Message-ID: <13044eli$9807151642@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: From: therestillis1@hotmail.com Subject: Drive to Meet The next week Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Path: qz!not-for-mail Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded X-Story-Submission: X-Original-Message-ID: <6ogi90$sof$1@nnrp1.dejanews.com> This story is not intended for minors under the age of 18. Drive to Meet - The next week. Copyright July, 1998 Therestillis1@hotmail.com Recently I became a woman that changes her mind at a whim, I cancelled my next adventures. The fall had left me with wounds to heal for awhile and I needed to have some time to write. Most of the men were nice enough to show their concern about the accident and asked the invitation be considered a postponement. We will see in time. I met up with an old friend in Colorado. We had met auditioning for a play in the local California theater group. We both were awarded the parts we auditioned for and became close helping each other rehearse. Steamboat Springs was her summer home because for years she sang at a local club. Tobi has a great voice for country and western music and a stage presence to keep the audience interested. She didn't ever feel like she had the perfect looks to make it in prime time and refused to pursue her career further. Tobi is 5'5", overweight by about 30 lbs. and but can carry the extra weight well. She has naturally wavy brown hair that she keeps tied in a ponytail when she isn't on stage. Tobi's house is a great mountain retreat. The feel of a cabin in the woods with neighbors far enough away to keep total privacy while sitting on the deck overlooking a beautiful view. The house had belonged to her ex-husband and as she puts it, was a cheap compromise for the pain and torture of marriage to a short penis. We reminisced the theater group, caught up on gossip, and cried over the friends who have died of AIDS. The afternoon conversation tripped from here to there as we sat on her deck, lingering over a bottle of wine. She talked me into staying for a couple of nights so I could see her show. I told her just maybe a couple of days, but she was counting on longer, I could tell. She set me up in her spare bedroom that had a view of the south. I set up my computer but wasn't lucky enough to find a phone-line. This would be a present to her, she probably would never use it, but tomorrow I will call around and have a new line installed. The next morning, I heard Tobi rehearsing in the living room. It was spell binding to hear her songs. I sat there curled up on the floor by the sofa listening to her sing "In Need". The tears began to fall again from my face and she stopped. "Hey, thanks for the compliment. I always like making people cry with my songs." She said as she sat next to me. All my secrets began to disperse. I told her about the relationship with Kirk and the hurt I felt because I didn't reach into him as he did me. Explaining I really felt Kirk knew me better than anyone through his words. The guilt I was feeling about leaving someone behind that cared, but for me it was just the need of company. I told her about using someone else in Austin and as honest as I've been about not having room in my heart, I continued the relationship. Life was very different for me I explained, adding in the sexual encounters and the fact that I have sold off everything I owned to start brand new and do the things I knew were for myself. She laughed because she always thought I was such a homebody prude. "This is funny, it seems every time you become single, men knock at your door and you usually don't let them in. Remember Todd, who played the sheriff in that play we did about the KKK, he had the hots for you so bad and you didn't even give him the time of day. Your weren't separated then, but you talked about divorce. I swore that boy would have cut himself off in his pants every time he watched you. Then I noticed what you did. You put on weight so you wouldn't have to go through that again. But it looks like you've been taking care of that problem too" She said. "I think you must be in heat. The boys can smell your sweetness for miles." "Hey not fair!" I said "I was just caught up in a promise with the only A-Sexual man on earth." We both laughed. She knew my ex and couldn't believe a man so handsome wasn't gay. She flirted with him on purpose at a cast party and she made a comment to me that he didn't respond with a flirtatious comeback. "Hey, I've got a song for you." She said. She put her arm around my shoulders and sang "Smile." When she finished she kissed my cheek and put the microphone up to my left breast and said, "See, the heart is still there, beating away. The guy lost, he didn't get it. Don't let love come again so easily, okay? Spend sometime with me, you don't have to be anywhere for awhile. Besides, in return for my wonderful hospitality, you can help me retune my horse riding skills." "You've got a deal." I said, "Besides I feel like I've spent years alone." The next evening I went with Tobi to see her show. The audience really enjoyed her songs and she responded to the attention and sang her heart out. A friend of hers, Brenda came over to sit at my table. She was good company and I had fun listening to her match wits with the waiter and joke about the nightclub life. Brenda has a small law practice in town. She is about 5"5', 180 lbs., with striking blue eyes and dark hair that sets off her fair skin. The next day we all decided to sun ourselves by Brenda's pool. The relaxation would feel good and hopefully the sun would help the wounds from the fall. The wounds required explaining to Brenda as we undressed. They opted for completely nude, while I go for a lace bra and tong. We reclined on chaise lounges and passed a joint of really good marijuana. Brenda mixed up a batch of margaritas and kept the picture on ice for refills. The sun was hot and the swim in the pool may have been a shock if not for the way I was feeling from the pot and tequila. The topics of conversation moved around from politics, books, menstruation, mothers, men, and in-between, sex. I began telling them both about a bondage story I had read on a newsgroup. Brenda said, "Hey, I would be the one tying." Tobi replied, "No, you would be the one licking, girl. Claire doesn't know you like pussy." "Claire, I like pussy. There now she knows." Brenda replied. We all laughed. Seriously I said, "Truthfully, I've read stories, I have friends who are lesbian and discuss sex openly, and I had thoughts about sex with a woman, but it was never anything I desired. It doesn't repulse me, but for me I've never been able to have sex without a lot of emotion…until recently." "Where have you been," Brenda yelled laughing. "Let me ask you something Claire. Do you like having a man lick on your clit?" "Yes, I like it very much." I said. "I've got a treat for you, because there are men that can be good, but Hon, there is a difference when it comes from a woman." Brenda said. " We know our bodies and what it feels, men only have what we desire inside of us." "Brenda, I'm really not interested, okay." I said laughing nervously. "Your going to feel good, Claire" Brenda said as she walked into the house. "What is she going to do Tobi!" I asked. "Claire just sit back and relax, if you really don't want it, just say Cowboys," replied Tobi with a wink. "Brenda loves cowboys. This happened to me when I met Brenda. She comes on strong, but your going to be glad. I'll be right here, okay." Brenda came back out from the house with a basket and a towel. She set the towel down on the patio next to my chaise and sat on her curled up legs. "Tobi, would you please put this CD on for me?" Brenda asked as she was removing objects from the basket. She placed on my leg a 10" vibrator with a rubber attachment the size of an well-endowed horse, or so it seemed to me. Shots of tingles began running up and down my spine looking at this extra large rubber cock as it rolled down between my legs facing towards me. I hope she wasn't thinking of using this on me. Brenda proceeded unpacking objects and placing them on my legs; a blindfold, long white scarves, nipple clamps with a chain, long earrings, a black tassel whip, a feather duster, 2 more vibrators, and a variety of other stuff.. "Stop Brenda," I said laughing. "No way, no way are you using these things or anything else you have in your basket on my (you know)." "You are a tease!" Brenda replied. "This is what I want you to do. Lay back and listen while I talk." She went into a soft voice. "Take a deep breath in. Now let it out slowly. Breathe slowly, in and out. in…out…in…out. Concentrate, in…out…" Knowing this relaxation or hypnosis technique myself, I complied feeling the nervous tension running inside of me. Sounds of ocean waves began filling the air from the CD. Brenda's soft voice narrated "Your at an ocean with white soft sand disappearing into crystalline azure blue water. Your skin feels rays of sun heating your skin and you notice the oil on your skin is glistening against the color of your dark honey tan. Your lying on a stationary float in the sand and small waves rock the float gently as the tide meets it's end over your hand. Your fingers lie listlessly as the current pushes them back and forth in time with your relaxed slow breathing. Your legs are opened wide so your feet are feeling the coolness of the water. The relaxed mood allows a favorite memory to enter your thoughts. A thought about feeling like your beginning to feel flushed, your walk becomes a dance in the air and your body is moving gracefully as your back is straight. Your feel your breasts protruding from your wanting to be touched." Brenda continued,"You're not alone on the beach, but you can't open your eyes. Your trusting to all the pleasures you are going to feel. Feel the soft hands caressing your breasts. As my thoughts were focused on Brenda's images, my body begins to feel Brenda's fingers running across my breasts. I felt another set of hands gliding up from my ankles towards the inside of my thighs. I was too relaxed to move and yet involuntarily, my hips began to slide down on the chaise and my knees went into the air. I felt the silk scarves wrapping wrists and ankles simultaneously. I pulled at my wrists to feel they were tied together lying across my stomach. Pulling at my ankles, there wasn't any resistance. I could move my legs up and down and as I tried, I felt hands pushing my knees wide until my feet touched the hot cement of the patio. Pillows were pushed under the small of my back lifting my butt high in the air. Fingers began running across the opened labia of my aching vagina. I opened my eyes to see it was Tobi. "Your feeling good, aren't you?" Tobi said. "It's only going to get better." "You are such a good friend." I said. Brenda continued with the narration as she described the movements of her and Tobi's hands. I felt my nipples being rolled through fingers and the nipple clamps attached. Brenda described the feeling in my breasts accurately as the signals of a pleasurable pain woke up a new awareness of sensitivity in my breasts. As I felt the chain pulled upwards, the arousal swelled my breasts and I let out a quiet moan. My own earrings were being replaced with another pair. I felt the heaviness in my ear lobes of the large studs with long dangling chains falling down behind my neck. Heavy key-ring clasps attached at each end. An "O" ring in the center of the nipple clamp chain is attached to the key-ring clasps. My nipples appear towards me as I admire the hardness swelling them to a deep crimson. "You can taste them yourself this way." Brenda said. "Take your tongue and touch them. That feels good, doesn't it? Now suck on this one hard and I will play with this one." Tobi begins to run the huge head the largest vibrator across the opening of myself. I feel the vibrations low and gentle she begins to insert it slowly. I feel the vibration begin to reach far inside of me, placing my hips in motion. Tobi laughs at the sucking noise as she pulls it in and out. Brenda's soft voice begins again narrating "The clamps will come off and as I pull each one, your going to feel everything rush towards the tips of your nipples and after that your going to ask for them back on. " "Remember a time when sex was so good for you. A time when the one your soul was deeply touched with love and the goosebumps were rising inside of you wanting to burst. Your rocking slowly back and forth on his cock that is hard just for you. You're watching his face smile with pleasure and you know he is enjoying the feel of you. You're going to ask him if he wants it harder, and he replies yes. You back arches as you feel him so deep inside. Your sliding up and down on him and without your control, the muscles in your pussy are pulling him deeper inside. You like to be fucked. You're enjoying this immensely as you lower your body faster. You tell him he feels so good inside. His name and voice is all you hear in your thoughts. You call his name out loud and tell him again how good he feels inside. You have no control over what your body wants or what your voice is saying." "You want the clamps back on your nipples, don't you?" Brenda asked as she again attached them and the chain to the earrings. "Turn around on your knees and rest your stomach on the pillows" she added. I did exactly as I was instructed and felt my breasts define gravity. Tobi kept the vibrator inside of me as I turned. She pulled my hips down lower and I began to feel her fingers rubbing gently on my clit. It was swelling and so in need of stimulation. Hot oil began dripping on the cheeks of my ass and I felt fingers rubbing the oil to the rim my anus. Something was sliding in slowly. "You want your ass fucked, you want your pussy fucked, you want to be licked until you come so bad, ask him for it Claire." Brenda said. "I want to feel him! Not all of this! Please let me go, please Brenda. Cowboys!" I cried. Everything stopped. I lay there laughing and thinking, what was I doing. This isn't what I want in my life. God, if your listening, don't give me any more reminders of the first time I was fucked in the ass. I beg of you to erase that memory. I felt Brenda's arms around me and she held me tight. "It's okay, we understand," she said. "It's all going to be okay." Turning around Brenda removed the nipple clamps. Another reminder rushing through me, allowing my body to tremble. "I'm sorry, it's not you, or you Tobi." I said. "It's just…even though I'm trying very hard to discover what sex may be like without the emotion of love, I can't come to terms with it I feel like I'm prostituting my values. This isn't I want for myself. The adventures taught me that I want more than a simple bond." Brenda laughed, "Some people can't have it any other way, nothing wrong with that. We're just trying to help you get through the pain and show you a new way to enjoy yourself." "Thanks guys, I appreciate it, I really do." I replied. "You're the best, really. I won't deny that all of this does feel good, I just can't get through the memories yet. There will be a time to give in to my desires, but I think I will just wait for someone that makes my knees go weak and makes me so happy that I would risk it all again." "Use those memories to help yourself heal Claire. Go for what you want." Tobi said in her caring voice. "Heal me dear lord!" I said laughing. "You know what, I still need to cum and I've recently learned how to do it myself and spell it correctly. Anyone else need a toy and we can all have fun?" On this warm afternoon, the three of us exchanged vibrators and admired each other's bodies enjoying the pleasures of sharing. We had a race to see who could hold back an orgasm the longest and of course Brenda won. We were like little girls having a tea party, dressed in our best and discussing which stuffed animal we enjoyed the most. Love blossomed on this day. For me it wasn't the love I shared with Tobi and Brenda, but the love I was able to give to myself. I knew what I wanted to feel complete. -----== Posted via Deja News, The Leader in Internet Discussion ==----- http://www.dejanews.com/rg_mkgrp.xp Create Your Own Free Member Forum -- +----------------' Story submission `-+-' Moderator contact `--------------+ | | | | Archive site +----------------------+--------------------+ Newsgroup FAQ | ----