Message-ID: <33372asstr$1005372612@assm.asstr-mirror.org> Return-Path: X-Original-Path: not-for-mail From: walt9899@hotmail.com (walt9899) X-Original-Message-ID: Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit NNTP-Posting-Date: 8 Nov 2001 14:30:19 GMT X-ASSTR-Arrival-Date: 8 Nov 2001 06:30:19 -0800 Subject: {ASSM} "Overdue" (MF, oral, anal, light bondage); by: Walt9899 Date: Sat, 10 Nov 2001 01:10:12 -0500 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation X-Story-Submission: X-Moderator-ID: assm-admin STANDARD DISCLAIMER: This story contains graphic depictions of sex between consenting adults. If you are under eighteen years of age you must stop reading now. Stop, I said. Stop! Now that I am addressing an audience consisting of only mature, responsible persons over eighteen years of age: This story and all its characters are a work of adult fantasy. They live in a world where sex is free of disease and unwanted pregnancies, and, when convenient, free of the deeper emotional complications that accompany it. The characters happily invite you into their world while you read the story but ask also that you please remember to return to your own world when you are finished. RESPONSIBLE USE POLICY Please enjoy this story responsibly. Share it with someone if it will make that person happy. Don't use it to do anything hurtful. Don't chase happiness; be joyful instead. FEEDBACK: Did you like this story? Was it worth the time you spent reading it? Did it stink? The author appreciates any feedback you may have to share about this story. Send e-mail to walt9899@hotmail.com. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME ******************************************************** AUTHOR'S NOTE: This story was written in response to the ASSTR 5th anniversary theme challenge. My assigned topic was: The Library. ******************************************************** OVERDUE (MF, Oral, Anal, light bondage) By: Walt9899 Connie tugged at the terrycloth bathrobe sash that bound her hands to the brass bed frame. She found no give. It was her bedroom, her bed, her bathrobe sash, for goodness' sakes, but none of that familiarity was doing her any good discerning exactly what strangeness she had gotten herself into. He was, after all, practically a stranger. This is what she knew about him: his name was Kevin; he worked at the public library; he loved books; and he had a sly and insinuating mind. When that's all you know about a man you meet him for lunch, not allow him to make you captive in your own apartment. At least, that's the way it had always worked before. What was he doing? He had left the bed after he bound her there. She could hear him moving around but had no idea what he was up to. He hadn't even allowed her the luxury of sight. Before leading her to the bed he'd tied one of her own silk scarves around her eyes. Not tightly enough to cut out all the light, but enough that the gauzy light that got through was imageless. She turned her head slightly left and right, testing the blindfold for any slippage, but as with the sash around her wrists, there was none. He knew what he was doing. She shivered a little about what that could mean, and at the fact that she was basically helpless to do anything about it if she didn't like it. Her legs were free but she suspected that if she were to fight overmuch he would find a way to secure those, as well. He had opened a window and the brisk air of the November evening swept over her naked body, causing her flesh to tighten. She could feel the cool breeze moving across the sensitive peaks of her nipples, and she even felt, or thought she felt, it curling between her thighs, blowing through her pubic hair. He had already toyed with her there, the cleft of her mons was already parted slightly with arousal, and--imagined or not--the breath of cool air tingled on the very outer edges of her sex. What WAS he doing? He hadn't told her much of anything. He didn't strike her as a man of many words, but then again, no one is a man of many words in a library. She didn't really know, did she? She shook her head again, trying to keep the hint of fear at bay, to avoid filling up the enormity of what she didn't know about him with the darker possibilities of what he could do to her. After all, wasn't it all this business about darker possibilities that had led to her being in this position in the first place? Hadn't she had it up to her fucking ears with the missionary-in-and-out-pop-on-top-and-pop-off-thank-you-dear-you're- awfully-sweet-here-let-me-hold-you-now-and-talk-about-our-feelings sex of her past few relationships? They were all nice guys, wonderful, thoughtful, attentive to her feelings, the kind of boys you take home to mother and who you just know will make the best daddies in the whole world. Each of them was a boy-next-door kind of guy, the captain of the football team, the quarterback, the president of the senior class. If there had been a war each and every one of them would have rushed to sign up and they would have flown fighter jets and jumped out of airplanes and done heroic things in the name of liberty and freedom and all the high-minded ideals that made America such a unique and wonderful country. They were the men that have careers and not jobs, who take their girls away for long sweet weekends in Victorian bed-and-breakfasts. Truly nice guys. She had loved them all and been grateful to them for cherishing her as something precious, and in the end she had almost gone stark raving mad with boredom and--oh, what was happening now? She caught her breath because he was back, moving on the bed, lifting her hips, placing a folded pillow under the small of her back. He shifted the pillow, moving it and her until he found the right position. "Ah," she allowed herself to breathe. The two large brass balls he'd unceremoniously popped into her cunt a short while ago were moving within the confines of her vaginal canal. The quiet sound of them snicking against one another was almost as erotic as the sensations they transmitted as they rubbed against her sensitive walls and made occasional contact with her G-spot. "There," he said as he finished arranging things, breathing the syllable as much as speaking it, betraying just a little bit of himself, a husky hint of his own arousal. Her hips rested comfortably against the pillow but were angled upwards, exposing even more of her to whatever he had in mind. Well, she thought to herself as another shiver of cold and arousal and fear jitterbugged across her skin, this is certainly not the same old thing. She had no idea what he really thought of her but one things was certain: no one who saw her like this would ever mistake her for the kind of wholesome princess all those other boys had thought she was. She suppressed another bolt of fear of the unknown by trying to think of all the ways Kevin was in fact familiar to her. She saw him two or three times a week, every time she stopped in the library on her lunch break to return or check out books. He was almost always working at the circulation desk over the lunch hour. There was nothing remarkable about him at first glance. His black hair always looked two weeks late for a haircut. It was thick and not curly, but rather unruly. The first hint of her attraction to him was when she realized she wanted to brush his hair back from his eyes. He was, she would guess, in his late twenties, and maybe it's because he worked in a library that she found him slightly bookish looking. He wore wire frame John Lennon glasses perched high on his angular nose. He was not handsome in any describable way, his features were a bit sharp, his face narrow, but behind his glasses his eyes looked like they appraised everything and something in the set of his mouth, the way he sometimes ran his tongue along his upper lip, attracted her attention. He often handled her books, scanning them for checkout, and she noticed the length of his fingers, the way his hands moved. She loved books. She read two or three a week, about everything, classic literature, biographies, pop psychology, trashy romances. She loved the way books felt in her hand, the way they smelled, especially in a library where she was surrounded by so many different kinds of books. She loved the place she went when she read, a place all her own, just her and the words. And she could tell just by the way he handled books, the way he flipped pages of a paperback and the way his fingertips brushed along the cover of an old hardback, that whatever else there may be or not be about him, there was a reverence of books. She noticed the physical pleasure he took in handling them, and she understood that he wasn't just passing the time working at the library waiting for something better to come along. This was it. This was where he wanted to be. She knew his name only incidentally, from when other library employees asked him questions. He wasn't unfriendly but neither was he an overly warm person. As the weeks went by and he began to recognize her from repeated visits he greeted her with a smile and a gaze that she was aware lingered a bit too long on her body. He knew that she was aware of it but he didn't care. It was always just a moment, a heartbeat, that she felt him appraising her before he moved on, but it was never surreptitious. He knew what he was doing. It was discomfiting because he wasn't wolfish or lecherous in any way, just direct, and because there was never anything more to it she found herself wondering what he saw, what he appreciated about her, what possibly he could be thinking or feeling in that half-second liberty he took with her. Occasionally he would actually speak, commenting on a book she was checking out or asking how she had liked a book after she'd read it. She learned that he liked American Literature, especially the moderns, and poetry, too. Poetry was the one thing she never read. And he had an affinity for mysteries, especially the English murder-in-a-teacup style championed by Agatha Christie. "I think the Brits get it close to right," he said one day, almost out of the blue, when she'd remarked on the mystery novel sitting beside the computer terminal at which he was checking out books. "All that superficial civility when underneath everyone has darker motivations. That's why this kind of book never gets old, assuming it's done well." "Is that all it takes to make a good book?" she'd asked. He looked her squarely in the eye. "I think every great book that's ever been written is about that. The Greeks, the Russians, even the puritanical Americans. It's the one universal place of exploration, and the one in which writers have achieved their greatest depths: the ragged shadow place that lies beyond all the light of our culture and rationality, the difference between who we think we are and who we really are." She was taken aback, not only because of the sudden rush of words out of this otherwise taciturn man, but also because of the insight in those words and the conflagration of passion with which they'd been spoken. He saw that he'd shocked her, and although he didn't look embarrassed he did drop his eyes and go back to wanding the barcodes on her latest batch of books. "Anyway," he said offhandedly, as if he really hadn't said much of anything at all, "that's why I like the mysteries. It's a cool thing to read about." Cool. She thought about it as she walked away. It was much more than just cool to him. He'd revealed that much of himself to her. He didn't mention it again but she thought about it over the next days and weeks. She had just broken up with the man she'd been dating for over a year. Another wonderful, gentle, wholesome soul who had finally failed to hold her interest. She wondered if the discomfiture she was feeling was in some way related to what Kevin had said about literature. All her boyfriends were too nice. Where were these men's dark underpinnings? She knew she had them, dark fears that woke her in the night, desires that ran counter to the convention and security of her lifestyle. But she couldn't speak of anything like that. She tried once or twice and received blank stares. She finally understood that her boyfriends didn't even realize that such a shadow place existed at all. To them, the world was uniformly bright and generous and they felt thankful for the gifts that they had been given, and to dwell for any time in any kind of emotional underworld was, well, it just didn't make any sense. Who could fail to be blessed and happy when life has been so good to you? What had Kevin said? "The difference between who we think we are and who we really are." She realized that she had some sense of that place that lay in between, and her boyfriends did not. Her dissatisfaction began to make a little more sense. She still didn't understand what it said about her, where she could possibly go with the new information, but it was intriguing, and after that Kevin became more intriguing, as well. Just as he was intriguing her now, bound as she was to the bed. After he'd gotten the pillow arranged under her hips she felt his fingertips brushing across the bones of her cheek. She knew this touch. It was the same way he touched particularly precious books, a reverence wed to hunger. She wondered what book he imagined her to be. Actually, she had a pretty good idea what book he imagined her to be. It was LADY CHATTERLEY'S LOVER. That was the book she'd checked out that had elicited a cocked eyebrow from Kevin when he lifted it from the stack, the book that set their relationship on the course that had led, ultimately, to what was happening right now. She felt his fingertips caressing her temple and remembered that's how he'd held the book when he'd looked up at her with something like surprise. "You know what this book's about?" he'd asked, holding it lightly in his hands, fingertips brushing the spine. "I read it in college," she said, feeling a sudden unexplained flushing in her cheeks. "I'm not sure I got it all then, so I thought I'd read it again." "Do you go by Constance or Connie?" he asked, startling her. How had he known her name? Then she remembered of course: her library card, he'd only seen it about a hundred times. "I like Constance but it's kind of out of place these days, so pretty much I go by Connie." "That's Lady Chatterley's name, you know. Constance. Connie." "I, I had forgotten," she stammered, remembering the sexual nature of the book, fidgeting at the connection he had drawn between her own name and Constance Chatterley. "Well," he said, wanding efficiently through the other two books she'd brought to him, "enjoy the book, Constance. I think you'll get all the stuff you missed in college." He smiled when he said it but she left with the impression that he wasn't kidding. She sat up all that Friday night and read the book, captured by its raw sexuality, the connection between Constance Chatterley and the gamekeeper Mellors that began so physically and deepened into something more, and as Connie read, her head buzzed with Kevin's words about how great literature lives in the shadows cast beyond our civilized affairs. As the relationship between Lady Chatterley and her lover wound through the dim forests that lay just beyond her infirmed husband's urbane estate, Connie felt herself following along until, a short while after she finished the book at 3:30am, she collapsed into a deep but fitful sleep, captured by dreams of an equally unrepentant sensuousness. Unseen hands the color of bark and moss touched her, opened her, took their own liberty with her and penetrated her to that very core self her namesake heroine had discovered at the hands of the gamekeeper. But how could Kevin have known, even before she read the book, how it would strike her? She thought back to the day she checked it out, how he had looked at her, the way his fingers grazed its spine as he spoke. Somehow, he had known. His fingers were grazing her skin the same way right now. He traced the round of her chin and down the side of her neck, following the path of the big artery that ran into her chest. She could feel the blood pulsing through that artery, the way it spun under the place his fingers touched, whirligging into her brain and making her dizzy. She had been a little dizzy the next time she visited the library after she finished the book. "I'm guessing you read it all in one night," he said as she set her books in front of him with a nonchalance she didn't feel. "Not quite," she lied, not wanting him to be able to read her with that kind of ease. "I'm glad you enjoyed it," he said as he handed her her books. "Have a nice day, Constance." As she walked away her face burned with the heat of his having called her by that name. She hoped her knees weren't as liquid as they felt. She visited some friends out of town and a little time passed before she got back to the library again. She was more herself again. She didn't betray any hint of their last encounter when she brought her books and handed her library card to him. Still, she wasn't prepared for the next thing he said. "It seems you have an overdue book," he said the next time she stopped in, glancing at the computer screen after he'd read the barcode from her library card. "I don't think so," she said, surprised, slightly offended. "I've been checking books out for years and have never returned one late without renewing." She always dropped them in the book return slot on her way in. "Well, it says here that LADY CHATTERLEY'S LOVER was due this past Friday and it hasn't been returned yet." "There must be some mistake," she said, wondering if he was playing some kind of game with her. Of all the books he could have chosen to tease her about. "Maybe it got stuck in the book return box or something," she added. "Mistakes can happen," he agreed. "Tell you what, I'll check the stacks if you'll just look again and make sure you didn't forget to pick it up or something like that." "OK," she said, still a little annoyed at what was obviously the library's mistake, "but I tell you I don't forget to return my books." "Librarians everywhere salute your dutifulness," he said with a smile. "Do I still get these books?" she asked, pointing at the ones she'd brought for checkout. "You want me to break the rules for you?" he asked. "I just really don't think I am at fault here." He stroked his chin. "Are you worth breaking the rules for?" "I think so even if no one else does," she said, suddenly thinking of all her old by-the-book boyfriends. "I'll have to perform an override," he said in a conspiratorial voice. "It's incredibly risky, gallant and daring." "You are my hero," she whispered back, as he started wanding the books. My hero, she thought, feeing her chest rising to meet his fingers' continuing exploration. He had touched her around the farthest perimeter of her breast, moving to her breastbone, massaging her lightly there with two fingers, in the cleavage of her breasts. She moved, felt the ben-wa balls click inside her, moaned. He moved his body closer to hers, pressing against her with his knees and thighs, and she realized he was naked. She felt the merest grazing against her hipbone, his penis. He was naked and he was hard. It gave her some satisfaction to know that bound and all she still held a fundamental power over him. Suddenly the fingers that had been touching her chest scratched down, fingernails dug slightly into her skin, below her sternum, across her belly, through her pubic hair and right against her cunt. "Ahh," she gasped, pressing back against the pressure. He toyed with her opening for a moment and finding her already wet, plunged two fingers unceremoniously inside her. She could feel how hot she was by how cool his fingers were against the confines of her vagina. His fingers moved the ben-wa balls aside as they went more deeply into her. As he wiggled his fingers his knuckles kept the balls moving around and over her G-spot. Their motion was matched by the dancing of his fingertips deep down, she was sure, almost at her cervix. Then, suddenly, she cried out in surprise, in pain, in ecstasy as his mouth clamped down around her nipple, sucking her between his lips and closing his teeth around the sensitive pink summit. He chewed lightly on her nipple for a moment, pulling his fingers back and jamming them inside her again before he released her wet nipple to the cool air. She was rocked by a flood of sensations. His carnivorous attention to her nipple had been more shocking than painful, and she found herself waiting, expecting that he might pay the same kind of attention to her other breast, the heat and flush of ardor flooding crimson across her skin. The heat and flush she'd felt the next time she'd gone to the library was one of embarrassment. "I don't know how it happened," she said, sheepishly handing him the overdue library book. She didn't mention that she'd found it, of all places, under her bed, like some schoolgirl's contraband. "You'll have to pay the penalty," said Kevin darkly, taking the book from her. "What kind of penalty?" she asked. "Let's see," he said, checking the book back in. "Forty-five cents." "Forty-five cents?" "Fifteen cents a day." "That's no kind of penalty," she said, handing him two quarters. "You'd prefer something else?" he asked, looking up at her again, this time with a penetrating gaze. "Well," she said, "it just seems, I don't know, kind of silly. I mean, if you want to make an impression on someone, fifteen cents a day doesn't do much for me." "What kind of punishment would, as you say, 'do something for you?'" he said, his sharp eyes boring a hole in her chest. She was flustered. She thought about all the things she could say, but she wasn't sure if what she was thinking had anything to do with library books. Finally she just said, "You're the librarian. Shouldn't you know?" "I just so happens," he said slowly, "that I do know." "Well?" she asked. He returned his attention to his work. "Agatha Christie," he said, picking up a book from her stack. "CARDS ON THE TABLE. I didn't know you read mysteries." "I thought I'd see what all the fuss was about," she said, trying to sound offhand, her mind still back thinking about punishment and Kevin's dark eyes, wondering what he might say next. What he said next was, "All right, then, I hope you enjoy it." He handed her the books. "Is that all?" she asked, feeling suddenly like she had been left hanging. "For today," he said, pointedly returning his attention to his computer terminal. She stood there for a moment, aware that someone had come up behind her and was waiting to check out. "OK," she said. "That's fine. You can keep the nickel," she said, hoping it came across as witty and unfazed, but feeling the first real tingle of anticipation and apprehension. Something had been communicated, something let out from her that she couldn't take back, a challenge, an invitation, she didn't know which. It had been both, she decided, as Kevin moved his mouth up from her breasts to her neck, nipping lightly at the skin, pinching it between his teeth. And he had certainly accepted both, she realized as another involuntary moan took flight from her throat. The ben-wa balls were in constant motion now, around and around the circumference of the inside of her cunt, orbiting the rhythms of his fingers. Occasionally his thumb flicked across her clitoris, eliciting an ever more urgent sound from her throat. Images flitted through her mind: a deep wood, a gamekeeper's cabin, a woman who shared her own name driven with single-minded precision to new heights of ecstasy. She was rising, floating into that place, that swift calm current of pleasure that precedes the roaring waterfall of orgasm. Any moment now she would be swept over the precipice, engulfed by the churning whitewater, ripped asunder on the rapturous pinnacles of jagged delight... And just as it seemed that D.H. Lawrence himself had stepped in and begun to script her impending orgasm, she was ripped back from the edge. Kevin had stopped what he was doing and she was suddenly adrift, floating helplessly in an eddy that circled somewhere just out of reach of the waterfall. She became aware that the whimpering she heard was her own. "Not so fast, Constance," Kevin said, his lips wet at her ear. "It's not time for that yet." "When?" she asked, surprised at her pleading tone. He didn't answer her, but she felt him moving, and again one of his fingers found her slit. But instead of dipping into her as he had before, Kevin merely stroked her lightly, petting her there just along the surface, teasing the swollen openness of the lips of her pussy, stopping just below the goal of her clitoris. He kissed her then. The first time their mouths had actually made contact. She sucked his tongue into her mouth and ground her lips against his. He tasted sharp, a little sweet, maybe like bourbon, another small thing for her to latch on to, as if he'd had to find his courage to come into her apartment tonight and do what he was doing to her. And the way he seemed to melt into her made her think as well that he was betraying himself a bit. But still the infuriating way he strummed her sex and left her moving beneath him left no doubt about who was firmly in control. As if to prove it beyond a shadow of a doubt he stopped kissing her and shifted his position again, his finger never missing its slow rhythm between her legs. And even though she was blindfolded she knew what was happening next even before she felt the head of his cock brushing against her cheek, coming to rest against her lips. She could feel the slick moisture of pre-come slickening his tip. "Open," he said, his cock twitching slightly. "Suck me." She did as he was told, swirling her tongue out to capture the salty essence of the dampness off his cock before slurping him eagerly into her mouth. She could tell, without actually seeing his cock, that the head was purple and wide-flanged, and that the rest of his penis was narrower and ridged with veins. She lifted her head to take him as deeply as she could, not quite gagging, and pulling back, sucking him forcefully between her cheeks, feeling the pop as she broke the vacuum seal. He moaned as she commenced a series of lighter sucks, shallower and more rapid, working his head in and out of her mouth as he rewarded her by dipping his finger a bit more deeply into her cunt. She had decided Kevin was just kidding about the overdue thing, just some sort of joke you had to be a librarian to get. But the next time she was checking out, he closed a slip of paper inside the cover of one of the books before handing them back to her. "What's that?" she asked. "New overdue policy," he said without even glancing up at her. "Especially for me?" she asked, teasing him. "Let's just say it's not for everyone," he said, and she thought she detected just a hint of color rising into his ears. "I'll be sure and study it," she said to the top of his head. "We may require some additional information after you read it," he said. "We'll see," she said, and left. Outside the library she whipped the slip of paper out and read it. On the paper was typewritten, "The library knows where you live. It is our policy henceforth to enter your premises and retrieve any library materials which you may hold past their due date. In addition, it is the aim of this new policy to prevent additional overdue violations by instilling such disciplinary measures as our employees may see fit. These measures will be solely at the discretion of the library employee. Library employees reserve the right to enter your premises to redress violations at any time. Please respond granting your consent to this new policy before any more books are checked out. Thank you for your understanding." Understanding. All she was understanding right now was the warmth of his penis in her mouth and his ministrations to her pussy. He moved his hand and placed it under her thigh, lifting. Instinctively, she lifted her legs into the air and let gravity pull her knees apart. Now she was wide open, the pillow under her back pointing her cunt in the air and the position of her legs spreading her wide. She wondered what he had in mind next, hoping that he would move his head down and explore her with his tongue while she sucked him. But what happened next surprised her. Instead of the warm moisture of his mouth at her cunt she felt the cool and lubricating feeling of lotion being applied around her anus. The shock of the sensation and the temperature caused her knees to come together, but he stopped them with his hands before they could meet. "Do you want me to tie your legs as well?" he asked. "Uh uh," she managed, without releasing his penis. "Then don't resist," he said, and she forced herself to let her knees relax apart again. "That's a good pet," he said, "go back to what you were doing." She sucked him again and momentarily his fingers returned to her rear opening. Ah, she thought, not knowing what to do. Nobody had ever touched her there before. But before she could think much she squealed because his finger suddenly was inside her. The lotion's lubrication eased any resistance. She thought she should stop him, but why? Just because it hinted at the taboo? Had all of those other boys really thought her so pure that she was something taboo would blemish her? She felt a sudden breathless rebelliousness, an urge to let Kevin touch her like this simply because everyone else had thought her too delicate a treasure. A little drunk on this feeling, she settled back and tried to come to grips with the peculiar but not unpleasant sensation of his finger sliding in and out of her ass. After Kevin gave her the note, she spent some time away from the library to determine how she wanted to handle her response. And the next time she returned a book, instead of dropping it in the book return box she took it to the circulation desk. Inside the book was a slip of paper on which she'd handwritten, "This policy has no teeth. The only way I see you have of enforcing such a policy is through stealth and surprise. And be warned, I am a very difficult woman to surprise. I am constantly on my guard. Even on Friday evenings after work when I'm in the shower, if you somehow managed to slip into my apartment, I could hear you. At least, I am pretty sure I could. At any rate, what are the chances I would forget and leave my back door unlocked on a Friday night, anyway? Besides, you still owe me a nickel." "Some feedback on your policy," she said, knowing that now it was her turn to blush about things. She started to walk away. "Aren't you checking anything out?" he asked. "Just returning," she said, and left, albeit without returning everything. That Agatha Christie mystery she'd checked out a few weeks ago was still in her purse. She just hadn't gotten around to reading it yet. It would be popping up on his overdue screen any day now. She hadn't realized at the time how appropriate a title it was. Cards on the table, indeed. Now he laid another card down on the table, withdrawing his cock from between her lips at the same time he insinuated a second finger into her ass. "What are you doing?" she gasped as the movements of his fingers caused the ben-wa balls to move through the membrane separating her two canals. "Opening you," he whispered, bending down to finally plant his lips on her pussy, bursting into her liquid heat with his tongue. That first Friday night she'd waited, unlocking the door with trembling fingers before she got into the shower. In the shower she imagined she heard noises, jumped at every flutter of the shower curtain. But nothing happened. She didn't know which was greater, her disappointment or her relief. She was in totally new territory here. She had never played a game like this before. She had no idea how dangerous it could be. What, really, did she know about him, after all? Nothing, only that he loved books and he showed up at work everyday and he had a devious shadow life that she was taking on faith wasn't psychotic. She avoided the library the next week, knowing by now that her book was well overdue, not wanting to have to look into his infiltrating eyes. Again on Friday she turned the deadbolt latch free, wondering how long she would be willing to do this, how long it would be before someone, the library police or not, found the unlocked door and wandered in to see what they might find. It didn't take long to find out. She showered, feeling her skin come alive in the heat of the water and the pressure of her hands. A couple of times she jumped, thinking she had heard something, but nothing else happened. Then, just as she sighed and shut off the water, the bathroom went dark. She screamed in the darkness as the curtain slid open. "That's not a nice girl now, is it?" said a voice, a hand going over her mouth. It was his voice. Was it? She thought so, but she wasn't sure. Could someone else have possibly found her unlocked door and come in? "Are you done screaming?" said the voice. She relaxed, just a little, she was pretty sure it was him. She nodded and his hand fell away. "Now step out of the shower slowly," he said, and when she did he turned her around and she felt something being tied around her eyes. It was silk. One of her scarves, she was sure. She could smell a trace of her perfume on the material. She wondered how long he'd been out there looking for it while she'd been in the shower unaware he was even in her house. When the scarf was secure the light came back on but her vision was obscured. "Here," he said, touching a glass to her lips. She tasted the sweet red wine. It had to be him. Would your standard rapist ply you with red wine? "Thank you," she said, feeling like it was a funny thing to say. "Let me look at you," he said. She heard him take a few steps back and she was suddenly embarrassed, realizing she was standing in front of him completely naked and dripping wet from her shower. Instinctively she moved her hands to cover herself up, and as soon as she did he was back, turning her around by the arm and swatting her smartly on the bottom. It didn't actually hurt but it was enough to get her attention. She felt the heat rise in a hand-shaped pattern on her rear. "I told you I wanted to look at you," he said firmly. He stood back again and this time she stood there for him, her butt simmering, her embarrassment at her nakedness mixing with annoyance at the fact that he'd had the temerity to spank her mixing with arousal at the fact that he'd had the temerity to spank her. "That's lovely," he breathed. "That's truly lovely." Then his voice hardened again. "You have an overdue library book, which I have found conveniently enough on your nightstand. On behalf of the public library I will resume control of it, and in accordance with our new policy you will submit to the appropriate punishment." "I don't even get a warning for first offense?" she asked demurely. "There are no exceptions," he said flatly. "What kind of punishment?" she ventured. "You will find out soon enough," he said, and then he was in front of her again and her knees buckled almost immediately as without pretense or warning his hand went between her legs and went to work on her pussy, parting her folds already moistened by shower and arousal. How long ago had that been? She wondered, feeling herself rising again toward climax from the feeling of his mouth against her eager cunt and the gentle motions of the ben-wa balls being moved about as he fucked two fingers in and out of her ass. It seemed like a lifetime ago, but was probably only forty-five minutes. "You are ready," he said, lifting his mouth from her pussy. "Ready for what?" she asked, something in her gut curling inward at what she knew the answer probably was. Of course, he didn't answer. He was gone out of her completely for a moment and she was surprised at the emptiness she felt in all of her places down there. And just as suddenly he was back, only this time she knew it was not his fingers but the tip of his cock that was pressing against her asshole. The only finger she felt was his thumb as he gently massaged her clitoris, sending ripples of pleasure through her that distracted her a little from his cock's insistence. He hadn't asked. He had never asked for anything. She wondered when she had given him permission, or if he even needed it. He certainly hadn't acted like it when he went straight to the point between her legs back in the bathroom. After only a few moments of fingering her in the bathroom, assured that he'd found her already receptive, he gave her another sip of the wine. She accepted it gratefully. Then she heard him taking something out of his pocket and felt him pressing it against her pussy. "What are you doing?" she hissed, unable to conceive of what this metallic coldness rubbing against her was. "Ben-wa balls," he said, pressing upwards. "What? Ah!" she gasped as the big brass ball popped past the entrance and nestled inside her cunt. "Pleasure balls," he answered. "You'll see," and "pop" in went the second one. "Now come to the bed," he instructed, and as she followed him by the hand the motion of her legs caused the balls to shift and move against one another and against her. She heard them click and felt them move and yes, indeed, they were indeed pleasure balls. She climbed on to the bed and he pressed her shoulders back into the mattress. She expected him to cover her then, to move his body over hers, perhaps kiss her, fondle her a bit, and then enter her. It was the way she was programmed to think after years of gentlemen. Even though it was clear that Kevin was not like any of those other men she had been with, it was still just the thing she expected. So she was surprised when, instead of any of that, what she got instead was a lifting of her arms over her head, bringing her wrists together up near the head of the brass bed frame. The fear had subsided a bit as soon as she'd known for sure it was Kevin and not some true stranger. But now, as she felt him loop the terrycloth sash around her wrists in a figure eight and then wrap it a couple of times in the middle to secure the bonds, she realized how much of a stranger he still was. She hadn't ever spoken of him to any of her friends. No one really even knew that she knew him. Certainly, no one knew he was here. She had no plans, and so no one would think to look for her if she went missing. He could do practically anything. But by the time she'd processed this stream of thought he'd already tied the open ends of the sash tightly to the bed frame. Now not only were her hands bound securely together, they were bound securely to the bed frame. She was, for all practical purposes, helpless. She tested the bonds and found them secure. She turned her head left and right to see if she could find any give to the blindfold. Then she heard him open the window and felt the cool air moving over her warm skin and she'd thought with fear and enchantment how much different a place she was in than with any other man she'd ever known, and then he'd placed the pillow under her back, arranged her just so, and begun to touch her... Now that touch had come to an inflexion point, the heart of the matter. Everything up until this point, the flirtation and the allowing him in to her apartment and letting him put sex balls inside her and tie her to the bed, all of those things, though out of the realm of her direct experience, were at least things that she could imagine herself doing, that at some level she had considered as she wandered shadowy fantasies. But Kevin, in that way he had known other things about her, had already discerned the broad parameters of her fantasies and had deliberately upped the ante, daring her in the most visceral way to become another kind of woman than she had been before. And it was a dare. She knew--knew even through the bass pleasure waves of his thumb playing her clitoris and the increasing discomfort of his cock probing her rosebud anus--that she still had the power to resist him, that despite being tied up and blindfolded, if she truly endeavored to reject this banal union, she could prevail upon him to desist. But she didn't call him off, and suddenly the head of his cock slipped past her resistant outer ring and the discomfort morphed into something merely strange, a dull fullness in her bowels, a the sensation of being opened. At the same time that he penetrated her, he brought his forefinger together with his thumb and started twirling her clitoris with more vigor, and her attention was drawn back somewhat to the side of pleasure. "That's a nice girl," he said, but his voice was ragged now, and he didn't convey the same control in his tone as he did in his words. But still he didn't move for a minute, allowing her to acclimate herself to his accomplishment. She moaned and sighed as he diddled her clitoris and the differences between what she was feeling in different places began to lose their boundaries. When she began to move her hips in compliance with his touch, he moved again as well, slowly thrusting himself more deeply inside her. She experienced his penetration as a complexity, deepened by the fact that she was feeling *more* of him than she had ever felt of a man, as if her very tightness touched more of his ridges and contours than any of her more generous spaces could manage. It thrilled her in a shocking way, the shock enhancing the thrill and vice-versa. "Constance," he breathed, heavily. "I am," she breathed back, coming to that same place as Constance Chatterley, feeling herself cored out by "this piercing, consuming, rather awful sensuality." The more he moved into her and played with her pussy, the more the awful sensuality joined up with the electricity he was sparking from her clit and, when the head of his cock moved past the point where it knocked through her walls to the ben-wa balls, causing reverberations deep within her cunt, she began to converge in on herself, as if everything down there had begun to melt together into a single molten amalgam of sensation. "Ah," she moaned, "Oh, fuck." "Oh, fuck," he concurred, and began to fuck her faster, his cock sliding easily into her now, the fat head bumping and rolling those pleasure balls in her cunt, along the walls, back and forth over her G-spot, his fingers working her clitoris furiously now, scraping and pinching and rolling in syncopated time with his fucking. "Ah," he cried out, as if he were in pain, "Ah, oh!" and she felt him pulse inside her like a live wire, the swelling of his cock as he came the final impulse needed to shoot her out of her interminable eddy and over that orgasmic waterfall. She burst like a dam, a single thunderous release that left her falling, falling, falling through space, tumbling and twisting around herself until finally her orgasm dissolved into tiny droplets of pleasure that drizzled down around her, sprinkling every inch of her with bliss. Being held so long on the edge of orgasm, being brought finally there in this strange new way, left her disassociated, floating for a moment in unattached space, before she regained her awareness of the room and her surroundings and the man who had provoked her so, the man who now groaned like he'd been beaten as his spent penis slipped out of her and he collapsed, finally, on top of her, his sweaty slick weight helping her to recall that she was something incarnate and not in fact an amorphous mist. She brought her legs down, hugging him with the only appendages he had the use of. Neither of them could speak for several minutes. Connie finally broke the silence first. "Am I properly disciplined?" she asked, squeezing him with her calves. "God," he said, unable to come up with anything more intelligent. "Constance. God." She had the feeling that whatever this session had required of her, it had required much more of him. "How about untying me?" she asked, feeling like she was ready to be free but unable, really, to see how she would spend they would spend the rest of the evening. What were they supposed to do in the immediate aftermath of what had just taken place? Cuddle? Eat Chinese food and struggle to sustain a conversation? What she really wanted now, she admitted to herself, was to be alone. She was too exhausted to try and get to know him tonight. Apparently he was of a similar mind. "I'll loosen things up before I leave," he said. "You're leaving me like this?" "I've got my book," he said, working the bonds around her wrists loose, trying to sound as coolly confident as he had before. "That's all I came for." "Liar," she said. "You are a liar." "Don't try and outsmart the library," he warned, pulling on the bathrobe sash. "There, you can get out of that in a minute or two." She worked her hands as he dressed, trying to get free before left. He'd had it all his way tonight. In the aftermath of all that had taken place, she at least wanted the satisfaction of looking him in the eye. He won the race. He finished dressing, leaned down and kissed her longingly on the lips and said, "Goodnight but not goodbye." She was free by the time she heard the back door close, but by then of course it was too late. She pulled the blindfold off, surprised to find the room filled with candlelight, strangely touched that he would set that kind of mood knowing she wouldn't see it until afterwards. Her whole body was sore and sweaty. Her clit was sore. Her deflowered butt throbbed. So much for that first shower. She was headed back into a soaking hot bath with a big glass of wine. What had happened to that wine he'd let her sip, anyway? She'd drink the rest of that while she soaked and processed some of what had happened and what it said about the kind of man she needed in her life. As she sat up she felt the ben-wa balls move inside her, ticking out small hints of pleasure through her still simmering nerve endings. She wondered if he'd merely forgotten them or if they were some kind of gift. He was full of gifts in his own bizarre way. Was he the kind of guy that could hold her interest? He certainly had her interest for right now. Hopefully, she allowed, she would get the chance to see if that interest held up. But who knew if he was as intrigued as she was? He might have no interest in seeing her a second time. She shook her head ruefully, thinking, "I don't even know that much about him." When she saw the book sitting on the nightstand she thought with a snort that after all this whole production he'd forgotten to take the very thing he'd come for. But then she realized it wasn't the same book that had been there before. It was another Agatha Christie book, titled THEY DO IT WITH MIRRORS. She laughed at the double entendre even as she pondered why he'd left it. Another gift? She flipped through it. It was a library book, and, she noticed when she got to the end, he'd checked it out in his own name. Didn't he understand anything? She was a known offender of the library's overdue policy! What kind of a librarian would knowingly leave a book checked out in his own name in the hands of such a person? Did he think he was somehow exempt from the possible consequences? She remembered what he'd said earlier about there being no exceptions. Did he actually trust her to do the right thing? No exceptions, huh? She smiled just a little as she slipped the book far underneath her bed. 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