Message-ID: <3723eli$9709041807@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: From: "Tawny Hess" Subject: My Story Part VII (Repost) Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.bondage,alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.stories.erotic Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Path: qz!not-for-mail Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded X-Story-Submission: X-Original-Message-ID: <01bcb949$8d35dd80$dc6d400c@valuedcu> ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ Caution, this story is for adults only. If you are not 18, go elsewhere to read. Delete this and get off this newsgroup page! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ Introduction: My name is Judy Hess, but I go by the nickname Tawny. This is the story of my journey down the road to a submissive sexual lifestyle. Some is true, some not, some I imagine will occur. Whatever the case, I hope the readers will be entertained and I hope I can gain some like minded friends on the internet. I have been fooling with e-mail and chat on IRC, PowWow and other mediums for a couple of months. Due to some bad experiences I will want to avoid phone conversations and revelations of my physical location. Likewise, having had my photo widely distributed on the net, I tend to be covetous of my pic. My personal background is that I am 28 years old and have reddish brown hair, shoulder length. I am 5' 8" tall and weigh 135 lbs. I am somewhat thin and tend to be active and athletic. (Played basketball and on the cheerleading squad in HS (Lots of gymnastics!). Also ran on the spring track team, without much success, but I still run regularly. I like outdoors things, hiking, biking, surfing etc. I am currently "between careers" and work evenings at various businesses as a hostess or waitress etc. (Love those tips!). I like this because my days are free for the beach and outdoors. Ah, and inquiring minds always seem to want to know.... I don't stand in front of mirrors and measure myself, but I wear a 35C bra, which I feel I fill adequately. My waist is still 25 (60 sit-ups a day). My hips are there and not fat (certainly not at 135 lbs.) Part VII: The Feminine Touch I awoke late the next morning and hurried to get some chores done before I had to get ready for work. I didn't have a lot of time to think. I went to work, working a cocktail lounge that night, and found myself thinking about how it was with David the night before. He was a stranger until that night, but he was so good. I got tingles when I thought about how he had just taken me from behind and completely controlled my orgasms. I hoped that I would experience more of that. I arrived home a bit early, about 11:30 PM and took off my clothes and headed for the shower. I thought about the night before some more as I rubbed the soap over my body and ran my soapy fingers over my breasts. I thought about that big cock of David's. I ran my fingers over my ass and slid a finger in as I dreamt of David pushing against my tight virgin hole and the way he held me so steadily around my neck, controlling my pleasure and opening my back door to his needs. I ran my soapy hand over my clit and felt it get hard. Then suddenly my mind wandered to Dawn. I saw her stern look and I imagined my tongue running over her stiff nipples and having her hand push my mouth into her crotch. Damn!, what was the matter with me? Get a grip! Surely I couldn't want to have a sex affair with that dike, could I? I dried off and slipped myself down in front of the computer. I turned it on and ran my fingers lightly over my nipples as I awaited the e-mail cue to download. The thought of getting another order from Roger for sex was making me horny. I couldn't let him know, but his little blackmail scheme was turning out to be the best shot of sex therapy I could imagine. There it was, a message from Roger. I looked and felt a sense of let down....He only said he would be out of town and that I would find other things to entertain myself until he got back. There were a couple of spam messages and then there was another from a "DOMLADY". I opened it and stared a minute. It read. "Have a nice day you little bitch? Did you enjoy all those nice cocks last night? I bet you did. But I know you were thinking about me, weren't you? Play with yourself today and dream of me? I know all about you and what a horny little bitch you are. All you need is a little direction and you will make a very good toy. Now, just point your little computer to #Dawn on your IRC tonight at 1AM and we'll have a little talk about us. And if you think you'll just pass up the opportunity, which I know you really don't want to, then remember that Roger loaned me your key." My nipples were swelling and I could feel a tingle in my crotch as I read it over again. It was that Dawn woman. What did she mean by my key?....Damn! Roger must have clued her in on the pictures. I wasn't sure I wanted to take another step into the world of female domination, or whatever it was. Maybe Roger was pushing to find my limits. The thought of being controlled by that nasty bitch Dawn didn't exactly appeal to me. I just didn't have confidence she would stay within my limits. She may be a psycho or something. It would be better to just move somewhere else and have a bunch of perverts drool over my pictures than submit myself to this woman. She could do anything if she tied me up. Nevertheless, I decided it would be best to go on IRC and see what she had in mind. Maybe it would be some sort of voyeurism where she watches me fuck some guy. That wouldn't be so bad. After all, she did sort of excite me. Her body was so sexy and her skin so dark and smooth. I had to admit that when she barked orders at me it made me feel sexy, vulnerable, like when a man does the same thing. 1AM rolled around in no time at all. As I brought up the IRC file, my breasts began to tingle a little and I lightly pinched them to accentuate the feeling. Then my crotch started to get that wet feeling as I imagined myself giving head to some guy while Dawn watched and barked orders at me to swallow more. I entered #Dawn and waited. Shortly the name DOMDAWN showed. "Good little bitch, right on time, that will count in your favor". "Hello, so what is it that you want?" was my reply. "We are really talking about what you want, aren't we you little slut? "Didn't you just dream about being fucked again all day?" "You like it don't you?" I felt like she was reading my mind.. I replied..."Yes, I enjoyed the sex last night". Then, she typed.. "That's not all you want though, you wanted to suck on my nipples too, you want to suck on my pussy too, don't you?" "You are an insatiable sex whore and you just haven't admitted it to yourself yet, but I know already. This line was bothersome to me, she was so pushy! I typed a reply..."I think you are overstating reality." Actually, she may have been hitting very close to the truth, but then, aren't all people that way, deep down inside? She answered.."Don't talk back to me you little whore." "You are going to do this now." "Get in your car, drive to I 40, southbound, get off at the E Street exit and got two blocks to your first right -that's Wichita Street.' 'Then go down a block to 345, on the right.' 'Park, go through the back gate and to the back door.' 'Drop your clothes there, you wont need them inside, and knock." I thought about this briefly.......no way. No way was I going to a strange house and do what she says. Pictures or no, this was going too far. I replied..."I don't think so. I'll need to talk this over with Roger when he gets back" I didn't have to wait long for a reply. "That act of insolence will come back to you you fucking little bitch.' 'The clock is running, 20 minutes. Be there!" "Here's something for you to use to reinforce your decision." I was about to sign off and begin my packing when several downloads appeared, I watched as they completed the download, then automatically opened. There I was sucking on Roger's cock. Then, him squirting cum on my face and me smiling at it! Then David pushing his big cock into my ass as I smiled back at him. As I suspected, the cameras were still rolling last night! Then came the shocker. A text list of e-mail addresses. My parents, aunts and uncles, former boyfriends, old school teachers. How could he have gotten such a list of people I knew? If these pictures were sent there I would be ashamed out of my life! Then a last line on the list......"Only 17 minutes left bitch!" I was frozen as I looked at the list. Oh shit I thought as I pulled on a pair of shorts and a T shirt, grabbed the keys and headed for the door. No decision to make, I can think about it on the way to Wichita Street. I just hope she doesn't hurt me in some way. As I got in my car I could feel my breasts begin to swell again as they brushed against the T shirt. Damn my body for exposing me! I was excited about touching her. and her touching me. I just didn't know what to expect, a condition which provided it's own stimulus. I jerked the car over to the curb with just a moment to spare and ran through the back gate and into the yard. It was an older house, but quite large, in a suburban neighborhood. The grass was cool and wet under my bare feet as I approached the back door. It was dark and I slipped out of my jeans and let them drop to the ground, then my T-shirt. The cool air assisted my already excited nipples into a stiff, upthrust condition. I was almost embarrassed by it and I ran my hands over them to warm them a little, but they were stiff and I couldn't change that now. Standing there naked and exposed outside, I opened the screen and knocked. There was a moment's delay and the door opened. It was dimly lit inside, but Dawn's silhouette was unmistakable. She was wearing high spike heels, stockings, a garter belt, the same tight leather mini skirt and her leather, open front bra. She reached behind her and took a leather strap in her hands and said "Just in time my little slut." "I knew you would be here like the little whore you are.' 'Look at those little tits just squirming for attention.....you want it and you can't hide it can you?" I began to reply and she immediately slapped me across the face. "Shut your little bitch mouth and speak when I tell you to.", she screamed. Then she reached out and cinched the collar around my neck, tight. Then she attached a lead and pulled me into the door. I stood there, motionless trying to focus on the room. She ran her fingers over my breasts and lightly pinched each nipple. "I'm going to have a good time with these little buds." "You have a good body and with the right training you will be a very fine toy for me." "You want to be my little toy, now don't you you little bitch?"...."you may answer now" I could feel her touch on my nipples and felt a tingle through my body. My crotch was going to expose me again because it was running over with juices flowing from within. "Yes" I replied to her question. "Good girl then" was her reply. "Now, let's get you all set now, shall we?" She led me into a small open room with a table covered with various leather items. I noticed a riding crop with a large dildo handle. A cat-o-nine tails whip, several leather straps and .......uh oh!, a couple small insulin-type injectors. She didn't speak, just stared at me as she worked. I was ordered to put my hands behind my back, crossed. She ran a leather Velcro strap around them to secure them. Standing there, my breasts were thrust out in front of me lewdly, stiff and erect. She took two small strings that were formed in a loop and put one over each of my nipples. She cinched them down tight around the base, restricting the blood flow and causing them to grow even larger. She then did the same to my clit. As she slid her finger in to locate my clit she remarked..."I see you are mentally prepared you little whore'. 'Do you get wet at everything you see?' 'Yes you do you little slut!" I cursed my body for revealing my feelings like that. She knew I was horny better than I did. As she cinched down the loop on my clit she attached a plastic clip to the swollen bud. The pain was strange. Sharp at first, and then pleasureful in a new sort of way. She attached a small chain to the clip and ran it through my crotch, up my ass crack and then to my collar, where she attached it with no slack. If I leaned my head forward, I felt a pull at my clit. Then she took one of the injectors and held it up. "This will only sting a tiny bit.' 'Just relax." "It could be anything and you wouldn't be able to do anything about it, would you?", she said, with a cruel giggle. My eyes widened. She sensed my panic and went on..."Well, don't worry, it is a blood stimulant',' We will put a little into your nipples and you will have quite a wonderful sensation.' 'It wears off, but not until you wish you had more!" "If you keep still, I won't hurt you.' 'If you move, well..." I felt the sting of the needle and watched as she shot the clear liquid into each of my nipples. I felt nothing at first, then she ran her fingers over my nipples lightly and I could see them swell until they stood out twice as swollen as normal with the tips sticking out like thumbs. She adjusted the restrictors to handle the larger size and then she pinched each slightly. I went crazy. The sensation was magnified twentyfold and tingles ran through my spine. My vaginal walls convulsed and I could feel my lips moisten as my channel overflowed. She smiled as she tickled and pinched my nipples and watched me react. They became hot to the touch and ached a little. Ached to be touched. I felt like a bitch in heat. Wanting to have an orgasm, but unable to cross that final barrier. It felt similar to having an itch you can't scratch. I needed to have an orgasm to get relief from the sensation. She smiled as she teased me.. "There now, you are behaving just like the little bitch I knew you were." "You want me now don't you?" "Want me to put a little something in your cunt don't you you little whore?" "You may reply now" I was in need. I let loose. "Yes, yes fuck me please. Give me something in my pussy." I could hardly believe it was me talking dirty like that to this woman. Finally, she attached a clip to each of my swollen nipples and each clip to a chain, which was run through a loop in my collar. The clips stung and at the same time stimulated my nipples. As I moved my head, the chain pulled lightly, pulsing more sensations through my supersensitive breasts. She then led me by the lead down a hall and then a set of stairs to a dimly lit basement. As I adjusted to the dim light I could see what appeared to be one of those BDSM cellars with all sorts of tables, benches, shackles etc. Now I wondered if things might turn for the worst. She released my arms and put each wrist in a leather restraint, then attached a cord and pulled them so I was spread eagle standing there. Then she attached a bar to my ankles, causing my legs to be spread wide. I was completely vulnerable at this point. She walked over and took the crop and approached me, running the tip over my breasts and across my swollen nipples. She flicked the chain attached to the clips and I flinched as it was translated into pulled nipples. She said.."Now, I believe I detected a little resistance to my invitation tonight when we spoke via IRC earlier, didn't I?" I remained silent..."Yes, you defied me." She let the crop fall across my buttocks with a loud crack. I felt the pain rush through me and yelped. Then she slit a finger into my exposed pussy and wiggled it, sending me into ecstasy. "Now we won't let that happen again will we?" Another swing, this time right across my breasts. Crack! , the pain, as she continued to wiggle her finger in me. "You can have pain or you can have pleasure, the choice is yours, but not he choice of coming or going.' "That is my choice.' "Understand?" "You may reply" I answered in the affirmative, of course. She then took the crop and stroked it down my front, tapping it with light hits on my tits, my belly and then a sharp snap on my hairless pussy lips. I jerked from the pain. Then she took the other end and slid it into my wet pussy, stroking it in and out and letting me have the pleasure I had been craving. "See, pain or pleasure." "If you do as you are told, pleasure, if not..pain". The lesson was easy to understand and I humped on the dildo, looking for my orgasm which was just a few strokes away. Then she pulled the dildo out and came around to my rear. "Oh yes, you like it here too don't you?" She was teasing me and she pushed the dildo against my puckered ass. "Come on now, you opened up for him, now you can open up for me. I relaxed and the dildo slipped in. She pumped it way out and in as she grabbed the chain and jerked it to pull my clit with the clip. The sensation was indescribable. The near climax feeling, the pain, the invasion of my ass. Then she pulled out of that too. She slapped my ass hard again with the crop and came around to my front and locked her lips on my mouth. Feeding me her tongue, she ran the dildo up along my crotch, teasing my orgasm. "I think you need to return my favors now you little bitch." She released my hands and my feet and led me to a low, padded bench. There was a pair of rings in the floor and she attached my wrist restraints to them so I was kneeling over the bench, my face about a foot above it. Then she sat in front of me straddling the bench. She leaned back and, grabbing my hair, pulled my mouth into her crotch. "Now you do me you little cunt lick." My face was pulled roughly into her pussy and I worked my tongue to slide up between her lips. She was wet, but smelled clean and my tongue quickly found her tunnel and I slid it in as deep as I could. I could hear her moan a little as I worked my tongue in and out of her. Then I would slide it up over her clit and lightly bite it. I did everything that I know I enjoyed. I was surprised at how aroused I was by it. Her juices tasted peculiar, familiar, but the taste and the smell made my pussy water even more. I felt like the orgasm would be my own and worked toward that end. I could feel my nipples being pulled by the chain that attached them to my neck and I rocked my head so my clit would get steadily pulled. I dove into her and sucked and licked with all my vigor. She reacted with jerks and moans as she yanked my head against her thrusting hips. Before long her juices began to pour out and her channel tightened on my tongue and she climaxed. She demanded more and I continued to suck on her for a blur of time. I remember a second orgasm and then she released me. I had to stay there, on my knees with my face an inch from her pussy as she lay there, relaxing and recovering. Finally she said. "That is what I was hoping for. I could tell when I saw you that you would be a good toy." "You liked sucking on my pussy almost as much as you like those big cocks." "Usually I need to use a little more persuasion to get that sort of performance out of a woman, but you are a natural slut just as I thought, you little bitch." I didn't know how to take that. I was confused. I did like it. I was eating her, because I liked it, not out of fear. She reached down and removed the clips from my nipples, then she unstrapped me and led me to a table. She told me to mount and she strapped my arms and legs to the sides. Then she went to work on me, running her tongue through my pussy and sucking my enlarged nipples in between her teeth, pinching biting, sucking. I fell into one orgasm, then another , then another. I was a fucking slut, that was for sure, and I loved it. I must have dozed of, or fainted. I awoke still strapped to the table and quite uncomfortable. I lay there for a while, maybe half an hour, when footsteps broke the silence. I looked over and saw Dawn approaching me. She was clothed in a black dress and heels and looked like a Madame or something. She cam over to me and untied me. She took me over to a corner of the room where there was a depression and a drain. She picked up a hose and started to spray me down with cold water, as though I was some sort of animal. I turned away and she told me to stand up with my arms spread. I did as she said and she directed the stiff spray to my nipples, my navel and then down my slit, stimulating my clit and cleaning me off. She tossed me a cup of liquid soap and I soaped my body. Then she hosed me down some more. "Here", she said, throwing me a towel, "dry off and pretty yourself up". "There are a couple of people who need to look you over." I dried off as she watched, then she led me to a wall and trussed my hands to it. She then installed my clips, chain and loops so I was the perfect picture of a sex slave. Next she reached into a box and pulled out a pair of metal balls, about the size of golf balls. They were shiny and rattled a little. She said.. "These are for you my little cunt." "They'll remind you of what you are all the time...a horny bitch made to fuck." She came over to me an put the first up against my slit and ran it up and down until my lips parted slightly, then she slid it in and pushed it up my vagina with two fingers. Then she inserted the other one. Their presence made my muscles contract a little. That movement made them move and they, in-turn seemed to move, causing more of a sensation. It was similar to having a finger or two slowly massaging the inside of my pussy with the accompanying feeling. "They are called Ben Wa and you will leave them in until I say you can remove them, understand me you little bitch?" I answered "Yes Mistress" In a short while I was panting a little as I felt my vagina squeeze and my juices begin to flow rapidly. She went upstairs and came back down a while later with two men. They stared at me and came over and ran their fingers and hands over my buttocks, stomach, arms and my breasts. I was very hot by then and my flesh was hot to their touch. I must have seemed like a bitch in heat to them. One guy shoved a finger into my pussy and wiggled it to see my reaction. I couldn't figure where these two fit into the picture. They examined me as though I was to be sold to them or something. Dawn left with them and then came back. I asked her who the men were. She just smiled at me as she untied me. "They liked your hot body Tawny" "All men seem to like your body". "That's because you are a superb fuck-toy, bitch" "That's all you need to know." "Now go away for now, and leave your little balls inside until you read an e-mail saying you can take them out." 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