, saying good-bye to the attendees after the services.  When 
people asked about Shawn, he stated that Shawn had had a tearful 
breakdown and was unable to attend the funeral.  The guests told 
"her" to give Shawn their best wishes.

After the funeral, Shawn, Alanna, and Mary went back to his house, 
where Shawn had a real breakdown, sobbing shamelessly.  Mary and 
Alanna were there for him, holding him while crying tears of their 
own.  After the crying fit, Mary and Alanna put Shawn to bed, and 
slept the night there.

When they all woke up, Shawn was feeling much better and the three of 
them spent the day reminiscing.

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ONE MONTH LATER...

Shawn drove down the highway towards home.as Rachel, had just 
finished with a business meeting with one of Shawn's clients.  The 
behavior wasn't unusual.  Shawn was a bit of a recluse, and June had 
handled most of the business side of his freelance programming, so no 
one batted an eyelash when "cousin Rachel" took over the business 
dealings rather than Shawn.

The meeting had gone well and Shawn had arranged for a good price for 
his work, assuming he could get the programming done before the 
deadline, but that shouldn't be a problem.  He'd have to put a lot of 
his time into it, but it should be finished on schedule.

As he drove, Shawn was tempted to strip off his blouse and bra.  He 
still wasn't comfortable in women's clothes, even if he did recognize 
the necessity of wearing them.  He also didn't see how women could 
stand them.  The bra straps alone were a pain in the ass.  Add on the 
multiple layers, lingerie, slip, skirt, and blouse, and he was frying 
in the Autumn warmth.  Alanna asked him why he didn't just wear 
business suits rather than dresses and skirts.  His reply was that 
the open bottom was the only thing that helped keep him cool.  The 
worst part was, it was that time of year where it was chilly enough 
in the morning to need a coat, but it warmed up enough later on, that 
the coat become just an extra weight that he had to carry around.

But at least his home life was looking up.  It still hurt to remember 
June, but at least Mary and Alanna were there to help him through the 
worst of things.  He was still feeding Alex regularly, but at least 
his son could handle some solid foods now (mostly strained vegetables 
that he had more fun throwing around the room) and Shawn could get 
some business done with Alanna or Mary babysitting.  But, even so, 
Shawn didn't like spending a lot of time away from Alex.  So Shawn 
was now speeding his way towards home to the light of his life.

But it was that very impatience to get home that brought him his 
troubles.  As he drove down the road, he saw the lights of a police 
car flashing in his rear view mirror.  He pulled over to the side of 
the road, got out his license and waited as the officer made his way 
up the sides of the cars.  But as the officer approached, Shawn 
realized something.  His license still had his old male identity.  He 
had nothing official related to "Rachel".

The officer stepped up to the window and said, "License and registration."

"I'm sorry, officer.  The car belongs to my cousin.  And apparently 
when I ran out of the house this morning I grabbed his wallet instead 
of mine.  I'm afraid I don't have any I.D. on me."

The officer took the I.D. and registration, then looked Shawn over. 
Finally, he said, "I'm going to need you to step out of the car, 
ma'am."

"What's the problem?"

"I'm going to need to check this out.  If you just fed me a load of 
fertilizer, I don't want you trying to drive off while I'm checking 
you out.  Now please step out of the car."

Shawn got out of the car and waited by the front end while the 
officer went back to his car and called it in.  After a few minutes, 
the officer returned.  Looking at his face, Shawn got a really uneasy 
feeling.  The officer said, "According to dispatch, there's an Alanna 
Smith at the house of the owner who vouches for you.  But I've got a 
problem."

Shawn's unease only got bigger.  "What?"

"How do I know this isn't some elaborate con job?  This Alanna person 
could be an accomplice robbing Shawn Parker's home while you use his 
car to scope out a new locale to hit.  You sure you don't have any 
identification?"

"I'm sure."

"Then perhaps you could give me a little incentive to want to believe you."

"Like what?"

"Show me how kind and polite you are towards officers of the law." 
Then, to show exactly what he meant, the officer grabbed at his 
crotch.

Without even thinking about it, Shawn replied, "I'd rather go to jail."

The officer instantly grew enraged.  "You would, bitch?"  He grabbed 
Shawn, spun him around, and bent him over the hood of his car.  "I 
was going to let you off with a blowjob, but now I think I want a 
little more."

Shawn tried to fight back, but his body was just too weak in 
comparison to the officer.  He could only beg, "Please, no."

"Shut up, bitch.  You asked for this."  Shawn was still begging as 
the officer raised his skirt and ripped off his panties.  The officer 
reached under Shawn, looking for the cunt he thought was there.  When 
he found Shawn's rather prodigious member he could only say, "What 
the...?"

"Please don't hurt me."

"Don't worry, fag boy."  The officer put his dick to Shawn's ass. 
"You want to act like a woman?  Time to give you your initiation." 
Then, before his victim could say a word, the officer jammed his dick 
into Shawn.

Shawn moaned and the officer said, "Yeah, you like that, don't you, 
bitch?" but it wasn't pleasure that was causing Shawn to moan.  The 
hot hood of the car was starting to burn his face and breasts.  That 
pain combined with the pain and humiliation of the raping of his ass 
to cause Shawn to whimper in disgust.  But the officer only took it 
as consent and continued to pound away into the helpless transformee. 
Shawn hoped and prayed that someone would drive by and help, but no 
one did.  And it was only a little later before he felt the officer 
cum in his ass.

Then something inside of Shawn snapped.  He felt a force seem to well 
up from inside him and lash out.  When Shawn's head cleared, he no 
longer felt the officer's hands on him.  He stood up and turned 
around.  The officer's clothes were lying in a heap behind him, but 
the officer was nowhere to be seen.  Shawn stared at the clothes for 
a few seconds until they started to shift around.  As he watched, a 
rat crawled out of the sleeve of the shirt.  It looked up at him, 
shrieked a rat shriek, and ran off across the road.

Shawn was too stunned to figure out what was going on, but knew he 
had to get home.  He staggered to the car door, needing to use the 
car as support.  He got in, started the car and drove straight home. 
He managed to get from the car to the house without falling down, and 
when he all but fell through the door, Alanna saw him and rushed to 
his side.  "Shawn, what's wrong?"  In tears, Shawn broke down and 
confessed everything.

Alanna held him close.  "Oh, Shawn, I'm so sorry."  Alanna helped him 
over to the couch and held him as he cried.

After a while, Shawn pulled himself together and said, "Alanna, 
change me back.  I don't want to go through this again.  I don't want 
to be at risk for this again."

Alanna held him for a while, before saying, "I... can't do that.  Not now."

Shawn was incredulous.  "WHAT?  You promised!"

"And if you still want to after a couple days, then I will.  But-"

"NO!  No buts!  Change me back now!"

"Shawn..."

"NO!  You lied to me!  You never were my friend, were you?"

"Shawn, please."

"Just get out!"  Alanna tried to say something more, but Shawn just 
kept yelling at her to leave, so Alanna, with tears in her eyes, 
reluctantly left.  As soon as she was gone, Shawn rushed to the phone 
and called Mary.  After a couple rings he heard Mary's voice on the 
other end and said, "Mary, it's Shawn.  I need you now."

"Shawn, what's wrong?"

"Please.  Just come over here now."

"Alright, dearie, I'll be over as soon as I can."

Shawn sat on the couch wringing his hands until Mary walked in the 
door.  "Alright, Shawn, what's wrong?"

Shawn told Mary everything, then said, "Now I want you to change me back."

"I can understand that.  I think you should feed Alex first.  After 
all, you won't be able to feed him anymore after this.  By the way, 
who do you want to feed him from now on?  All of my blood relatives 
are still unavailable, but, considering the circumstances, I'm sure 
June will understand if you break your promise."

"My... promise?"

"Of course.  Alex isn't old enough to start on an all solid food 
diet.  He's going to need more breast milk.  If you're not going to 
do it anymore, then we'll have to get someone else.  Someone outside 
the family."

Tears came to Shawn's eyes.  "Please.  I just don't want to go 
through this again."

"I understand.  And I'm sure June didn't foresee this.  No prophet 
sees everything, so I'm sure she'll understand and forgive.  But will 
you forgive yourself?"

"Why are you doing this to me?"

Mary came over and put her hand on Shawn's shoulder.  "I understand 
what you're going through, Shawn.  But if you let that... slime's 
actions determine what you do then he has irrevocably tainted you. 
And if Alex suffers even one second because of your decision, I know 
you will never forgive yourself."

Shawn sobbed and buried his face in Mary's shoulder.  She held him 
until he collected his wits and she asked, "Do you still want to 
change back?"

"No, you were right.  I can't let that man change me."

"And that's what Alanna felt.  That's why she wouldn't change you 
back immediately.  Perhaps you could forgive her?"

"How did you know about Alanna?"

"She called me, and briefed me on what happened.  She really has come 
to care for you, Shawn.  And considering her distrust of men, that's 
saying something."

Shawn nodded, went over, and dialed Alanna's cell phone number.  When 
Alanna picked up, he said, "Alanna?"

"Shawn?"

"I'm so sorry.  Can you ever forgive me?"

"Of course."

"Can you come back?  Are you busy?"

"I'll be there in just a bit."

As soon as Shawn hung up, the doorbell rang.  He was only slightly 
surprised when he opened it to see Alanna standing right there.  She 
gave him a guilty smile and said, "I didn't go any further than your 
porch."

Shawn threw his arms around her.  "I'm sorry.  I was just..."

"Angry?  Frustrated?  Upset?"

"All of the above.  Can you ever forgive me?"

"Of course.  I've been through the same thing, after all."

Mary asked, "Are you two going to be okay?  There's something I have 
GOT to get handled for the coven."

Alanna said, "Sure.  I'll show you to your car.  Be right back, 
Shawn."  As they walked to the car, Alanna asked, "I assume you 
sensed that?"

"How could I not?  Shawn is... exploding with magical energy."

"You think that he transformed that officer into the rat he saw?"

"I do.  I'm just wondering whether this was a temporary mystic flare 
of Shawn's brought about by the threat of rape and a side effect of 
the spell or if somehow Shawn's mystic might has been fully awakened. 
It's clear Shawn didn't understand what happened."

"You think maybe June knew about this?  That she found a way to 
awaken an adult's mystic potential?"

"I can't see her having foreseen this.  Subjecting Shawn to rape?"

"I suppose you're right."

"You better go back and take care of Shawn.  I'll check out the site."

Alanna nodded and went back to the house.  Mary drove out to the 
site.  The police car was still parked in exactly the same spot, and 
she saw a pile of clothes about a car length forward of the vehicle. 
She sensed the tracings of magic first leaving the area, then 
returning to the car.  She pulled up, quietly walked up to the car, 
and slammed the door, leaning in through the window.  She saw a rat 
in the driver's seat, it's eyes betraying an intelligence far greater 
than an animal's.  "What have we here?" she said to it.

The rat pulled back and hissed at Mary.  She waved her hand and the 
rat froze in place.  "Spare me.  We both know what you are, or more 
accurately, what you were.  I am so tempted to leave you as you are, 
nothing more than an animal, but totally aware of what you were.  But 
there's always the chance, no matter how small, of you finding a way 
back, so..."  Mary reached out and touched the forehead of the 
transformed rapist.  There was a small flash of light, and she said, 
"There.  Now you're a rat mentally as well as physically."  She 
opened the door to the car and released the freezing spell.  The rat, 
now a frightened beast, bolted from the car and ran off.

Mary returned to her own car, and drove off.  Now that she had seen 
the rat, she was sure Shawn had effected the transformation.  The rat 
had been radiating the same energy as Shawn was.  But how?  Never in 
the history of her order had an adult ever developed their power.  An 
adult was too set in their beliefs to understand the flexible nature 
of reality without going insane.  But clearly Shawn had transformed 
his rapist and retained his sanity.  If he retained his power, it 
would change the way the entire order looked at the development of 
magical powers.

Back at Shawn's house, Shawn and Alanna spent their time talking. 
Finally, Shawn asked, "Alanna, what happened when you were raped?  If 
you don't want to say, I'll understand."

Alanna sat in silence for a very long while.  Eventually she said, "I 
was only fifteen, almost sixteen actually.  June and I had been 
lovers for three years, and June was pushing me into more and more 
risque clothing all the time.  We were pretty open in our feelings 
towards one another and June kept telling me that she wanted to see 
as much of her girlfriend as possible at all times.  Now I was a 
little worried about others trying to take advantage of me, but 
June's powers had already developed, so I figured if I was ever 
really in any danger June would know about it ahead of time and be 
able to prevent any harm.

"But one day, the Phys. Ed. teacher tells me he wants to discuss some 
things about my grade with me.  I knew I had an A and no problems, so 
I got this really weird feeling about the whole thing.  But June told 
me everything would be okay, so I went in.  After he discussed a few 
meaningless bits of stuff about my grade, he started pawing me.  I 
tried to object and leave, but he grabbed me, ripped off my panties, 
and raped me.  I screamed and screamed, but no one came.  But when he 
came in me, something... happened.  My power blossomed and I lashed 
out at him reflexively.  I turned him into a doll, but that didn't 
matter.

I staggered out to the gym where June found me.  I accused her of 
knowing, but doing nothing, but she told me that she hadn't foreseen 
my rape, and she couldn't foresee everything.  She took me home and 
held me as I cried the night away.  The next day, June said she was 
seeing me as a powerful sorceress, and she worked with me to train 
me.  She tried to help me deal with things by saying that my rape had 
catalyzed my power as a kind of trade off.  All in all, I think I'd 
rather be a normal girl."

Shawn thought about it, finally asking, "Alanna, did I change that 
man who raped me into a rat?"

Alanna thought about it, finally saying, "Shawn, in the 800 year 
history of our order, no one over the age of 16 has ever blossomed 
into their power."

"So are you saying I didn't?"  Alanna tried to think of something 
else to say, but took a little too long.  "I notice you're trying to 
avoid answering me.  Did I change him or not?"

"Shawn, I just don't know.  The fact is, you are... bursting with 
energy.  It's possible, I'd say even likely, you did it.  The 
question now is, is this some temporary burst of power, or have you 
defied a millennium of history to come into the fullness of your 
power?"

"How do we find out?"

"We watch you.  If your power stabilizes and levels out, then we 
train you as a sorcerer.  If it just fades out, then you go back to 
life as usual."

"What if it stabilizes, but I refuse training?"

"Shawn, when magic power blossoms because of crisis, like mine, and 
yours if it does stabilize, it... demands to be used.  Either you 
control it or it will control you."

Shawn was dejected.  "So I'm trapped?"

Alanna wrapped her arms around him.  "I felt the same way when June 
told me what I just told you.  But I have come to realize that I am 
now a very powerful force for good within the world.  I have done 
many things to make the world a better place.  So if you are forced 
into the role of sorcerer, just keep telling yourself you will now be 
able to make the world a better place for your son."

At that moment, they heard Alex cry in the other room.  "Speaking of 
my son, that's his feed me cry.  Time to go to work."

Shawn went into his bedroom and got Alex out of his crib.  He 
returned to the living room, removed his blouse and bra completely, 
and let Alex feed.  As Alanna watched she grew hot and bothered.  It 
had started a few weeks ago.  Every time she saw Shawn feed his son, 
she was besieged by feelings of arousal.  She never said anything, 
because alongside feelings of arousal came darker feelings of 
resentment and jealousy.

She knew it was childish, having feelings of jealousy towards a babe, 
but she couldn't help it.  Why did Alex get to taste those beautiful 
orbs on Shawn's chest, but she had to be denied?  Problem was, she 
had an answer.  Despite their new friendship, Alanna had spent so 
many years being a royal pain, if she ever suggested any resolution 
to her arousal, Shawn would probably throw her out.  And many times 
she had had a "sudden emergency" arise in order to depart and go 
elsewhere to deal with her feelings.  But that was NOT an option this 
time.  With Shawn's power in flux, he needed to be watched, for his 
own safety.  But if Alanna didn't do something, she'd go mad with 
desire.

Alanna also knew that inside Shawn was a man and she had never 
willingly taken a man inside her in her life.  But her body seemed to 
know no such ethereal distinctions.  Her mind knew Shawn was inside, 
but her eyes looked upon this vision and saw only Rachel.  And her 
libido only knew that Rachel was a beauty she wanted.  But how?

Shawn finished with Alex and put him back to bed.  Alanna took a 
chance and asked, "Shawn, may I taste you?  Taste your breast milk?"

Shawn shrugged.  "Sure, why not?  Since he's on solids, Alex doesn't 
deplete me as much as he used to.  I've got some milk to spare."

Alex stepped over to Alanna and lifted his breast to her.  Alanna 
leaned over and perhaps a bit too eagerly, sucked Shawn's nipple into 
her mouth.  She had only intended to suck one breast a little, but as 
soon as she tasted him, she couldn't let go.  She took his breasts in 
hand and massaged them as she sucked.

On Shawn's part, feeding Alex had stopped being sexual after only a 
few days, but as soon as Alanna started to suck, he felt wave after 
wave of pleasure from his breasts, and when she started to fondle 
him, he was lost to the pleasure.

After just a few minutes Alanna looked into Shawn's eyes and they 
were caught in each other's gaze.  Alanna let his breast go and they 
pressed their lips together.  Shawn removed Alanna's blouse while 
Alanna removed his skirt and slip.  Alanna then removed her bra while 
Shawn went to his knees and removed her panties.  He kissed her 
gently on her clit before standing back up and wrapping his arms 
around her.  Their bodies pressed together in needy passion as Alanna 
pulled him back towards the couch.

They fell together on the couch; their still stocking-clad legs 
intertwining.  They writhed about each other like snakes, each trying 
to experience the most of the other as possible.  At some point, 
Alanna felt Shawn's dick poking about at the entrance to her love 
tunnel.  On some level she knew it was a man's dick, but her body 
didn't care.  She had had dildoes inside of her before (although none 
as large as Shawn was now), so she was no stranger to penetration. 
And with Shawn's breasts and feminine curves rubbing against her, at 
that point she was hard pressed to think of Shawn as a man.

She took his dick in hand and slid it into her waiting cunt.  Despite 
how wet she was, it took a bit of work to get him into her, but as 
soon as he was all the way inside her, they were able to move 
together more naturally.  Shawn slowly pushed in and out of Alanna, 
filling her more completely then she had ever been filled before.  As 
they moved, each kissed the other openly and sexually, and Alanna 
took the time to stroke Shawn as she would another woman.  Shawn 
didn't understand why the sex with Alanna was more intense than any 
he had ever had before, but wasn't complaining.  Together they drove 
each other into the passionate throes of orgasm.

They fell together on the couch, holding and stroking each other. 
After a minute or two, Shawn said, "I'm sorry.  I just haven't been 
with anyone since June..."

Alanna was confused.  "Sorry?  What for?  You were great."

"But...  I took advantage of you."

"You took advantage of me?  Here I was thinking the exact same thing 
about you."

"But you don't do men."

Alanna thought about what to say.  "Shawn, don't take this the wrong 
way.  I mean intellectually I know you're really a guy.  But 
physically, you are one of the hottest babes I have ever seen. 
That's why I felt I was taking advantage of you.  If you'd've been 
just your old self, this never would've happened."

"But I am a man.  Do you regret having sex with me?"

Alanna thought about it.  "No.  Maybe this throws me out of the 
Lesbians only club, but I really enjoyed this."

"So now what?  Was this a one time thing or what?"

"Let's just take this one day at a time.  We'll see where it goes from here."

They lay together for a while before Alanna noticed something. 
"Shawn, your power has stabilized.  You're a sorcerer now."

"Y'know that scares me more than anything."

"It's not that bad.  It's not as scary as it sounds.  And I'll be 
right there beside you through it all."

"Now that might be reason enough to go through this all over again."

Alanna kissed Shawn.  "That's sweet."  Then the two snuggled in and 
fell asleep together.

************
"This is reality, not T.V.  Can't you tell the difference?"
"Sure.  I just like T.V. better."

J R D
jrdss@pobox.alaska.net

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