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Jan and I
By Dorsai
dorsai@mail.com
Note: this is a story about consensual sex between a teenage female and an
adult male. IT IS A WORK OF FICTION. If the idea of sex between a young
female and older male offends you, stop here, and delete the file.
ARCHIVISTS: Archival of this story is welcomed. I plan to write several more
involving these people, describing different situations and events, so as to
make an erotic mini-novel of sorts. I will also be posting each of them in
Adobe Acrobat (*.pdf) format after the final section of each story has been
posted. Please drop me a note so that I can direct requests to your site.
The stories are composed in MS Word 2000; I will be willing to email
completed stories in a supported export format to archive sites ONLY.
Requests for emailing of individual stories or sections to anything other
than an archive site will not be accepted. Either wait for the .pdf post, or
hit an archive site.
Copyright retained by author, but the story is released for public
distribution, provided the above comments and copyright notice are
maintained.
Part 1
Paul and I had been friends for years - long enough that he and I had spent
enough time together that his kids called me "Uncle Dan", even though they
knew I wasn't related. Several years before, he had divorced from his wife,
on grounds of 'incompatibility'. The divorce was relatively amicable, and
when his wife decided to move to another state, he got custody of the kids.
There were 3 of them: Jan (whom I called 'Trouble', because she never was),
14, was cute as the proverbial bug's ear at about 5 foot 6 inches tall, 80
to 90 pounds, and with a slender - but nicely curved - build. Leo, at 10,
was undoubtedly the smartest of the bunch (prompting me to call him
'Brainiac'), which sometimes got him into trouble. Finally, there was John
(who earned the nickname of 'Goober'), at 7, and something of a little
hellion.
Paul and I were close enough that he trusted me to watch out for the kids
when he had to make a trip out of town. Fortunately, the kids *knew* that he
loved them more than anything else in the world, and that his trips were a
part of what he did to make sure they had the things they needed. These
trips were of varying lengths, due to his job as a truly exceptional
salesman - he made damn good money from his commissions. Looking after the
kids usually just involved getting them to and from the Catholic school they
attended, making sure they ate properly, and infrequently, getting someone
to a volleyball (Jan), soccer (John), or Karate (Leo) session. Surprisingly,
they got along reasonably well - only rarely was it necessary to break up
any arguments or (even rarer) an actual fight. The kids and I were close
enough, in fact, that they frequently came to me with questions or problems
they didn't think they could take to Paul. Paul and I had talked about it,
and he didn't have any problem with me giving them suggestions and advice.
He wasn't real happy about it, but realized that it was better the kids go
to someone he trusted, than not have their questions or problems settled at
all.
It was while Paul was on one of his weekend trips that I got my first good
look at Jan. Paul had left early Saturday, and asked me to stop in that
morning to get the kids up. I started, as usual, with Jan. By waking her
first, she'd be able to help with getting things going and organized while I
tried to raise the boys from the dead (right sound sleepers, they were). I
knocked on her door, and after not hearing anything for a few seconds,
opened it - only to be greeted with the sight of Jan holding her right
breast (about the size of half an orange, with a light brown nipple) with
her right hand, and with her left hand buried in her (lightly brown-furred)
crotch. It was only a moment before she realized she wasn't alone (barely
time enough for the door to open), and when her eyes opened and she saw me,
she gave a little squeak, and snatched the bedcovers over herself. I quickly
apologized for disturbing her, and said that I'd only wanted to wake her up
for breakfast. That said, I apologized again, and closed the door, heading
off to wake the boys.
As I was trying to get the boys up, I heard her take care of her morning
ablutions; she was in the kitchen getting herself some breakfast by the time
I finally got Leo and John moving.
When I entered, she looked at me, started blushing, and began acting very
nervous. I figured she was just embarrassed, and figured the best thing I
could do was to simply ignore it for the moment, and got myself a cup of
coffee (ah, the nectar of life!).
About that time, the boys made their appearance, and breakfast started with
the usual minor bickering and indecision on the boys' part. Finally, though,
breakfast was done, and Leo and John headed off to the local park in search
of something to do.
Jan was cleaning the kitchen as I cleared the table, and I noticed that she
was still rather nervous - frequent glances at me, starting to speak several
times before stopping herself, and so on. I finally asked her if she would
sit down at the table with me for a moment - which resulted in her looking
both relieved, and even more nervous or frightened.
When I'd gotten a refill, and she was seated, I started out by telling her
"Jan, I'm sorry I disturbed you this morning. I knocked, and didn't hear any
answer, so I thought it was okay to come in; I didn't know you were busy." -
which earned me the brightest blush I'd ever seen.
I followed up by saying "There's nothing for you to be embarrassed about;
that's something that everybody does. I'm just sorry that I interrupted you,
and embarrassed you. Next time, I'll knock louder, and wait a bit longer
before opening the door."
That got me another blush (not so much this time), and Jan started to reply
before stopping herself.
"What? Did you want to say something?" I asked.
She was staring into her lap, and hesitated a moment before answering, "You
mean that you're not mad? You're not going to tell Daddy or Father Thomas at
school?"
Surprised, I said "No, why would I be mad? Like I said, it's something
everybody does. And why would I want to tell your dad or Father Thomas?"
"Because Father Thomas and the nuns say that's a sin." She replied.
"Jan, what you were doing is called masturbation. Maybe the church calls it
a sin, but I - and a lot of other people - don't think of it that way, at
all. It's something that everybody has done at some point in their lives;
usually when they're about the same age you are now. Maybe the church
doesn't like it, but that's not something I want to argue about."
"You mean it's not a sin?"
"No, I didn't say that. I'm saying that I don't agree with the church: they
say it's a sin and can cause bad things to happen. I don't think that way
about it. If Father Thomas had seen you, he would have a different opinion,
I expect; but it was ME that interrupted you, and I'M telling you that *I*
don't think you were doing anything wrong. In case you hadn't noticed, I've
told you that I'm sorry for _disturbing_ you - I don't think that's what
someone would say if they thought what you were doing was bad, or a sin,
right?"
She smiled (and blushed) a bit, and answered, "No, I guess not. But why do
Father Thomas and the nuns tell us not to do that, then?"
"Jan, you know that there are things about being Catholic that are different
from the ways of other churches, right?"
"Well, yeah."
"This is one of those things that the church decided, probably a long time
ago, and I suspect that they've been saying it for so long that they
couldn't change it now, even if they wanted to. If you want to know why the
church thinks it's a sin, you'll have to ask Father Thomas or one of the
nuns. I promise you, *I* sure as heck don't know!"
She smiled again, and told me "I don't understand a lot of the stuff that
they tell us - and they don't hardly tell us _anything_!"
"What do you mean 'anything'?"
"Well, like about sex and stuff. I mean, they just tell us don't do it until
you're married, but they don't say WHY. I didn't even understand for the
longest time that what I was doing" - another blush - "was the
'masturbation' they were talking about."
"Jan, don't they have any kind of sex education or classes about your body
at school?"
"Not really. I mean, they showed us a couple of little movies that told us
boys were different from girls, and a little bit of how, but they didn't
actually *tell* us anything we didn't already know."
"Do you at least know the names of the parts and all that?" I asked.
"Um, no, not much."
I sighed. Why is it so many so-called adults are so willing to treat
teenagers like kids, and then complain that that's what they act like? How
are kids supposed to LEARN if nobody's willing to not only tell them, but
*teach* them, and _explain_ to them?
I asked, "Okay, do you want to learn? Do you want to know what is going on,
and how your body works, and all that?"
"Um, well, yeah. But I'd be too ashamed to have to actually *ask* anybody."
"You don't have to ask anyone, Jan. I can get you started on the Internet,
and you can find out about anything you want to know without being afraid or
ashamed. Would you like that?"
"Yeah! Can we?"
"Sure, no problem."
Jan paused a moment, and then asked "But what about Daddy? Isn't he going to
know what I'm looking at?"
"No, I can fix that. I'll just set you up with your own password on the
computer, and have the computer hide everything you look at. You know your
dad and computers - he'll never know a thing!"
She laughed at that, and agreed "Yeah, sometimes me or Leo have to show him
how to do something. Okay, that'll work. When can I start?"
"Well, you finish up the kitchen while I get the computer set up. When
you're done, I'll show you a couple of places you can start, and then leave
you alone. Will that work?"
"Sure!"
With that, she headed back into the kitchen while I headed for the computer
they kept in the den. It only took me a couple of minutes to set her up, and
perhaps another 5 to find a couple of good web sites for her to start with.
I was just finishing up when she came in and stood next to me.
"Just about done." I told her. "Let me get this last site added to your
bookmarks, and you're all set."
A moment later, I stood up, and gestured for her to take a seat.
Once she was ready, I explained what I had done, and how she could go about
learning almost anything she wanted to about the human body - male or female
- as well as introductory material about human sexuality (particularly
regarding teens). She caught on quickly enough, and with a comment from me
to let me know if she had any questions or problems, I left her to her
reading and surfing.
Later that afternoon, she came into the living room where I was listening to
some classical music on the stereo. She sat down in a chair, across from the
end of the couch that I was laying on, half asleep.
"Uncle Dan, I want to ask you something."
"Sure, go ahead. If I don't know, we'll find the answer together."
"Well, first, I want to thank you for showing me that stuff. I couldn't ask
*Daddy*, and Father Thomas or the nuns would only get mad at me."
"No problem. Let's just not go telling everyone who set you up for that
stuff, OK? You dad is my friend, and I don't know how much he would
appreciate _me_ showing you that stuff. And Father Thomas and the nuns would
probably pitch a fit and start praying at me!" I joked.
Seriously, she told me "Don't worry, I won't. Is it okay if I tell some of
my friends about this, though? There are a lot of us that don't know any of
this stuff."
"Well, I suppose that would be okay, IF you're careful about who you tell,
and don't bring me into it. I imagine that some of the parents would be a
little upset with me if they knew where their girls were getting the
information."
"Sure, that's no problem. I wouldn't do anything to get you in trouble after
you've done so much to help me."
"So, what's the question? You did say that you wanted to ask me something."
I said.
"Well, actually, it's a couple of things."
"Okay, then, start with the first one, and we'll go from there." I answered.
"Um, well, some of those places talked about something called an 'orgasm' or
'climax', and I think I know that it's something good, but I'm not real sure
what it is."
Hoo-boy. What have I gotten myself into?
"Jan, I'm not quite sure how to explain it to you. Physically, an orgasm is
the body's response to sexual stimulation. Emotionally, it's something
else."
"You mean that when I touch myself - I mean, masturbate - that's an orgasm?"
(MY turn to blush. Yes, I still can.)
"No, Jan, I don't think so. I expect that what you were feeling was 'just'
arousal, or stimulation. I don't think there would have been any doubts if
you had ever had an orgasm."
"Oh. Then what does an orgasm feel like?"
(Shit.)
Nothing to do but continue "Well, it's different for men and women, for
obvious reasons. For men, climax is when they are stimulated enough to
ejaculate their sperm into the woman. I have no idea of what it feels like
for women, except to use a description I read that is supposedly from the
French - they call it 'the little death'."
"Oh. Well, you're a man; have you ever climaxed?"
(Is it me, or is it getting warm in here?)
"Yes, I've had climaxes before. Remember, I was married before, and my wife
and I had sex many times." (no need to bring up the Navy days)
"What is it like?"
(Whose bright idea was this, anyway? Bastard should be shot!)
"I don't know that it's anything that I could really describe to you. It's
not that I'm not willing" - like hell! - "it's just that there simply aren't
the words. Remember that definition I told you? That's about as close as I
could get, without taking several hours and a whole lot of words."
"Okay, I guess."
"Trust me, Jan - I don't think that it's going to be too long before you
know for yourself what it's like. And when you do, you'll understand why
it's so hard for me to describe. Okay?"
"Yeah, I suppose. You said that it was one thing, physically, and something
else, emotionally. You can't tell me what it is physically, so can you tell
me what it's like emotionally?"
"Well, I can tell you what *I* think it's about. If you check around, you
can probably find some more answers, too."
"I will, but I'd like to know what *you* think."
"For starters, I think of the sex act as being something different from the
act of making love."
"What do you mean? Aren't they the same thing?"
"Physically - I mean, as far as the physical act - yes, they are usually the
same. But emotionally - in my heart - they are two *very* different things.
I suppose you could think of them this way: sex is the physical act, and
making love is the emotional joining."
"I kinda see what you're saying."
"Okay, how about this: sex is what two animals do to make more animals; the
whole biblical go-forth-and-multiply thing. Making love is when two people
join in the physical act of sharing their hearts with each other."
"Okay, I understand that."
"Now, here's the tricky part: sex can be as simple as two dogs making new
puppies, or as complicated as a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship.
Making love usually means the physical act, but there can be a making of
love without the physical joining."
"I'm confused, now. How does that work? And what's the difference?"
"For the sex part, it's a matter of how *each* of them cares for the other.
If they like each other enough, they can join in physical pleasure without
getting their hearts involved - kind of like helping each other feel good."
- a smile from her - "Making love is something else. Suppose that a woman
was married to a man that had been hurt in such a way that he was physically
unable to have sex with her. But, because he has given his heart - his love
- to her, he may find another way to bring her physical pleasure. To me,
taking a physical action to make another person happy, _without worrying
about your own pleasure or satisfaction_ is what 'making love' is all about.
Got it?" I asked.
"Yeah, I think so. But what is love?"
(Damn! And I thought I was gonna get away clean!)
I answered with "I don't think there's one answer that would make everybody
happy - I expect that there are as many opinions on that as there are
people. For me, though, it's when another person means as much, or more, to
you than yourself."
"What do you mean?"
"How about an example. If Leo or John was inside a burning house, would you
try to rescue them, even if it meant you might get hurt?"
"Of course!"
"THAT is love. Now, that doesn't mean that because you love them you would
want to have sex with them, only that the _emotional_ bond is there.
Understand?"
"Yeah. But how is that love different from physical love?"
"You've got several friends, right?"
"Yeah"
"Do you like ALL of them _exactly_ the same way, and for the same reason?"
"No, of course not."
"It's the same thing with love. The way that you love your dad is different
than the way you love your brothers is different than the way you would love
someone that you would make love with."
"Okay, I kinda get it now."
"Well, if you kinda get it, then you're doing a whole lot better than most
people: there are a lot of people out in the world that get physical love
and emotional love mixed up, and spend a lot of their lives being unhappy,
and making others even more unhappy." I replied.
"Is that why Daddy and Mom divorced?"
(Ahhhhhh, *SHIT!*)
"No, I don't think so. Have you ever stopped being friends with someone? Not
because of something that anyone did, but because it just sort of happened?"
"Yeah."
"I expect that it's the same with your mom and dad. They loved each other a
lot, but they just couldn't stay happy with each other. It's like a grown-up
version of the problems that you have with Lou and John: you love them, but
sometimes they just make you crazy, right?"
A laugh. "Yeah, sometimes."
"Same thing with your mom and dad. Sometimes your mom did stuff that made
your dad crazy, and sometimes it was the other way around. Most of the time,
they loved each other enough to forgive the craziness, but after a while,
they decided that they would rather love each other, and be divorced, than
stay married and make each other crazy."
"Okay, I understand. Right after the divorce, I worried sometimes that maybe
it was something I did, or that Leo and John were doing."
"Jan, don't ever think like that. You're a good person, and I can promise
you that I've talked to your mom and dad enough to know that their divorce
had absolutely nothing to do with your or your brothers - other than BOTH of
them wanted to make sure that you were all happy, and knew that they both
love you, and were taken care of properly."
"Thanks, Dan. I feel a lot better about it, now. Is it okay if I get on the
computer again?"
"Sure, Trouble. The boys won't be home from the park for a while, and
there's no reason you shouldn't."
When Paul got back from his trip, he and I were sitting on the patio having
a beer when I told him that Jan had asked me some questions about sex and
human anatomy. He wanted to know what I told her, and I explained to him
what I'd done - without bothering him with the details of how the situation
came up. He wasn't happy about being locked out of her Internet usage on the
subject, but when I pointed out that if she thought he could watch, she
wouldn't look at _anything_ - and stay ignorant, and thus more likely to
find herself in 'trouble'. That seemed to placate him, and he thanked me for
not only helping her, but also letting him know what was going on. I
suggested that he tell her that we'd talked, and that he was okay with it,
which he agreed to.
It was a week or so before Paul got the nerve up to talk to Jan. A couple of
days later, I was invited to join them for steaks from the grill.
Jan met me in the den, and gave me a strange look before asking, "Did you
tell Daddy what we talked about the other day?"
"No, I didn't tell him _what_ we talked about - only that we DID talk, and
the general subject."
"I don't know if I like that."
"Well, Trouble, you've got to understand that your dad is my friend. I
wasn't real comfortable about helping you that way without his knowledge. At
the same time, I wasn't going to do anything to break the trust YOU showed
me. This just seemed like a good way to get him involved - which I think you
would agree he *should* be - without getting you in trouble, or having him
upset with me. Nothing has changed, other than the fact that now he *knows*
that you're learning about the general subject of sex education. He still
doesn't know what you're looking at or learning - just like I don't. The
only thing that's different is that now we don't have to worry about hiding
something from him. I'd say that was a good thing, wouldn't you?"
"Well, yeah, I suppose. I guess that's okay, then. Do you tell him about
everything, though?"
"No, just about the stuff that I think is really, really important, and that
I think he needs to know about. That's why I only told him that we had
talked about the general subject of sex, but not any of the details. I think
you'll also be happy to know that HOW we got onto the subject wasn't
mentioned," I added, smiling.
She turned only a little pink, and replied "Yeah, I kinda figured you didn't
say anything about *that*. From the way he acted, I don't think he could
have talked to me at all, if he knew!"
"Trouble, I want you to know that you can trust me not to tell your dad
about _everything_ we talk about. And if there is something I *must* tell
him, I'm not going to spill any secrets - I'll only say as much as I
absolutely have to. I hope you can see that from the way I talked to him."
"Sure, I can understand that. I do trust you; I was just surprised by it,
was all."
"Okay, how about if there's something I think I need to tell your dad, I say
so to you, first? Then we can agree on how much and what I can tell him, so
that you're not surprised again."
"That sounds okay." She answered. After a little pause, she added, "Yeah, I
can live with that. Sometimes I have to tell to Daddy about stuff I hear Leo
or John talking about, so I think I understand what you're saying."
"Fair enough. If you're happy, then I'm happy. Let's go burn a cow!"
With that, we headed out to the patio.
A couple of weeks went by before Paul had to go on another out of town trip.
I was again the Designated Authority Figure, this time on a Tuesday, after
school had let out.
The kids were okay to leave for a few hours at a time, so I was able to get
some work done during the day, after stopping by around mid-morning; still,
I made sure and got to their place about mid to late afternoon. As an
engineering consultant and designer, I usually have enough slack that taking
time for such things isn't a problem.
I found a note that the boys had gone off to the local park for a baseball
game; a little noise revealed that Jan was in the den in front of the
computer.
As I moved up next to her, she looked up at me, but continued reading the
web page she had up. A brief look revealed that it was something involving
how quickly breasts grew on teen females. With extreme casualness, I made my
way over to the stereo, and asked Jan if it would bother her if I listened
to some music. A quick shake of her head, and I soon had some Mozart playing
while I read a technical magazine I'd received that day.
The next thing that I noticed was the sound of a small riot approaching the
den: Leo and John were back, demanding to be fed, and *right now*. I looked
up to see Jan shutting down the computer; then we both got up and headed
toward the kitchen to prepare supper. During the meal - spaghetti with
meatballs, garlic bread, and salad - I noticed that Jan kept looking at me.
I discretely checked to make sure that I'd shaved, my fly was zipped up,
that I didn't have a spaghetti noodle stuck to my forehead, and so on.
After supper, the boys headed in to the living room for a rousing game of
Nintendo while Jan and I cleared the table, and cleaned the kitchen. As we
were finishing, Jan asked me if she could talk to me for a minute. I agreed,
and suggested Cokes at the dining table.
When we were seated, I just looked at her, and raised my eyebrow.
She started off with the big guns: "Dan, do you think my breasts are too
small?"
"Why, do you?" I asked, trying for time to think.
"I don't know. A lot of the other girls at school have bigger ones, and I
wonder if I don't need some kind of shots or something."
"Jan, I'm sure you've noticed that women have all different sizes of breasts
- some larger, some smaller, most in-between. You're only 14..."
"Almost 15!"
"Almost 15, and I think your breasts are just the size they need to be - for
YOU."
"But don't you think they should be bigger?"
"Trouble, I think they fit you just fine."
That earned me a dirty look before she said, "I didn't ask if you thought
they fit okay, I asked if you thought they should be bigger."
"Jan, why are you asking me this? I mean, _really_?"
She hesitated a bit, before answering with "I heard some of the boys at
school talking, and they all wanted to go out with one girl that has really
large ones. I thought if mine were bigger, they'd want to go out with me,
too. I want to be pretty, like she is."
"Trouble, I think what you were hearing was just hormones talking in those
guys. Do you think your mom is pretty?"
"Sure!"
"But she doesn't have a large bust, does she?"
"Well, no."
"Stop and think about it for a bit: think of all the movie actresses that
are so popular. How many of them have large busts, and how many are
small-to-medium sized? And think carefully about what you hear guys say
about the girls with the really large breasts, and look at the women that
*most* men choose to be their wives. It's the difference between lusting
after the unusual, and loving the realistic."
"Yeah, I suppose."
"Trust me on this one, Trouble: You look just fine, and I don't think you're
going to have any problems finding a boy that agrees with me."
That seemed to comfort her, and we went into the living room to watch TV
while Leo and John electronically mangled and mutilated each other in the
den. Before long, it was time for them to go to bed, and not much later,
Jan left, as well.
Imagine my surprise when, a few minutes later, Jan joined me in the living
room again - wearing her bathrobe. I pretended not to notice, and she sat
down at the opposite end of the couch from me. I could see that she had
something on her mind, but was willing to let her pick her own time and
place to say her piece.
First one program finished, then another. Finally, though, I could see her
turn to me. I waited until she cleared her throat before taking notice. When
I did turn and look at her, she hesitated a moment before speaking.
"I've been thinking about what you said about women, and their breasts."
"Yeah?"
"I think you're probably right."
"Thank you."
"But I'm still not sure about *my* breasts. I don't know if they look okay,
or not."
"Jan, from where I sit, I think they look just fine."
With that, she seemed to reach a decision - the decision to open her robe,
and show me her bare chest.
What I saw was a pair of smallish - each about the size of half an orange,
or perhaps a bit larger - breasts, gently rounded, and capped with
freckle-brown areolas and pencil-eraser-sized (and obviously erect) nipples.
I looked up at her face, and saw a mixture of emotions on it - fear of
rejection, embarrassment, and a bit of arousal. I raised an eyebrow in
question, and got a nod in permission to look more closely.
Moving carefully and slowly, I slid a bit closer, and leaned forward a
little for a closer look. What I saw was a slight crinkling of her areola
and nipples as her arousal grew - along with a slight, faint dusting of
freckles across the upper slopes of her breasts. Otherwise, her skin was
flawless: a warm, rosy pink, without blemishes. She shivered a bit, and I
could see the ever-so-slight jiggle of firm, young, female flesh. When I
looked up again (after trying to memorize the sight!), she had a nervous -
but questioning - look on her face.
I slid back to my end of the couch, and smiled at her, before telling her "I
was right - from where I sit, they look just fine. Better than that, they
look delightful! What you might think you lack in quantity, you more than
make up for in quality."
She looked relieved, and closed her robe - something I must confess I
regretted.
With her robe closed, she looked at me again, blushed slightly, and said,
"Okay, I guess now I can believe you."
I laughed briefly, and asked her "What? Is this a face that would lie to
you?" gesturing to my own face.
She giggled, and headed back to her room.
I have to admit that the view she'd given me stimulated me - but not enough
to follow up on it. Understand, I enjoy pretty young girls as much as anyone
else - but this was my best friend's daughter, only 14 years old, and
someone that I'd grown fond of, in an Uncle-like way. I wasn't about to do
anything to frighten or otherwise disturb her - never mind anything that
would alienate her dad, my friend. All I could do was remember it (with
fondness!), without any plan or hope that things would go any farther.
Part 2
Several weeks went by before Paul had to go on any more road trips. During
that time, he and I got together several times to have a couple beers, watch
a game on TV, or even play a little (bad) golf. As was usually the case, our
conversations varied in subject: anything from what the lugnuts in Congress
were doing to screw up the country, to (only slightly exaggerated) stories
from our youth, to how the kids were doing. On that last subject he once
asked me if I had any idea of how Jan was doing on her sex ed stuff on the
Net. I honestly told him that I'd made her stuff hidden, and that I really
had no idea what she was looking at or learning - and pointed out that I
suspected that neither one of particularly *wanted* to know, when it got
right down to it. That earned me a wry laugh, along with his agreement.
When he finally did have to leave, though, it was a doozy: 3 full days, and
most of a fourth, in late June.
I had just finished a big project, and had several days before I needed to
start on the next one, so Paul and I agreed that I would just go ahead and
stay at his place. It simplified the logistics, and most important, didn't
leave the kids without someone to turn to in case there were any problems.
As usual on his multi-day trips, he had promised the kids that he'd call
each night to talk to them.
Things went along just fine - all the kids had something to do during the
day, so I only had to make a couple of pickups and deliveries of warm
bodies. That meant that I was able to take a couple of naps, and just
generally laze about. Even the evenings went well, at first. The boys would
get wrapped up in a movie on cable TV, and by the time it ended, they were
ready - if not necessarily willing - for bed. Jan would have a friend or two
over (with her dad's permission and my approval), and they'd normally spend
most of the evening in her room, chattering about teenage girl stuff (boys,
clothes, boys, school, boys, and whatever else they could think of). I'd
either watch TV with Leo and John, read a book, or just sit outside on the
patio with a beer, and watch the world go by.
It wasn't until the last evening - before Paul was to get home - that things
changed.
To start with, each of the boys had been invited to spend the night with one
of their friends, with them to be returned early the following morning. Paul
had Okayed it, so I was fine with it, as well. It was a relatively quick
trip to get each of them delivered to the appropriate place - along with a
(possibly futile) admonition to behave themselves.
When I got back from that, Jan quietly informed me that her friend had
called to cancel a visit. I asked her what she was going to do, and she
shocked me by saying that she hoped she could have a talk with me about some
of the stuff that she'd learned on the Internet. I wasn't real happy about
the idea, but determined to 'be there' for her when she needed someone, so I
agreed.
After a little fiddling around, we got settled in the den, with each of us
at opposite ends of a large couch.
The conversation started out mildly enough - her wanting to verify some of
what she'd read on the sites she'd visited: slang terms for anatomical
parts, and so on. I think both of us blushed more than once, at first,
before we simply hit some kind of 'intimacy overload', and the terms just
became more words.
Things started to heat up, though, when she started asking me if I'd ever
done any of the things she'd read about: oral sex, anal sex, mutual
masturbation, and such. I have to admit that I was a little uncomfortable
discussing it with her (mostly because of her age, though a little because
of the previous views I'd had of her, as well). I did concede to pretty much
most of the stuff she'd read about (which, happily, hadn't been all *that*
much!), and when pressed, provided explanations and details of the acts -
though not the time or circumstances. (How do you explain a 19-year-old
sailor stationed overseas renting 3 bar girls - all at the same time - for a
long weekend? Particularly to your best friends young daughter? Yeah, it was
fun (!!), but how do you *explain* it?)
I could tell from the expression(s) on her face as I was talking that she
wasn't any too sure about some of what I was saying. But, when she asked
even more explicit questions, I answered as honestly and completely as I
could.
Finally, there came the questions I least wanted to hear: the ones about
*her*, and what _she_ was experiencing. Again, it was the combination of her
age and being my best friends daughter that was throwing me off - but I
didn't see any choice but to 'soldier on'. After all, it was me that got her
started on this stuff, so it was up to me to see it through.
She told me about how she sometimes got a 'funny feeling' between her legs,
where her vagina was (it helped that we were using medical-type terms). She
told me how sometimes she would 'just start thinking about boys', and her
nipples would get hard, and sometimes show through her blouse or shirt. She
told me how sometimes, when she was going to start her period, she would
start getting a strange 'empty feeling' between her legs, and her vagina
would get so wet that it would make her panties damp. She told me how she
would sometimes daydream, and wake up to find herself squeezing her thighs
together because it felt good where her clitoris was. She told me that she
would sometimes wake up in the morning with her hand pressed against her
vagina and clitoris, and her pajama bottoms would be soaked with her
'wetness'. After each of these 'revelations', I'd try to reassure her that
what she was experiencing was a perfectly normal part of becoming a sexually
aware and sexually mature young lady - despite the increase in my arousal
(concealed as best I could) at hearing about each of them.
She had one last thing, though, that completely threw me for a loop:
"Uncle Dan, I think the thing that bothers me the most is that I don't
really *know* what naked people look like."
"Excuse me? You don't know what the parts are on boys? Didn't you give your
brothers baths when they were younger? You can't see what's what on the
other girls in your gym class at school, when you take showers? Didn't those
Web sites have diagrams or pictures on them?"
"Yes to all of that - except that it's just not the _same_."
"In what way?"
"Well, for instance, I kinda know what girls look like down there, but I
don't know what *I* look like - not really. I know what _boys_ look like,
but I don't think Leo and John are quite the same as a real man - like you,
for instance."
I found that I had one blush left in me - fortunately, the lights weren't
that bright, so I don't *think* she noticed.
"So why are you telling me this, then?" Please, God, no, not what I think
she's thinking...
"I want you to show me."
Fine, God, be like that. Screw me over. Again.
"Um, show you _what_? Which one did you want? Not that it matters, since
your dad would kill one or both of us in either case." I replied.
"Well, actually, I was hoping I could learn, um, both, if you could. I know
that Daddy might not like it, but I *really* want to know, and it's not like
we'd, um, actually, um, *do* anything, um, you know?" she blurted.
"Jan, I *really* don't think that would be a good idea. I mean, if you want
to find out what YOU look like, you could just use a mirror or something,
you know? As for what an older boy looks like, I think you could probably
find a volunteer or two that were closer to your age at school."
"I know that I could use a mirror, but it's just not the same - I mean, all
I could do would be compare myself to some general drawing, and I'd never
know if I was, like, *weird* or something down there. I mean, you made me
feel better about my, um, breasts that time, so I don't understand why you
can't do the same thing now - you know, between my legs. And if I ever
looked at one of the boys at school, he'd tell *everybody* that I did it,
even if he didn't say I did more. You _know_ how much trouble I'd be in if
that happened."
Thinking back to when I was that age, I could easily understand her point
about the boys at school. As for the other, I found myself in a real
quandary: as reluctant as I was to do anything that would piss of her dad or
screw up her mind about sex, there was a certain desire (!!) to get another
- even better - look at her young body. What the hell was I thinking when I
started this? I wasn't stoned, so I must have just been stupid!
Apparently, she could see the conflicting emotions and thoughts on my face,
because she demonstrated the good sense to simply sit there, and wait,
rather than giving me an excuse to refuse outright.
After a few minutes of serious thought, I was finally able to rationalize my
lust with the thought that reassuring her of her normal genital development
would have a beneficial effect on her psyche and personality. Yeah, I know -
but at least it _sounded_ good.
I finally came out of the trance I was in, and looked at her. Apparently,
she could see the answer on my face, because she brightened up considerably.
"Okay, Trouble, I'll do it - but only on two conditions."
"Do which? And what conditions?"
"Both, if you really insist. The conditions are pretty obvious, I think.
First, you dad will *never ever* hear about this, from EITHER of us, under
any conditions. If he found out, you'd be lucky to leave the house before
you turned 50, and I'd be lucky if he killed me quickly. Second, the minute
either one of us feels uncomfortable or wants to stop, they say so, and
that's the end of it - right then, with no argument or discussion."
"Yeah, I really do want both. I think you're right about the first
condition, and I think I'd like the second one, too, so I agree to them."
That said, we sat there for a bit looking at each other before she spoke
again.
"Uncle Dan, how do we do this? I mean, do we, um, just strip right here, or
what?"
That lead to a little bit of discussion on the details and how we were going
to go about it. We finally agreed on doing it there in the den, so that
there wouldn't be any kind of sexual overtones, and that she would get ready
in her bedroom, and wear her robe back into the den. I would undress in the
bathroom (and leave my clothes there, so there wouldn't be any kind of added
stimulus), and wear one of her dad's robes. When we met back in the den,
she'd started to print out copies of the male and female diagrams that she'd
seen, so that she could still use them as references.
That settled, there was only a moment's awkwardness before we split up, each
to get ready.
When we met again in the den, Jan was already at the computer, and waiting
for the second of the two diagrams she'd selected to print out. At my
suggestion, she agreed that we'd just sit on the floor, next to each other,
and go over the drawings a bit before proceeding. She accepted my reasoning
that going that route would let us get a little more comfortable with the
situation before going too far with it - and thus give us each a little
extra time to chicken out (which made her laugh).
As the second diagram started to print, I turned the lights up so we could
see better, then went ahead and sat down on the floor, with my back against
the couch - careful to pull the robe I was wearing closed (but not tight). A
few moments later, Jan joined me, also careful to hold her robe closed while
getting situated.
Once settled, it didn't take long for us to get started - she showed me the
diagrams that she'd selected, and together we talked a little about the
differences between the stylized (idealized?) drawings she had, and what was
likely to be found in the real world. It was when I pointed out that there
was a lot of variation in the general shape of a woman's genitals that we
finally got to the 'main event'. Jan started it by opening the lower part of
her robe, and spreading her legs a bit, and asking me to explain what I
meant. I told her that I'd have to have a little look between her legs, so
that I could use her own shape as a reference point. She nodded her
understanding, and spread her legs even further, and bringing her knees up a
bit to raise her pelvis up. I leaned over to have a look, and got a truly
delightful view: I could see that she had a gently teardrop-shaped patch of
medium density, but fine-textured light brown pubic hair that started at her
pubic bone, and flowed down onto her labia. There, I could see that she was
a little aroused by the fact that her inner lips were peeking though the
wispy down, and the hood of her clitoris was visible at the top of her
cleft.
I could see that the transition from her lower belly and pubis to the
outside of her vagina was less angular than it is in a lot of women: there
are some where their labia are almost at right angles to their lower
bellies, while in others, it is a much less acute transition. Gesturing in
the air, and using the palm of my hand as a reference for a pubic area, made
varying shapes with my fingers together to explain to her the variations I
was aware of. She got the idea fairly quickly, and used her own hand to
'mould' her unique shape and compare it to some of the ones I'd shown her -
and thus reassure herself that that part of her was well within the norm.
When she would hold her hand up next to mine, I could sometimes catch a
faint (delightfully sweet/musky) scent of her, and see a trace of moisture
on one or more of her fingers - but I was careful not to mention it, for
fear of embarrassing her (and ending the show!).
Of course, this led to a discussion of the size and shape of the mons. As we
talked, we both gradually relaxed, so by the time the subject progressed to
the size and shape of the inner lips, I was resting on my side, on my elbow,
face about level with her bellybutton, and she had spread the lower part of
her robe completely, and was sitting there with her knees raised about
halfway, and her legs spread fairly wide. Of course, in the position I was
in, my robe had parted, and my semi-erect penis was lying on my leg - not
fully exposed, but clearly visible. For her part, the reaching and moving
she'd done had opened the top of her robe a bit, as well - making almost all
of her breasts visible.
So it was that when we got to the subject of the size and shape of inner
lips, it seemed perfectly reasonable for us to _each_ shuck our robes, and
proceed fully nude. This was also when I found that she'd had the presence
of mind to bring along a large hand mirror, so that she could get a clearer
view of her own anatomy. A moments discussion and it was agreed that she
would continue sitting as she was, while I would scoot down and lay on my
stomach between her knees (close enough to see, but not _too_ close) and
hold the mirror, so that I could see what she was pointing at or talking
about.
>From those positions, we were easily able to reference the female anatomy
drawing, and compare it with Jan's own structures. When necessary, I was
able to reassure her that her development and dimensions were well within
the 'normal' range, as I knew them.
As we progressed, it became quite plain that she was becoming more and more
aroused, but I remained silent about it. Not that it didn't have an effect
on me, mind you. The sight (and smell!) of her obvious arousal was enough to
keep my penis in a constant state of semi-erection; it was only by lying to
myself outrageously, and pretending this was just an anatomy lesson and she
was another girl, was I able to keep from developing a genuine
diamond-cutting erection.
It was only when she decided that she really, truly had to see the hymen
that made her a virgin did she concede that she was excited:
"Um, Uncle Dan, I want to see this hymen thing they say makes me a virgin."
"Er, well, I suppose we could do that, but that would mean that you would
have to spread your legs pretty wide, and you would have to spread the
opening of your vagina so you could see into it far enough."
"Yeah, I kinda figured that, but, um, well, I don't know if I can."
"What do you mean? You don't want me to see you doing it, or is there
something else about it?"
"No, I don't mind you seeing me do it - I mean, you've seen everything else
by now! What I mean is that I feel funny, and I'm kind of wet down there,
and I don't know if that would make any difference."
"Jan, if you mean that you're feeling sexually aroused, that's fine; I can
understand that. As for being wet, I expect that would make it easier for
you to see inside."
"Well, yeah, I *am* feeling aroused, like you said. I think maybe you
noticed it as soon as it started to happen, didn't you?"
"Now that you mention it, yes, I did kind of suspect that's what was
happening."
"Why didn't you say something?"
"Mostly because I didn't want to embarrass you." I answered.
"*Mostly* didn't want to embarrass me? What else?"
"Don't get mad at me, but I thought it was pretty sexy, too, and I liked
it."
That seemed to surprise her a bit, and she paused a little before saying
"You mean you thought I was sexy? It didn't gross you out or anything?"
"No, it didn't gross me out - like I said, I liked it. The sight - and yes,
smell! - of a sexually aroused woman is something that most men like. And
yes, I thought it was sexy - and thought YOU were sexy."
"I could smell me, but I didn't think you could. Oh, god, I'm *SO*
embarrassed!"
"Whoa, Trouble, stop right there. You didn't listen to what I said!"
"What?"
"Didn't you hear me when I said that the sight AND smell were things that
most men liked?"
"Uh, no. You really mean it? Why?"
"Yes, I really meant it. As for why, I don't know that I can explain it,
except to say that an obviously aroused and excited woman is something that
touches almost every man - it's the kind of thing that hits us at our most
basic level, and makes us glad we're men."
"Really? You think of me as a woman?"
"It really does have that effect on us. I suspect it's kind of the man
equivalent of the feeling women get just by holding a baby - it's the kind
of feeling that lets us know to our very soul just who and what we are." I
responded, trying to delay answering the second question.
She wasn't going for it, though: "But what about me as a woman?"
"Trouble, you're at a stage that's difficult to define: physically, you're
in transition between girl and woman: in theory, you could start having
babies at any time, now that you're having periods and all that. The problem
is that you're a *young* woman; yeah, I know, _almost_ 15, but still YOUNG.
Remember, you didn't start having periods until not so long ago, and the
fact that you're not fully developed yet means that - strictly speaking -
you're not fully a woman, yet, either. But, because I care about you, and
know what kind of person you are, and how grown up you are - most of the
time! - I'm willing to talk to you as the woman I expect you'll be, and not
the girl you WERE. Am I making sense?"
"Yeah, I understand. I kind of feel the same way, sometimes - there are
times when I want to play with Leo and John like I did when we were smaller,
but there are other times when they seem like such _children_."
"Well, duh! Leo's 10 and John's 7. Doesn't that qualify as children?"
She laughed, and admitted, "Yeah, I suppose. But you know what I meant."
"Yeah, I did."
"So anyway, does that mean that I can go ahead and look at my hymen, then?"
"Sure, I don't know why not, as long as you're careful not to hurt
yourself."
"What do you mean hurt myself? I thought you were going to help me!" she
replied.
"Well, I didn't know if you would want me around for that, was all. I mean,
this other stuff is one thing, but you'll be pretty exposed when you go
hymen hunting."
She laughed before responding "Yeah, I know I'll be pretty open - but if
you've seen this much, I don't know that I have that much left to hide -
particularly with my boobs hanging out, too! And don't pretend you didn't
notice, either - I saw you looking!"
"Guilty as charged - yes, I was looking. Like I told you before, I think
they're delightful. You're pretty, and I have to confess to liking to look
at pretty things - and your boobs, as you call them, certainly qualify. When
they're hanging out like that, yes, I'm going to look - but I'm not going to
start trying to look down your blouse or anything like that, either, so you
don't have to worry about me becoming some pervert, with my tongue hanging
out and drooling all over my shirt whenever you wear something that shows
off your figure."
"Uncle Dan, I could NEVER think of you as a pervert. I know that whenever I
start talking to you about my body and sex and stuff it makes you
uncomfortable. I don't think it's because you're trying to do anything to
me, or anything like that; I think it's just because you don't want to scare
me or anything. I know that the only reason you agreed to help me tonight is
because you think you have to do it to help keep me from getting into some
kind of trouble - because you love me. Not the making love kind, but the
non-physical kind you told me about."
What could I say to something like that?
She continued with "So don't worry about looking at my boobs, or seeing my
vagina or anything like that. I know that you're not going to do anything to
hurt me or embarrass me. Actually, knowing that you like my boobs, it makes
me feel prettier, and special - like I don't feel like I *have* to go out
with just _any_ of the boys at school to feel good. I know that I can wait
until there's one that I really LIKE."
After that last sentence of hers, even if her dad DID find out about this
and killed me, it would be worth it, knowing I'd managed to accomplish
something GOOD with her.
"So now that that's out of the way, what do we need to do to go hymen
hunting?" she asked, with a giggle.
I thought about it for a minute, and said, "Well, the obvious thing is to
find out if your vagina can open up enough for you to see it. I see you're
still wet" - I couldn't help teasing her a little - "so I suppose the thing
to do would be for you to open your legs as far as you can, and see if you
can open your vagina enough."
With that, she spread her legs father than I ever thought she could, rested
herself on her tailbone to tilt her pelvis up, and leaned forward. Following
her instructions, I adjusted the mirror until she had a fairly clear view.
Try as she might, though, she just couldn't seem to get a clear enough (in
her opinion - mine differed!) look at what she was after.
"Uncle Dan, I can't seem to get everything open enough to see inside. I
think I need your help."
"What do you mean?" I asked, afraid of what I thought the answer would be.
"I think if you hold me open on the outside, I can open myself up the rest
of the way on my own."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure I want you to touch me on the outside, if that's what you're
asking. I know that you're not going to start trying to poke at me or
anything, and I really want to see."
"What do you want?"
"If you can hold me open with one hand, so you can hold on to the mirror,
I'm pretty sure I can use my hands to see inside."
I tried it, reluctantly, and found that the strength in my thumb and
forefinger was more for gripping than spreading. With her encouragement,
though, I found that I could hold the mirror in position with my chin, and
use both thumbs to spread her vaginal opening. This meant that I had my
hands on her cute, tight little ass cheeks - something that didn't upset me
_too_ much!
A couple of minutes later, Jan had managed to get herself opened up enough
that she (and I) could see the ring of her hymen, not far inside her vagina.
She pushed an experimental finger inside herself, and found that it was a
bit dry to go very far. Looking me right in the eye, she carefully slid her
finger in and out several times, spreading the ample lubrication she'd
developed in her arousal. It wasn't long before she was able to insert it
far enough to be able to feel the very definition of her virginity. She
experimented with it a bit, prodding at it from several different angles,
before deciding that it was something that she'd have to deal with later.
That settled, she pulled her finger out, which I took as my cue to let go of
her. I looked up at her, and asked if there was anything else she wanted to
know, or talk about before I got up.
She responded by asking me "Do you think my hair down there is okay?"
That threw me off a bit, and I had to think for a moment before I could
answer "Sure, why not?"
She gave me the "you are *such* a goober!" look before answering, "I mean,
it just seems that there isn't very much of it. Some of the girls at school
have *lots* more. Some of them even look like they've got little animals
stuck down there!" she giggled.
"Remember the talk we had about your breasts?"
"Yeah"
"Well, it's a lot like that with your pubic hair. Your breast growth, and
hair growth here, are controlled by the different hormones and chemicals in
your body. As long as you eat right, your body is going to develop the way
it should, for YOU. You know what I think of your breasts; as far as I can
tell, your hair here is developing at about the same rate. When I was about
your age, I didn't think I had much hair, either, and felt bad about it. It
wasn't until later that I found out that I'd developed just the way I was
supposed to. A bit later than some of the other guys at school, but still
normal."
"You did?"
"Yup. As bad as I felt about it, and as much as it bothered me, *that's* why
I'm willing to try and answer YOUR questions - so you won't have to go
through some of the doubts and such that I did."
"Really?"
"You bet. Jan, anything I can do to help you deal with all the changes and
such that you're going through, I'll do. It might make me a bit
uncomfortable at times, as you've noticed, but I'll do it - as long as it
saves you some of the problems I went through."
"Thanks, Uncle Dan. Is it okay if I give you a hug?"
"Uh, yeah, but only AFTER we're done, and have our robes on again, okay?"
"Chicken!"
"Squawk! Squawk!"
She laughed, and then got an impish look on her face, telling me "Well, now
that you've seen mine, I get to see yours!"
That announcement left me with mixed feelings - who would mind having a
cute, naked teenybopper eyeballing his dick? But if it was your best friends
daughter?
There was nothing to do but lay back and make the best of it.
I asked her "Do you want me to sit down, like you were, or sit or stand up,
or what?"
She thought about it for a minute, and said, "Well, since all of YOUR stuff
is on the outside, I guess the easiest thing would be for you to just lay
down, wouldn't it?"
I thought about it for a moment, agreed, and lay down on the floor, next to
her.
She leaned over me, with her male diagram in hand, and started looking me
over. Truth be told, I kind of felt like a specimen in a biology class, the
way she was looking and comparing. Fortunately (?), the male anatomy isn't
_that_ complicated, and it didn't take long for her to finish her exam.
Looking up at me, she asked, "Why do you look different here, at the end,
than the picture?"
Checking the diagram, I explained to her that I was circumcised, and the
diagram wasn't - and then had to explain what that involved. In response to
her now-saucer-sized eyes, I went on to explain that when it was done, it
usually happened when the boy was still a baby, and that I didn't have any
memories of the event.
That seemed to placate her, and she asked me "Is it okay if I look closer?"
"You mean you want to touch, and move things around, don't you?"
She blushed a bit, and admitted "Yeah. Is it okay?"
"Yes - but be _gentle_. A man's testicles - yes, those! - are very sensitive
to pressure. When you see a guy get hit in the crotch on one of those funny
video movies, THAT is why he folds up so fast."
That said, she began touching me. I was only semi-erect, so there wasn't the
problem of blowing my load all over her hand or anything, but it did make
for some interesting sensations as she moved things around, touched,
prodded, and so on. It was when she was weighing my balls in her hand while
holding my penis that I started to really get hard - as much as I tried not
to. Between her grip on my dick, holding my balls, and the feel of her tits
brushing against my side and leg, it was simply too much.
She looked up at me with a questioning expression.
All I could do was tell her the truth: "Um, the way you're touching and
holding me there, and the way your breasts are brushing against me, is
starting to make ME feel aroused. There's nothing to worry about, though."
She got a delighted look on her face, and started deliberately rubbing her
breasts against me while she softly squeezed my penis. Naturally enough, it
continued to grow.
"Is this what they call an erection, Uncle Dan?"
"Um, yeah, that's what it is."
"Am I embarrassing you?"
"Well, yeah, a little."
"Why?"
"It's just that you're still a bit young, and even though getting an
erection isn't something I've got a lot of control over, I still don't want
to do anything scare you or make YOU embarrassed."
"I'm not embarrassed. I think it's kind of cute."
Just what I needed to hear about my dick - "It's cute".
She continued, "Actually, it's kind of flattering."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, you told me that you thought of me as the woman I _would_ be, and I
guess this is proof that you really do think of me that way. And I guess it
means that you really do think I'm sexy, too, doesn't it?"
"Yeah, I suppose that you could think of it that way - as long as you
understand that I have no plan or desire to actually HAVE sex with you."
"No, I wouldn't want that either - but it's still kind of fun to see it and
touch it and everything. Are all men this big?"
Thanks for the ego boost, but I know better.
"No, sorry to disappoint you, but I'm actually about average - it's about 6
inches long, and a little more than a couple inches around."
"And this actually fits inside a woman?"
"Yeah, it really does - at least when I get the chance to check. Understand
that a woman stretches inside, so she can accept almost any size penis."
"You mean something like this could fit inside ME?"
"Well, not right away, it couldn't; first you would have to be sexually
aroused..."
"I guess!"
"And then you would have to break your hymen, so that the entire penis could
get inside you. The best bet would be to put only a little of it in at a
time, so that you didn't have to stretch everyplace at once, which might
hurt."
"I'll bet. So what IS the easiest way for a woman to take a man the first
time?"
"That would be if the man were to lay down, like I am, and let the woman be
over him. She could get herself positioned right, and the let herself sit
down on it slowly. Then, if she felt uncomfortable or any pain, she could
stop until she was ready again. In fact, if she needed to, she could raise
and lower herself several times, so that the wetness inside her helped
lubricate the man's penis, just like you had to move your finger in and out
several times before you could touch your hymen."
"Yeah, I can understand that."
She continued like that - gently rubbing me, holding and weighing and
caressing my balls, deliberately brushing her breasts against me, for
several more minutes before she was finally satisfied. When she was done,
she let go of me, and looked up at be before asking, "Are you going to be
okay?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, you don't have to climax now or anything do you?"
"No, I don't have to climax or anything. Just like you get sexually aroused
sometimes, without having a climax, men do to. It's just that with us, it's
a bit more obvious."
"Try a lot more obvious!" she laughed.
"Anyway, it's perfectly normal for a man to get an erection without having
to have sex. If it's left alone for a bit, it will go back to it's regular
size, and everything will be fine."
"What does regular size mean?"
"Well, you remember when you used to give Leo and John baths? And how their
penises would get small when they were wet or cold?"
"Yeah."
"It's like that, only sized different because I'm a grown man."
"Okay, I understand."
With that, she was content to sit there and watch as my erect penis slowly
deflated to normal. When it was finally done, she looked at me, and smiled,
and said "Thanks, Uncle Dan. I've learned a lot tonight, and I've got you to
thank for it."
"I hope you won't take this the wrong way, Trouble, but it was my pleasure."
- which earned me a laugh at the joke.
With that, we both got up, and put our robes on. Jan turned to me and
reminded me that she owed me a hug - which I promptly accepted. I have to
say that it was one of the most endearing, affectionate, and loving hugs I
could remember getting in a _long_ time. When we separated, she kissed me on
the cheek, and told me "Thanks again, Uncle Dan. It's nice to know that I
have somebody that will talk to me like I've actually got a brain, and will
explain and show things to me when I have a question or problem."
I hugged her again, and kissed her on her forehead, telling her that she
would always be special to me.
She smiled up at me, and told me goodnight before heading off to bed. I went
back into the bathroom, put on my clothes, and made myself comfortable on
the couch, so there would be someone there when she got up and the boys got
home in the morning.
Part 3
Over the next few weeks, Paul was kept pretty busy with a serious increase
in business. Somehow, though, he always managed to spend time with the kids.
The third week in July, we all celebrated Jan's 15th birthday. I bought her
a gold friendship bracelet, with 15 diamond chips. It wasn't expensive (I'd
talked it over with Paul), but after the paid-for driving lessons her dad
gave her, she seemed to think it was the greatest thing she'd ever gotten.
As a result, she wore it almost constantly. She told me few days later that
all of her friends were jealous of it, and that several had openly wished
that *they* had somebody to give them something like that.
Also about that time, there was an increase in the number of road trips that
Paul had to make - an increase that lasted over half way through August. As
a result, he and I were both hard-pressed to make sure that his kids always
had somebody they could turn to if there were any problems. But, we managed,
and the kids seemed to understand the problem, and tried to keep the number
of requests and problems to a minimum. Still, I was spending nearly as much
time at Paul's place as I was my own - sometimes 4 or 5 days in a row,
usually over weekends. And each time I was there, Jan seemed to find some
way or excuse to show herself off to me: wearing a too-large T-shirt and
leaning over to tell me something, so that I could see that she wasn't
wearing a bra; making sure that I 'caught' her as she went from the bathroom
to her bedroom after a shower when she wasn't wearing her robe; wearing a
short skirt one evening while we were all watching TV, and curling her leg
under herself so that I could see she wasn't wearing any panties. Each time,
she'd look me right in the eye while she did it, and all I would do was
smile at her, and give her a wink in recognition.
The most memorable, though, was when she called out to me from the bathroom,
claiming that she didn't have a towel - and would I bring her one? I pretty
much expected to get a view, but not to the degree that I did: after
knocking on the bathroom door, and told to enter, I started to leave the
towel where she could easily see it. Instead, she calmly got out of the
shower, buck naked, right there in front of me. Smiling at me, she raised
her arms over her head and got up on her toes, and did a slow pirouette for
me, letting me have a good look at everything she had: smooth skin, nicely
curved hips, firm bust, taut belly, and a tight little ass. She smiled even
more when she saw my involuntary response in my bulging jeans. I left the
towel on the counter, and tried to make my escape, but she had other plans -
grabbing me around my waist and giving me a hug, while pressing her breasts
into my chest and her pelvis into my erection. As much as I wanted more, I
controlled myself, and simply hugged her in return, and rubbed my hands up
and down her back, from shoulders to waist - careful to stay away from
anything too intimate. When she finally let me go, she looked up at me with
a strange look on her face, and simply said "Thanks, Uncle Dan." I wasn't
quite sure if she was thanking me for the towel, the hug, or rubbing her
back - and was too chicken to find out.
It was also during these trips that I finally realized that I had an idea of
where she was in her sex education by the questions that she would ask me
when we were alone. She never asked anything overtly sexual, thankfully, but
from the questions she did ask, and how often she asked them, I could tell
that she was still learning about things, but not being fanatical about it.
Apparently, she was taking it easy in what she was looking up, and trying to
make sure she understood something before moving on to a different topic.
Fortunately, the end of August saw things slow down for Paul, so that he
finally had the opportunity to spend some real time with the kids, and get
them ready for the start of school. I was careful to stay away for a while,
so that I didn't intrude or interfere with his time with them. With the
start of school, things quickly settle back into a routine that we were all
familiar with.
A couple of weeks into the school year, Jan announced that she wanted to
take part in a science project that several of the other kids were
participating in. Paul and I were both mildly surprised at this, since she'd
never shown any interest in such things before, but he readily agreed to her
request.
Over the next week or so, more and more details of the project became
available, and it quickly became obvious that she was going to need some
fairly hefty (for a 10th grader) technical information and resources. Paul
was about as un-technical as they come, and it didn't take long for me to
become the semi-resident science and technology guru for her. She was
spending a lot of her own time doing research and performing some of the
tests and experiments that were needed, but it was also necessary for me to
spend a considerable amount of time with her, explaining things, and just
generally making sure she didn't blow herself up or get electrocuted or
anything.
It was during these times, while we were waiting for something to happen,
that she would continue talking to me about some of the things that she'd
learned in her sex ed studies, and ask the occasional question, or even tell
me about some of the things that she was doing and feeling. More than once,
I found myself starting to sprout an erection at some of what she was
saying, but I was always careful not to be obvious about it, or make any
kind of big deal about it. I simply continued talking to her as though she
really did have a brain, and as though she were as grown up as she thought
she was.
Finally, as Thanksgiving approached, we had done as much as we could on the
science project - all that was left was for her to do her analysis of what
she'd worked on, and write a report on the whole process. Not a trivial
task, of course, but nothing overwhelming, either.
It was the first week of November when Paul got the word that he absolutely,
positively had to go on a road trip that would last a full week, as well as
both weekends around it. He was to leave late one Friday evening of the
second week of November, and return a week after the following Monday. He
was most definitely unhappy at the idea, as were the kids, but they all knew
that not liking it wasn't going to change anything. So, Paul and I got
together with the kids, and figured out what we were going to do, and how to
get it done. Since the kids schedule was pretty well set by their school, it
didn't take all that long before the what-to-do part was settled.
Surprisingly, it didn't take much longer for us to work out the 'how' part
of it. A few phone calls to get transportation help at a few points, and it
was settled: I'd spend the whole time at Paul's place. During the school
week, I'd drop the kids off at school, and collect them after. I'd handle
some of the transportation duties, but the kids would get most of their
rides from the parents of other kids that were involved - except on
weekends, when I would have the whole job. No special events like sleepovers
or parties were planned, and thus excluded until after Paul got back. If a
special event came up, and there was time, Paul would make the decision;
otherwise, what *I* said was _law_, with no argument or complaining. Since
we all pretty much knew what the routine was from prior experience, there
really weren't any problems expected - but Paul and I figured that it
couldn't hurt to make sure the kids understood exactly who was in charge,
and when.
When the fateful day came, it was decided that the kids could all go to the
airport to see Paul off - even though he was leaving a bit late, we figured
the kids could sleep late the next day (Saturday) to make up for it. As
usual, Paul promised to call them each night - a promise that he never
failed to keep, always calling about 7:30 so that he got them between supper
and bedtime. We all watched as Paul finally got his flight, and even hung
around long enough to watch the plane take off. I have to say, it was a
quiet bunch that rode back with me in Paul's minivan. By the time we got
home, Jan was the only one awake, and she helped get the boys to bed: I
carried Leo, and she carried John. We each stripped them down to their
underwear, put them under the covers, and left them to sleep it off, as it
were.
Jan was looking a bit sad and apprehensive, so I asked her if she wanted to
stay up for a bit with me before going to bed, and she readily agreed. She
watched as I made each of us a Coke, and added a splash of rum to mine. She
asked if she could have some too, and I figured that a _little_ bit might
help her relax and get to sleep. I wasn't worried about giving her alcohol,
since I knew that Paul let her have a little wine on every so often when
they went out to dinner. I added a much smaller amount to her Coke, and we
went into the den, again each sitting at opposite ends of their large couch.
With the stereo softly playing a little Beethoven, we sat there quietly for
several minutes, taking the occasional sip of our drinks. Finally, though,
Jan looked over at me, and said "Uncle Dan, I know it's only been a little
while, but I already miss Daddy. This is the first time he's ever gone away
for a trip this long."
"Well, Trouble, he'll be back soon enough. I know you'll miss him, but
remember that he didn't want to have to leave for this long, either."
"I know, but it's still hard."
"I know it is. But you pretty much a grown-up, now" - earning me a wry smile
- "and that's the kind of thing that grown ups have to learn to deal with.
I'm sure it will be hard, but try to be brave about it, because Leo and John
are going to be watching you to see how they should react. If you can be
calm about it, it will help them handle it, too. Besides, it's not like
you're really ALONE alone - I mean, I'm here, too, remember?"
"I know you're here, and I think that's the only thing that's keeping me
from crying right now. I'll try to be brave about Daddy being gone so that
John and Leo don't cry, but I don't know if I can do it."
"Jan, I didn't say you couldn't be sad, or cry. I just said that you should
try to make sure that the boys only see you being strong. If you have to cry
or anything, just try to wait until you're alone to do it, so they don't see
it. As grown up as you're trying to be, you're still only 15 years old, and
nobody is going to think bad about you for missing your dad - least of all,
me."
"Okay. Thanks, Uncle Dan."
"No problem, Trouble."
We sat there like that for a little while longer, before Jan spoke up again
"Uncle Dan?"
"Yes, Jan?"
"Is it okay if I sit next to you, and you hold me?"
"Sure, honey, if it helps make you feel better."
"It would. Let me get a blanket first, though, 'cause it's kind of cold in
here."
"Sure, go ahead. I'll be here when you get back." I answered, and getting a
small smile in return.
A couple of minutes later, she was back, with one of the light blankets they
used in the den in winter. She quickly sat next to me, and arranged the
blanket so that it would cover both of us. She leaned against my side, with
her head on my shoulder, and pulled my arm around so that it was draped over
her shoulder, and my hand was on her belly. That done, she pulled the
blanket up so that it covered her; then laid her head on my shoulder. A
minute later, she moved my hand up, so that it was cupping her breast, and
held it there. I suspect that the little bit of rum she'd had started to
kick in, because it wasn't much longer before she apparently fell asleep: I
could hear soft snoring sounds from her. I wasn't in any rush to move, so
just left her there; before I knew it, I'd fallen asleep, as well.
When I woke up the next morning, I was still on the couch - though I'd move
around a bit, and was half-laying on it, instead of leaning against the end
as I started out the night before. In addition, I was surprised to find that
- whether by her doing, or mine - my hand had found it's way inside her
shirt, and I was holding her bare breast in my hand. On top of that, her
hand had gravitated to my crotch, and she had a slight grip on my semi-erect
penis.
My efforts to gently extract my hand apparently woke her up: she opened her
eyes and looked up at me, saying "You can leave it there - it feels good,
and I like it." before closing her eyes again, snuggling into my chest, and
giving my penis a little squeeze.
Since we were still covered by the blanket, I didn't have to worry about the
boys finding us, and - yes, I admit it - it felt pretty damn good to have
her tit in my hand; so I just closed my eyes, and drifted back into a
half-sleep.
A while later, I started having a dream that someone was gently squeezing
and stroking my erect penis, and that I was caressing a breast I couldn't
see, and playing with it's nipple and areola: drawing little circles on the
areola, gently pinching and pulling on the nipple, softly squeezing the
breast, and so on. That continued for several minutes before my conscious
re-asserted it's control over my brain, and I woke up to find that it wasn't
a dream: Jan WAS doing those things to my penis, and I WAS doing those
things to the breast I still held. As I was looking down at her, she looked
up at me, and I could see that her face and shoulders were more that a
little flushed from arousal.
Fortunately, we were saved from either embarrassment or going where we
didn't need to go by the sound of Leo and John getting out of bed and
heading for the bathroom. Jan blinked a bit as she got control of herself,
and took her hand off my penis. I kissed her on top of her head as I
carefully extracted my arm from her shirt, and told her "That was a nice way
to wake up, Trouble."
She responded by saying "Yeah, but did we _have_ to wake up, though? I was
starting to feel pretty good, there!"
I laughed, and answered "You sure were 'feeling pretty good', in more ways
than one. But I don't think that's something we need to repeat, either -
particularly with the boys around. I think we're lucky we woke up when we
did, rather than have Leo and John find us like that."
She giggled a little at my joke, and replied, "Yeah, I suppose you're right.
Still, it *was* fun."
With that, she gave me a little peck on the lips - surprising the hell out
of me - before getting up. As I got up, too, she carefully made sure her
clothes were okay, and after I'd done the same (rearranging my still
semi-erect penis so that it was less noticeable), we worked together to fold
the blanket and put it away before heading to the kitchen for breakfast.
The rest of the day and evening went pretty much as expected.
Late the next morning, the boys got invited over to one of their cousin's
houses - something they quickly agreed to. The details were worked out, and
arrangements were made for that I'd deliver them for lunch, and they'd be
brought back in time for supper.
When I got back from delivering them, I found Jan in the den, working on her
science project report. I left her to it, and went into the living room to
listen to some music, and wound up taking a nap.
I woke up a couple of hours later, to see Jan in the chair across from me,
just sitting there. I raised my eyebrow, and she said "I got most of my
report done, and was just watching you. You don't mind?"
I smiled, and said "No, not while I'm sleeping."
She giggled a bit before getting serious again, saying, "There's something I
need your help with."
I sat up, and asked "What, is there a problem with the project?"
She looked at her lap, and answered, "No, there's a problem with the Jan."
I looked at her a little more closely, and could see that something was
bothering her. "What is it?" I asked.
"Um, you remember yesterday morning?"
"Gladly. What about it?"
"Well, um, the way I was feeling - you know - before Leo and John woke up,
was the best I'd ever, you know, *felt* before."
"Okay. And?" somehow, I knew she was just getting started.
"Well, I mean, I've been trying a lot" - a blush at admitting how much she'd
been masturbating - "and I've never, you know, felt that good before. I
mean, it feels good and all that, but never as good as yesterday. Yesterday
was *way* better than I'd ever felt before, and I think that if yesterday
was that good, then that orgasm stuff I've read about must be pretty good."
"Yeah, it is."
"Well, um, I want to feel one. An orgasm, I mean."
"I kinda figured that's what you meant. But how do I fit into this?" I
thought I knew what the answer was, but wanted - no, *needed* - to make
sure.
She answered me by saying "Uh, well, I was, uh, hoping...." before she ran
out of steam, and stared into her lap again.
"You were hoping what?"
"Well, um, that you would, uh, you know...." she ran down again.
"What?"
"help-me-have-an-orgasm" she was finally able to blurt out.
That was where I was afraid she was going, but I had to hear it.
"Jan, you know I'd do anything I can for you, but this is something I'm
really not sure about."
She started sniffling a little, and asked me "What do you mean?"
I answered by saying "I really don't know if it would appropriate for me to
do anything like that. I mean, I know that I've answered a lot of your
questions, and helped you find out a lot of things that you wanted to know
about, but I'm just not sure that it would be _right_ for me to have _that_
kind of physical contact with you."
"So you're telling me that you don't love me like that, and that you're
going to just let me keep having trouble with my - _feelings_ - and you're
not going to keep your promise to not let me have the kinds of problems you
did when you were younger, then." By now, there wasn't any doubt that she
was quietly crying.
I felt like crap. I tried to explain "Trouble, I really hope that you don't
mean it when you say you think I don't love you. I really, truly DO love
you. It's just that if I do anything to help you have an orgasm, it means
that we would be having physical contact to do it - SEXUAL contact. Not like
the anatomy lesson we had, or anything like that, but actual sexual contact.
That's something that it's real difficult to explain or have a reason for.
Because of your age and mine, it's flat-out against the law: if anything
happened and people found out, the BEST I could hope for would be losing
everything I own, and being marked as some kind of sex offender. The worst
that would happen would be that I'd go to jail first - and from what I hear,
guys in jail don't much care for sex offenders: I'd likely wind up being a
wife to some big redneck, if I wasn't killed by someone or didn't have
someone beating the living crap out of me every day."
Through her sniffles and tears, she managed to tell me "Uncle Dan, I KNOW
that already. But there's only two of us here now, and I hoped that you
trusted me enough to believe that I'd never tell *anyone* about it. Besides,
all the other stuff we've done had been kind of sexual, too. I mean, when I
got so wet during the anatomy lesson, like you called it, wasn't that
sexual? And when you got an erection - and TOLD me that you were sexually
aroused - wasn't that sexual, too?"
In a way, she was right. But I still had to try telling her "That's all true
enough, Jan. But there's still the problem that taking this next step is
something that we can't take back - once we've had that kind of contact or
experience with each other, the way we see each other with NEVER BE THE SAME
AGAIN. Do you understand that?"
"Of course I do. Why are you talking to me like I'm stupid or something?"
"Honey, it's not that I think you're stupid. I'm just trying to make sure
that you really do understand that what you're talking about is _forever_,
and if we did that, we'd never be the same again."
"But we're not the same NOW. I mean, after you saw me in my room that time"
- I didn't know she could cry and blush at the same time, but she did - "do
you think I'm going to believe that things weren't different between us?"
I had to admit to myself that she was right, there. But I still wasn't ready
to give in.
"Jan, you're right. When I saw you then, it really sank in for me that you
were really growing up, and not the little girl that I used to carry around
on my shoulders when we went to the zoo. But I'm still having trouble
believing that you really understand what it is you're asking, and that you
really do want help from me with that particular problem."
"Uncle Dan, sometimes you are *such* a big dummy. Don't you think I know
what it is I'm asking? Even after I showed you my boobs that first time? Or
after our 'anatomy lesson'? Or even the other night? Remember, it was ME
that took your hand and put it on my breast! Didn't you wonder how your hand
got inside my blouse? Didn't you wonder why I wasn't wearing a bra in the
morning, even though I had it on the night before?" - that was one I hadn't
caught at the time, but thinking back on it, she was right. "Do you really
think that I would have been playing with your penis yesterday morning if I
didn't really want to? Or that I would be letting you play with my boob if I
didn't like it, and wanted you to?"
By this time, she had (mostly) stopped crying, and was starting to get a
little pissed at me. Then she stood up, and put an end to all the
discussion.
"Dammit, Uncle Dan, do you think I'd do *this*" - she pulled off her blouse
to reveal a braless torso, and continued stripping as she finished with "-
if I wasn't SURE, and it wasn't MY idea?". By the time she finished talking,
she was naked as the day she was born - but a hell of a lot better looking.
"Uncle Dan, I'm not asking you to have sex with me. I just want you to help
me find out what an orgasm is like, and how to have them myself. If you'll
do it, I want to learn about the other things, too, the ones that don't
involve actual sex." She continued to stand there in front of me, leaving me
a view that was most definitely distracting. But, I expect she knew that.
"What do you mean 'the other things'?"
"I mean some of the stuff that I've read about. You know, the stuff like
oral sex and masturbating each other, and like that. I want to find out what
it feels like when *I* have an orgasm, and I want to know what happens when
a man - like YOU - has an orgasm, too."
By this time, I was finally ready to concede that she was not only serious,
but reasonably aware of what it was she was asking. But I was still hesitant
- somehow, I really didn't think this would be the end of it, and I wasn't
sure if I was happy or sad at the prospect.
She just stood there, looking at me, as what seemed like a million thoughts
ran through my mind, and I argued with myself about what to do. Finally,
though, I reached a decision.
"Okay, Trouble, I agree. But you've got to remember that this doesn't mean
that we're boyfriend and girlfriend, or anything like that. It's not that I
don't love you and want to do what I can to make you happy, it's just that
if we start paying too much attention to each other after this, people might
get suspicious - and then I'd be in trouble. Besides, I think you've
probably got a couple of guys at school that you'd rather have as
boyfriends, than an old fart like me!"
"I understand what you mean, and no, I don't want us to be a couple or
anything. And I'm not mad or upset that you had to say that stuff - you're
just saying in words what I was already thinking."
After saying that, she stepped forward, took my hands, and gently helped
pull me to my feet. Once I was standing, she quietly started undressing me.
I stopped her, and suggested that she get us a blanket on the floor, so that
we wouldn't get too cold. She agreed, and by the time she'd gotten it, and
had it spread on the floor in front of the fireplace (where we had a small,
but warm fire going), I had finished undressing, and was standing in front
of her, just as nude as she was - if more obviously excited.
Jan turned to me, and after a long look at my semi-erect penis, stepped over
in front of me. She pulled my hands around her waist, and then started
hugging me - pressing herself tightly against me. For my part, I hugged her
back, and started caressing her back, much as I'd done before - but this
time, I was willing to do a little more exploring. It wasn't long before I
was softly caressing her: from her sides up near her breasts, to her
shoulders, back down to her firm little ass that I enjoyed caressing and
squeezing, and back up to her sides. She, however, was a bit more direct:
she had both hands on my ass cheeks, squeezing them, and pressing her
breasts and pelvis against me. Naturally enough, I started to become more
erect, and it wasn't long before she had my penis trapped between her legs,
and was softly rubbing her pubic bone and mons against it. In very short
order, I could feel her lubrication starting to spread across the part of my
penis that she was rubbing herself against.
I gently pried her away from me, and as my now-erect penis cleared her
groin, it apparently brushed against the outside of her clitoris, because I
heard her make a sudden gasp. I looked down, and could clearly see the hood
of her clit peeking out from the top of her cleft, and the tops of her inner
lips not far below it. I was also greeted by the sight of her crinkled
areolas, and very erect nipples. To my surprise, I could see that her knees
were a bit wobbly, and that she had already started to develop a bit of
blush on her face and across her shoulders and the tops of her breasts from
her arousal. She looked at me though half-lidded eyes, clearly very excited,
and willing to continue. I teased her by saying "We'd better sit down,
before you fall down, don't you think?" She could only nod her agreement as
I gently guided her to a seated position next to me.
That brief reprieve was apparently enough for her to get her wits back
together, so when I asked her where she wanted to start, she was fairly
coherent when she told me she just wanted me to touch her however I wanted.
I told her that was fine, and said that if she liked something I did, that
she should tell me or let me know in some way - that way, I could help her
the most. She nodded her agreement, and started to lay back. I stopped her,
and said that it was pretty customary to start by kissing - and asked her if
she knew how. She shook her head, and told me she wanted to learn 'the whole
thing'. I smiled in response, and leaned forward to give her a kiss on the
lips. She eagerly responded, and surprisingly, there wasn't any of the
awkwardness that most people experience during their first kiss. In fact,
she quickly followed my example when first I opened my mouth slightly, and
then touched her lips with my tongue. In just a few moments, we were fully
involved, kissing as though we'd been doing it all our lives - indeed, she
surprised me by how willing she was to let me explore her mouth with my
tongue, and then do the same with me. As we kissed, I moved a hand up, and
started caressing her breasts - first one, then the other; cupping them,
giving them gentle squeezes, rubbing my thumb over her nipples, and circling
her nipples with a finger. Her response to that was to press herself into my
hand even more, and increase the activity between our tongues.
After a few minutes of that, I gently broke the kiss, and moved my head
around to go to work on her neck and shoulder - which ratcheted her
excitement up even more. From her neck, I branched out, and gave her earlobe
a few gentle nips - again increasing her arousal, if her gasps and moans
were any indication. Once I'd thoroughly covered one side, I softly kissed
and nibbled my way across her throat to the other side, where I repeated my
actions. I went back and forth from one side to the other several times,
each time taking a slightly different path, so that I might work my way
across her jaw and chin one time, and across her cheeks and eyes the next.
Only when I heard her start to pant did I lay her back, kissing her all over
her face as I did. When she was finally on her back, and her legs stretched
out, I started working my way down: the hollow of her throat, her collar
bones, her upper chest, the tops of her breasts where they rose out of her
chest, her sides, between her breasts, and finally - with her hands in my
hair - her breasts, themselves.
I started by laying my tongue against the bottom of her left breast, and
curling it upward, so that when I finally reached her nipple, the very tip
of my tongue gave it a little 'flip'. My reward was a moan of desire such as
I hadn't heard in a VERY long time. I repeated the act on her other breast,
with nearly identical results. It wasn't long before I was licking each of
her breasts in its entirety, bathing them with my tongue. Between my
efforts, and the relatively cool air in the den, her nipples and the tips of
her breasts were as tight and erect as any I'd ever seen - and the noises
she was making assured me that I was doing things right.
With that kind of encouragement, it didn't take me long to start taking her
nipples into my mouth, and flicking them with the end of my tongue as I
gently sucked on the tips of her breasts. First one, then the other fell
victim to my attentions, eliciting another round of moans and gasps from her
- along with pulling my head even closer to her chest. When she'd let me
breath, I could smell the delightful aroma of her excitement: a musky, but
sweet and fresh scent, that I knew promised a clean and pleasant oral
experience, if she'd let me.
Continuing my attentions to her breasts, I started sucking on them in
different ways: one time trying to softly suck as much of each one as I
could into my mouth; other times, doing rapid little suctions on her
nipples; sometimes softly biting her breasts, and other times, gently
chewing on the peaks of her breasts. As I did these things, I carefully let
my hand trace it's way down her body, until I reached her mons, where I
softly stroked the outside of her vagina, and made the occasional lap around
her clitoris. I found myself slightly amazed at the amount of lubrication
she released - there was more than enough of it to keep her inner lips and
clitoris moistened, so that she didn't suffer and discomfort from my
activities. A few times, I started to slide my finger into her, and I could
hear her when she had a little catch in her breath - I took it to mean that
she didn't want me to go that far, so I didn't press the matter; instead, I
simply paid more attention to what was available outside her vagina.
After several minutes of attention to her breasts, I started moving again -
tracing my way down her belly to her navel, where I licked around it a bit,
and then tried to convert her 'innie' to an 'outie' - something that
apparently pleased her, judging by the way she started arching herself up
toward me, and pressing my face into her abdomen. After several repeats of
that, I again started tracing my tongue further down her abdomen, until I
was just short of her pubic hair. I paused there, and looked up toward her
face.
When she realized I'd stopped, she opened her eyes, and looked down at me.
When she saw the questioning look on my face, she quickly nodded her
permission, and laid her head back again, waiting for me to continue.
When I did, it only took her a few moments to try and kill me: about the
time I got my tongue on her clitoris, she snapped her legs together, and I
was afraid she'd break my neck. With a little effort, though, I was able to
pry her legs apart again, and continue: alternating between drawing little
circles with my tongue around her clitoris, and licking around her vaginal
lips, and gently sucking them into my mouth and 'chewing' on them. Her
excitement was now at it's peak, and she was slowly humping her pelvis into
my mouth - someone looking at us might have thought that I was one of those
little 'nodding dogs' you sometime see in someone's back car window. But I
was more than happy to do it - I'd been right about her taste: fresh, and
sweet, with enough of a tang to her flavor that I knew where I was on her
body. About this time, I wanted to see what her reaction would be if I tried
inserting my tongue in her vagina - and her response was a polar opposite: I
though she was going to bruise my lips with her pelvic bone, she raised her
hips so fast. Thus encouraged, I proceeded to try to fuck her with my tongue
- something that she encouraged by humping herself in such a way that about
all I had to do was stick my tongue out, and let her do the work. Finally,
though, I knew it was time to finish things, and slowly moved my way back up
to her clitoris. There, I calmly went about seeing just what kinds of
sensations she liked to experience on her clitoris: circling motions - fast,
slow, and medium, and how much pressure and where? Figure eights across it -
how much pressure, and how fast? Does direction matter? Pulsating pressure -
how much 'minimum' and how much 'maximum', and how often? Suck on it - how
hard, and how long, and with what pressure variations? Simply licking it -
how narrow or wide should my tongue be, and how hard when and where? As it
turned out, she liked just about anything I did, if I kept at it. But by
this time, she was grunting and moaning and gasping for breath, along with
pressing my face into her crotch and muttering incoherently, so I finally
settled in to bringing her off: light flickering sensations with the tip of
my tongue, not too quickly, and firmly, so that she could feel them without
it hurting her. To my surprise, it was just a matter of a minute or so
before it hit her: she snapped her pelvis up again, slammed her legs
together, and pushed my face into her as she spasmed. My lower lip was
against her vaginal lips, and I could feel her vaginal muscles as they
clenched, time and again - pushing even more of her fragrant juices onto my
chin and down her ass. With my head immobilized by her legs, I could only
look up toward her breasts, which were still, as her breathing stopped for
several long seconds, as she experienced the first spasm of her first
orgasm. Then she gasped, and had another spasm, this one a bit shorter than
the last. Several more times it all happened, with each period shorter than
the one before, until she was finally able to breathe continuously. It was
only then, thoroughly exhausted, that she released my head from between her
legs, and lowered her ass and pelvis.
As she gasped, trying to get her breath back, I moved back up, so that I was
lying next to her when she opened her eyes. It took her a few seconds to
focus, and a couple more before she was able to recognize me. When she did,
though, she wrapped her arms around my neck, and hugged me so hard I
couldn't breathe. She finally let go, and laid back again; it was another
minute or two before she could try to talk - even then, it took her a couple
of tries before she was able to get anything out.
"Wow!"
"I take it you liked it, then?" I asked, laughing a bit.
She laughed a bit in return, and said, "Yeah, you could say that. I
understand what you meant about trying to explain an orgasm to me, now.
'Little death', my foot! I thought I DID die!"
"I take it I did okay, then?" I asked, mischievously.
She just gave me the 'goober' look, and said, "You don't have to beg; you
know how good you did!"
"Well, at least tell me that you think you can take care of yourself, from
now on - I thought you were trying to kill me there, a couple of times!"
She laughed, and answered, "Well, you said to let you know if I liked
something! Well, I liked all of it! And yes, I think I can do it myself from
now on - though I wouldn't mind a little help from you, sometimes!"
"C'mon, Trouble. We can't make a habit of this, remember? Besides, I don't
know that either one of us could stand too many repeats of this!"
She giggled, and said, "Yeah, I suppose you're right about that - but how
many is TOO many?"
"Damned if I know. But let's just take it easy, okay? And let what happens,
happen? There's no sense in trying to push it any, even though it was fun
for me, too."
"On the subject of fun for you, too, I think I'm entitled to a little more
helping, am I not?" she asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, we agreed that I was going to get to learn everything except actual
sex - and as much fun as that was, I still haven't learned anything about
YOU."
"Jan, I'm really serious when I say that you don't have to do anything for
ME. I actually had enough fun 'helping' you, and seeing the results was
enough of a reward for me."
"Well, it isn't enough for me, Mister! I still want to know what happens
when a man has an orgasm - and maybe even find out what it's like to do to
you what you did to me!"
"What thing I did to you?"
"That thing you did with your mouth DOWN THERE, you big dummy. All the rest
of it was just feeling good - no, terrific! - until you started *that*
business!"
"In case you forgot, I'm not put together the same way you are, Trouble. You
doing 'that thing' to me is a whole lot different that what I did to you -
with different results."
She grabbed my head and kissed me, before realizing what the wetness was on
my face. When we separated, I could see her reacting to the taste of her own
juices that had been on my lips. She puzzled over it for a moment, before
smiling, and asking me "Is that what I taste like, down there?"
"Yup. Looks like you don't mind it too much, either."
"No, I don't, I guess. It tastes funny, but not bad or anything. That
doesn't mean that I like girls, does it?"
"Jan, you won't know if you like girls or not until you actually try one -
just like you won't really know if you'll like sex until you try IT.
Besides, there's nothing wrong with liking girls - I do!"
That got me a laugh from her before she continued, "You know what I mean.
Does me not minding my own taste mean that I'm lesbian or something?"
"No, I don't think it means that. If you ever tried it, you might find that
you DO like girls, but that doesn't mean that you can't like boys, too - or
like boys better. It's kind of like going to a restaurant - if they don't
have the thing you like most, it might be nice having something else that's
almost as good, or just as good in a different way."
"I understand what you mean - but I think I'll wait a while on that. Um, do
you have a, uh, second choice?"
"No, darlin, I'm pretty much set on the female persuasion. I don't have
anything against gay people; I just don't have any interest in being one.
I'm an outie, and girls are innies, and that seems to work pretty well for
me."
She laughed, and said, "Yeah, I can understand that - I think I'm going to
be partial to 'outies', myself. But maybe some day, I'll find out if another
'innie' can be fun, too."
That pretty much ended conversation for a bit, until I offered to get up and
get us something to drink. She opted for a Coke, and that sounded pretty
good to me, too, so I brought us each back a can from the fridge. We laid
there for a little while, just cuddling, before I saw her get a little gleam
in her eye.
She kissed me again, and our tongues danced a bit before she surprised me by
pulling away, and starting to lick the remains of her juices from my face -
and then off any other part of my body she could smell it on, including my
chest and my fingers. The thought of it started turning me on, and before
long, I had a blue-veiner erection - which she duly noticed.
She scooted down - nearly giving me eyestrain watching her breasts jiggle -
and took the situation firmly in hand.
She carefully examined it for several moments, before turning her head
toward me and asking me "Um, so what do I need to do to make you climax?"
I told her "Well, the easiest thing for you would probably be just use your
hand."
"How do I do that?"
"Well, relax your grip a little - thank you! - and sort of slide your hand
up and down it. It helps, too, if you sort of play with my testicles a
little."
"Show me how, would you?"
So, I showed her, a little. Taking her hand in mine, I started masturbating
myself a few times, so that she could get an idea of how hard to grip and
all that. As she got more comfortable with it, I relaxed my hold on her
hand, and eventually left her alone. She proved to be an apt student, and
soon had me looking for release.
Even though she was doing a fine job, and playing with my balls, she seemed
to sense that it wasn't quite enough. It was when she touched herself
between her legs, and felt me stiffen a little more in her hand, that she
got the idea to turn herself toward me, and masturbate herself while I
watched. Watching her as she used her free hand to play with her breasts and
rub her clitoris and caress her labia soon had me close to coming. I told
her that I was close to climax, and she absolutely blew my mind by sliding a
finger into herself, pulling it out, and sucking the juices off it while
staring me in the eye the whole time. It was enough to push me over the
edge, and I started blowing my load. When she felt my penis start to pulse,
she quickly focused her attention on it, and watched as the first couple of
blasts shot semen well into the air, landing on my chest, and then belly.
The ones after that pretty much stayed on her hand, as she continued
stroking me during my climax - and getting my penis (and her hand)
thoroughly wetted with semen.
It was only when I started to soften that she released her grip, and
examined the results of her efforts: first, looking over the accumulated
wetness on her hand, then smelling it. Then she looked at the wads of semen
that rested on my belly and in my pubic hair, feeling their texture between
her fingers. Finally, surprising me, she wiped up the first spurt that had
landed on my chest, and stuck her tongue out to taste it. She contemplated
its flavor for a moment before sticking her fingers in her mouth, and
cleaning them off. The sight of it was *almost* enough to make me hard again
- and if I'd been a few years younger, probably would have.
Satisfied, she moved up to lay next to me again. After a few moments, she
asked me "I guess that's how a guy climaxes, huh?"
"Yup, you got it - all of it!"
She giggled, and said, "Yeah, I guess I did. It kinda turned you on watching
me do that, didn't it?"
"I thing you know it did, Trouble. Think one of us is weird?"
"No, just that it was fun, knowing that I could have that kind of effect on
you. It felt pretty good, too."
"So you think you could 'do your own thing' now?"
She laughed, and answered, "Yeah, I'm pretty sure I can - with a little more
practice!"
I told her "That's the nice thing about sex - practicing by yourself doesn't
hurt anything, and even helps make you better at it when you DO have someone
else to share it with."
"Really?"
"Yup. The more orgasms you DO have, the more of them you CAN have - it's
kind of like once your body learns how to do it, each time becomes that much
easier. The only trick with doing it with other people is to remember to
pick people that are as interested in you as you are in them."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, think of it this way: no matter how easy it is for you to have an
orgasm, it doesn't do any good unless the other person cares enough to
_help_ you have one. You understand?"
"Yeah, I think so. You're saying that no matter how much I practice, I still
have to find someone that's interested in ME before it becomes making love,
and not just sex. Kind of like a boy dog having his climax, and the girl dog
not feeling anything about it - he's happy, and she isn't."
"Yup, that pretty much describes it."
"So, what we just did was making love, even though we didn't actually have
sex?"
"Yeah, I guess that's pretty much what happened. I wanted to make you happy,
and I did. You wanted to make me feel good, and you did. Each one of us
wanted the other one to feel pleasure, and feel _emotionally_ good. We did
that, but without having the physical contact that makes sex. So, yeah, we
made love, without having sex." I said, thinking it through as I spoke.
"I'm glad, Uncle Dan. You're someone really special to me, and I'm glad that
you're the first one I made LOVE with."
"Well, Trouble, I'm glad - now - that I was able to help. I'm just sorry
that I was such a stinker about it before."
"That's okay. I think now that if you were any other way, I wouldn't have
wanted it to be you. Just promise me that next time, you won't be so much
trouble!"
"IF there's a next time, I promise not to give you such a hard time about
it."
"Hmmmph. I'm willing to be that there WILL be a 'next time' - and I'm going
to keep you to that promise!"
After that, we laid there for several minutes, before Jan got the idea of
getting us something more to drink. I was fine with Coke, so she headed off
- still naked, with dried juices shining between her legs - to replenish us.
After she returned, we laid there some more, until she got another
mischievous look in her eye.
Sliding herself down to my hips, she turned herself so that she was facing
me. Once she had my attention, she started caressing herself - breasts
squeezed, nipples pinched and tweaked, and sliding her finger down between
her labia.
After several minutes of this, I could see that she was most definitely
aroused; and that was enough to get me started, as well. When she saw she
was having the (apparently) desired effect, Jan increased her efforts, using
one hand to play with her breasts while the other continued to caress her
labia and clitoris. Soon, she was arching her pelvis up against her hand,
and had developed the blush of arousal all across her shoulders and upper
breasts. By that time, I was nearly fully erect from watching her. When she
saw that I was hard enough, she turned herself around slightly, so that her
ass was pointed toward my head, and started licking around my penis and
testicles, apparently cleaning my semen off them. The sensation was enough
to finish getting me hard, and when she saw I was ready, moved her
attentions to my penis - taking it in her mouth, but obviously unsure of
what to do. I softly told her to move her mouth up and down on it, like she
had with her hand, being careful to keep her teeth from hurting me. She
"Mmmmm-Hmmmmed" around my penis - a sensation and a half - and started
moving over me, while still using her hand to manipulate her labia and
clitoris where I could see them. After a few moments, I suggested to her
that she might want to use some saliva to lubricate me, and perhaps actually
suck on me a little, too. She readily did both, and it wasn't long before I
was enjoying the efforts of an inexperienced, but enthusiastic, teenager.
It wasn't long before I noticed that she was starting to feel pretty
aroused, herself: she was easily moving her finger in and out of her vagina,
and her juices had gotten her pubic hair thoroughly drenched, and were even
starting to trickle down the insides of her thighs. It seemed a shame to
waste them like that, so I told her to put her leg over me, so that one was
on each side of me. She hesitated for a moment, but then did it - leaving me
with an unobstructed view into her hot young snatch. I enjoyed the sight for
a few moments before reaching up to pull her hand away, so that I could lean
up and start licking and kissing her. At first, she seemed uncertain about
what I wanted, but when she felt my hands take hold of her ass, spreading
her cheeks, and my warm breath on her labia, she quickly understood what I
was up to.
That seemed to inspire her to try new things, herself. She started varying
what she was doing to my penis with her mouth: sometimes she'd let it pop
loose so she could lick it with her tongue. Or she might focus on the
sensitive spot under the glans by tickling it with her tongue. Or, she might
take as much of me as she could manage (more than I would have thought!),
and simply applying suction on me for as long as she could. Whatever she
did, it was enough to keep me hard, and varied enough to keep me for blowing
my load too soon. In return, I repeated my earlier efforts at stimulating
her with my lips and mouth and tongue. My attempt to slide my tongue along
her perineum (the strip between the genitals and anus) caused her to squeal,
and try to move away, so I didn't press the issue. Instead, I returned my
focus to her labia and clitoris - inserting my tongue as far as it would go
into her, and then wiggling it around, curling it, and so on, which seemed
to drive her crazy. Or placing my whole mouth over the entrance to her
vagina, and trying to suck it into my mouth. Or nibbling at her clitoris
with my lips, and sucking it into my mouth and gently biting on it. Whatever
happened, once I got my mouth on her, I didn't let a single precious drop of
her delicious nectar go to waste.
As all good things (and this was an excellent one!) must, it finally came to
an end: she finally settled on bobbing her head up and down on my penis,
while using her tongue to stimulate me, while I finally focused on doing
firm, steady circles around her clitoris with my tongue. I started to feel
the pressure of my climax in my balls, and pulled my face away from her just
long enough to let her know that I was about to climax before returning
myself to her clitoris. She hummed her acknowledgement around me, and kept
going - so that a little bit later, she caught the first spurt of my seed in
her mouth. She pulled back a little, until only the head was between her
lips, though, and continued sucking on me - pulling every drop I had out of
my balls. She tried to swallow it as fast as it came out, but there was
simply too much of it, and I could feel some of it leaking out her lips, and
sliding down my penis. What surprised me, though, was that my climax seemed
to be enough to push her over the edge, into her own orgasm: about the third
or fourth blast from my dick, I could feel her tense up as her own spasms
started. What with the sensations I was experiencing, I couldn't really
tell, but it seemed as though this orgasm for her was as strong as the
previous - I thought she was never going to 'come down' from it. Finally,
though, I felt her let my rapidly softening penis drop from her mouth as she
started to gasp for breath.
I gently lowered her, until she was laying on me, and then slowly moved her
over so that she gracefully slid off me, and onto her back. That done, I
slid around so that I was head-to-head with her, and next to her, taking her
into my arms and holding her as she got herself back together.
After several minutes, she finally opened her eyes again, and looked up at
me with an expression of absolute, total satisfaction, saying "Damn, that
was nice."
"A proper lady doesn't swear like that."
"A proper lady probably doesn't do what we just did, either!"
"Well, there is that, I suppose." I laughed.
"Damn, I like that!"
"Damn you like what? What you did, or what I did?"
"Either. Both. Hell, ALL of it!"
"Tsk, tsk. Such language to come out of such a talented mouth."
"Yeah, well, you're no amateur yourself, there, Uncle Dan!" she said,
followed a moment later with "You mean I did okay?"
"Yes, I think I can safely say you did 'OK', I suppose." I answered,
managing to keep a straight face for all of three or four seconds before
laughing at the expression on her face.
"You rat!"
"C'mon, Trouble. If you'd thought about it for a moment, you would know you
did just fine. After all, didn't you get the results you wanted?"
"Hmmph. Yeah, I guess I did, didn't I?" she answered with a smile.
"I can assure you, I found the results MOST satisfactory."
"I'll bet you did - I thought I was going to choke!"
"Trust me - you did a lot better than 'OK'. I haven't experienced something
that intense for quite some time, I assure you."
She smiled at me, and said "Thanks, Uncle Dan - not just for the compliment,
but for what you did for me, too. You're right, the second one _was_ easier
than the first one!"
"Yeah, well, I think maybe the fact that you got a little bit of a head
start on me had something to do with it, too."
She grinned, and asked, "You think maybe? Even so, it took me a lot less
time for the second one than it did the first one."
"Well, I guess that means that you won't be needing my help any more then,
doesn't it?" I asked, with a fake hurt expression on my face.
She wasn't going for it this time, though "Sure. Except when I get the
chance! I'm not going to let you go that easy, Dan."
"No, I suppose you're not. Makes me wonder what kind of monster I've turned
loose on an unsuspecting world...."
"A horny one?", she asked, getting us both laughing.
After that, we lay there quietly for a while, until the chill in the room
started to get to us. I started to get up; saying that I thought a hot
shower was called for, when Jan asked if I'd mind a little company - all in
the interest of safety, of course. I snickered, and gave her the old 'fish
eye', causing her to break into a fit of giggles. Only when she ran out of
breath did she take me by the hand and lead me to the bathroom, giving me a
wonderful show of her tight little ass cheeks clenching as she walked. Our
co-showering lasted only as long as the hot water before we got out and
*meticulously* dried each other off - and almost getting us started on
another hormone rampage. It was only by noticing the time, and realizing
that the boys would be home before long, that we were able to restrain
ourselves. We went back into the den, and noticing the smell of hot lust in
the air, opted to toss several logs on the fire, so that the air would be
drawn out the chimney, and the smell of the wood could mask the pheromones.
We'd only had the den completely cleaned up for a few minutes before the
sound of the boys being brought home greeted us.
It didn't take much discussion for us to all agree to go out for pizza. The
rest of the evening - and even the week - passed without a hitch.
A couple more times we were able to 'get together' for a little fun and
frolic, but nothing as extensive as that first time.
Paul returned on schedule; he and I agreed that since his plane got in
during the school day, he'd surprise the kids by picking them up himself.
The rest of the winter pretty much went by normally. Jan found ways to give
us a few hours together a couple of times, each time surprising me with her
openness and willingness to experiment. We were also able to set new
individual records for intensity of orgasms and climaxes; on one memorable
occasion, I thought I was going to turn inside out, through my penis after
she managed to deep throat me to climax. As I'd predicted, orgasms came
(forgive the pun) easier and easier for her. One memorable time, when I'd
joined them for supper, I innocently asked her how things were going, and
got "Oh, everything's pretty well in hand!" for a reply, nearly giving me a
coughing fit a few moments later - amusing her greatly - when I caught her
meaning.
Next in the series: Jan Shares
In the works: Jan's First Time
Jan's Second Choice
Jan's Party
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