Message-ID: <21601asstr$944086201@assm.asstr-mirror.org> From: jjj3313260@aol.com (JJJ3313260) Subject: {ASSM} True MFM Story from Joan's Library-pt1 Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit X-Original-Message-ID: <19991201141339.29221.00000012@ng-fu1.aol.com> Date: Wed, 1 Dec 1999 17:10:01 -0500 Path: assm.asstr-mirror.org!not-for-mail Approved: Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d X-Archived-At: X-Moderator-Contact: ASSTR ASSM moderation X-Story-Submission: X-Moderator-ID: dennyw, kelly She Expanded The Horizon of Her Feminine Pleasure Potential (Her report of her personal experiences... 18 months after her first MFM experience) By Beverly from Michigan - Received by Joan during November, 1999. This is one of over 50 FREE "extra guy" stories available from Joan. E-mail me if you want a listing of stories abailable. Dear Joan (JJJ3313260@AOL.COM)... You have been so kind, sharing your advice and stories over the past two years, I thought I would bring you up to date on my life. Like so many other husbands that I have read about, for the past several years my husband has enjoyed engaging in wild fantasy talk while we make love. Surprise, surprise! During those pillow-talk sessions, he often mentioned that he would love to have another guy screw me while he watched and/or participated. Well, for years I just tolerated his talk as something men had to do to get turned-on. Then, over the years he brought home X-rated videos and various magazines that featured three people having sex together. I finally started reading many of the letters about threesomes in Penthouse, Forum, etc., and wondered if the writers were really telling true stories... or was it all just titillating fiction. About two years ago I stumbled onto one of the stories you had posted on the Internet, and your listing of available personal experience stories... about women who had allowed themselves to experience MFM threesome sex. As you know, I started corresponding with you via e-mail, and you began sharing many of your stories with me. At first, I still thought some of the stories that purported to be “true experiences,” were really just fiction. However, the more I read, I began to sense that most of the stories you were sending did read as being reasonable representations of what other real couples were doing to add spice to their shared sex lives. After much thought and re-evaluation of some of my long-held value systems, I decided that maybe recreational sex between me, my husband and others was not such a wicked or far-out thing to do. Believe me, reaching that conclusion was no small feat for a woman of my upbringing! I had been taught that sex was something ONLY done with one’s married partner... and preferably just for the purpose of making babies. Recreational sex was an oxymoron not unlike ‘military intelligence.’ I guess one of the things that helped me overcome my earlier inhibitions was the recognition that I had already rejected the notion that ALL sex outside of marriage was sin (my husband and I enjoyed some great sex before we got married)... and that any form of contraception was sinful. Clearly my husband and I enjoyed considerable sexual pleasure that was not intended to result in additional children. Sexual affairs are still totally out of the question for me, because they seem to require violation of a trust and openness that I hold dear in my marriage. However, I concluded, if my husband and I could genuinely come to terms with the notion of each other having intimate relations with others just for the sake of shared sexual fun, then MAYBE such things as MFM and FMF experiences could be possible for us. One night after I had mentally wrestled with my growing sexual interests, and my husband’s continued pillow-talk about inviting others to share in our bedroom fun, I finally decided to talk with my husband and let him know that I MAY finally be open to trying some new things with him. For the first time I told him about the many stories you had shared with me, and the candid advice you had shared via e-mail. As you might guess, my dear husband was elated! Over the next several nights, we even read several of your stories together (I have saved everything you have sent on a special file in my computer). I told my husband that of all the things I read that you had sent, the story by Sandy and Jim (J3-103) and the one by Ken and Sue (J3-102).... were the most persuasive to me that three-way fun was not perverse. Then your J03-WHY helped me understand a bit more about why my husband might want to have me experience another man or men. Lucinda’s story (J3-105), and Annette’s story (J3-107) gave me insight on the fun and special joy other husbands and wives were sharing as they opened themselves to the sensual potentials of this kind of recreational sex. Frankly, the letters written by women had a bigger impact on me than most of the ones written by the men. Some of the things that some of your writers have ventured into are not likely to ever appeal to me. But other writers gave me some great new ideas. FEARS: Jealousy, Prudity, Nudity and Confidence About My Body - Well, over the next several weeks my husband and I enjoyed some really great sex together as we talked about actually giving threesome sex a try. We talked about some of the issues... or potential fears... that I would guess other women have considered too. JEALOUSY: During that time, my husband and I talked a lot about the possibility of jealousy coming up between us if one of us saw the other receiving or giving sexual attention (that could be construed as loving attention) to another person. My husband assured me that if he were allowed to see me enjoying recreational sex with another guy... rather than him having a jealous reaction, he would regard it as a special extension of our loving relationship that he would be giving me... and I would be allowing him to share with me. But, he said, if he ever did experience any form of jealousy, he promised to immediately tell me. On the other hand, I was less confident that jealousy would not result, if I saw him having sex with another woman. I wanted to say that I would not be jealous, but in all honesty, I could not be sure that my ‘womanly instincts’ would not kick in. To avoid dealing with my possible jealous reactions, we decided that (at least early on) we would not invite another woman to our bed. My husband assured me that his preference was for MFM experiences anyway. PRUDITY: As mentioned above, I had already had to deal with my own potential prudeness issues... sex outside of marriage... sex for other than procreation, etc. My husband and I had already developed a great ‘taste’ for oral sex... both giving and receiving. We both love it. No prudity there. However, I felt that anal sex for me was clearly out. It is not so much a prudity issue as it is a pain issue. The few times we have tried it, it had hurt... lots! So, at this point, prudity was not a big issue to us. NUDITY: I would think that the thought of appearing nude in front of a man other than one’s husband might be a big road block to some women who have considered trying MFM fun. I know the thought went through my mind. Fortunately, I have always had a positive self-image. My body is far from perfect (remember, I have had three kids... and I have a few stretch marks, etc.), but I thoroughly enjoy being a woman... a being ‘designed’ to attract and stimulate male attention and desire. I take great pride in knowing that my husband (and other guys) seem to find me attractive. Even around the house, I try to dress in as feminine a manner as possible. I avoid frumpy old clothes except when serious cleaning or remodeling work requires it. When I go out... even to the grocery store... I make sure my appearance is clean, neat and tasteful. I get my share of favorable ‘looks’ and eye contact from both men and women... even though my looks are really quite average. On the beach I often wear skimpy swim wear... particularly when we are away from our community. I admit it, I enjoy showing off my female body! But, I am not generally an exhibitionist either. An exception was two occasions when my husband and I visited a nudist club. Once was several years ago (a year after we were married), and the second time was about three years ago. These were NOT sexual experiences. Just volleyball, swimming, socializing and dining... all in the nude. At first I was self-conscious... but that soon went away. I think these two experiences helped me avoid a fear of being nude in front a of new guy. The truth is, I totally enjoy being a FEMALE female. My guess is that to the extent a woman enjoys her femininity and finds pleasure in exploring its potential... to that extent she will have less barriers to trying MFM fun. As we found ourselves moving closer to really trying an MFM experience, we decided to set down some rules between ourselves. The Rules We Adopted - First, we agreed that if we started by having another man join us, we would follow that sometime in the future by inviting a woman to join us. I have to admit that this was my suggestion, albeit a hesitant suggestion. I wasn’t as confident as my husband seemed to be that jealousy need not get involved. And, I had no interest in sexual interaction with another woman. But then, my husband really had no interest in overt sexual contact with another guy either. It just seemed fair. If I was going to experience “doubled attention,” then he should too. Second, we agreed that we would restrict sexual contact with others to times when we could both be present... no outside “affairs”... and not what one would call an “open marriage.” We wanted this to ALWAYS be a sharing thing. Neither was to ever be left out. Third, we would jointly decide how extra partners would be selected and “screened.” While we might not be together in person while the other made arrangements with a prospective guest to our love life, we would agree on guidelines for selection. Fourth, we both agreed that total discretion would be critical. Neither of us wanted our family members, existing friends or co-workers to know of this new aspect of our sexual relationship. Thus, we agreed to use “pen names,” and to communicate through e-mail, a post office box, and a private phone line we had installed in the closet of our bedroom. By the way, your J02-HIM file was helpful on these issues. Fifth, we knew that our new ventures would involve some health risks, but we concluded that they would be minimal if we were picky about who we decided to have join us. So, we decided to stay away from men and women who boasted of ‘hundreds’ of swing or threesome partners (although we decided that it would be helpful if our future partners had some experience prior to joining us neophytes), to avoid having sex with people who gave evidence of poor personal hygiene, had questionable lifestyles (active gay lifestyles, drug use, etc.), skin rashes or obvious medical problems. My husband has never enjoyed sex when he had to use condoms. Actually, I experienced less enjoyment at those times too. So, I had my tubes tied after the birth of our third child (3 years ago). While we recognized we stood a slightly increased health risk, we decided that condom-free sex would be acceptable for any males we invited to join us. Besides, a big part of my pleasure comes from feeling that gush of male juices against my pussy walls... and we sure didn’t need to worry about me getting pregnant. We decided to deal with the condom issue on a case-by-case basis relative to any women who joined us. My husband agreed to honor the wishes of such women. Also, we agreed that if I or any other woman ever said “No” to something, we would honor that wish without any questions or cajoling. “No” was ALWAYS to mean NO! Sixth, we decided to avoid inviting any of these ‘extra partners’ to our home. Our income level allowed us the luxury of hiring child care when we wanted to “go out,” and paying for a decent hotel/motel room as a place to play. Seventh, my husband agreed to insist to any male ‘extra partners’ that they should not try to have anal sex with me. Contrary to what several of your writers have written, the only anal sex I had experienced to this point was accompanied by substantial discomfort and/or pain. I just didn’t enjoy it. I had occasionally allowed my husband that luxury, but I didn’t want any other guy to try to take me that way. Our eighth and final rule was that we would ALWAYS honor each other’s wishes having to do with stopping a given activity, asking an ‘extra partner’ to leave, taking periodic breaks from our ventures, or totally terminating our ventures into extra partner sex. Oh yes, and as part of this, we agreed to always watch out for the other’s well-being (avoiding rough stuff, getting rid of drunk or disrespectful people, etc.). Planning Our First Threesome - As you can see, once we decided to give threesomes a try, we spent a lot of time together thinking through all the ramifications. We wanted our future adventure to be characterized by heightened sexual pleasures and shared fun... not problems. By this point... some two months after deciding we would give MFM a try... I was actually getting excited by the prospect of what we were going to try. I am not one to masturbate, but I would occasionally find myself in the shower using the hand-held spray to stimulate my clit... or stroke myself to pleasant levels of sexual tension as I lay in bed in the morning, waiting for my husband to awaken. During our weeks of planning, my husband and I found ourselves enjoying some really intense sexual pleasures with each other. We would almost always fantasize about another guy being with us. When my husband would cuddle up behind me (with me on my side) and enter me from behind, he would whisper into my ear that he was “Sam,” or “George,” or “Bill,” entering me for the first time. He would tell me how great it was to be inside my pussy... how warm it felt. Meanwhile, I would let my mind wander, wishing my husband was laying in front of me so I could neck with him and cuddle with him while this “other guy” was screwing me from behind. I found myself treating my husband to oral sex more often. I would bring his cock to my lips, kiss it, study it and fondle his balls while wondering how the masculine “equipment” Look for "True MFM Story from Joan's Library-pt2" on contact Joan direct at JJJ3313260@AOL.COM for a copy of the entire story... and/or a copy of Joan's listing of FREE stories (mostly by women, mostly true first-person stories), no-strings attached. I DO NOT have anything to sell! -Joan- -- If you enjoyed this work, take a moment to email the author. Your comments are their only payment. 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