Message-ID: <3191eli$9708200954@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: From: criosabtts@aol.com (CriosabtTS) Subject: TG: The Secret (1/2) Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Path: qz!not-for-mail Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded X-Story-Submission: X-Original-Message-Id: <19970820114501.HAA28388@ladder01.news.aol.com> This is my first story for ASSM. I hope you all enjoy. Feel free to send praise and constructive criticism if the feeling moves you. Those that archive stories, feel free to do so. As I have seen in may postings here, if you find this material offensive or are under the age of 18, please do not read. Thank you for your time and consideration. CriosabtTS ****************************************************************** Sally came into the dorm room in a huff and sat down heavily on her bed. Another date with an insensitive guy, she thought to herself, as she lay back in the bed exhausted from the climb up the stairs. She could learn to live with it if the sex was reasonably good, but the last few guys she dated didn't even try to bring her to orgasm after they were done. And all though she didn't let things get that far this time, she really could have used a good orgasm this night. But, this guy was a pig like the last few and she wasn't even going to give the guy a chance. So, she trudged back to the dorm from the city center to see if she could take care of things herself, once again. Thomasina, Tommy, to her friends, sat in her bed across from Sally reading from her biology notes for the next test coming up in a few days. She looked over at Sally and saw the disappointment on her face for the third time since they had become roommates at the beginning of the semester. She really wished she could do something for Sally, but she knew Sally would never understand Thomasina's specialness. It was 11PM and Sally knew that Tommy had an early class tomorrow. "Why aren't you sleeping?", Sally asked, wishing that Tommy was asleep so she could satisfy the fire in her loins. "Oh, I just couldn't sleep.", Tommy said. "So I thought I would just do a little studying for my up coming biology test. Why, are you ready for bed?", she asked. "I can always turn the light out and try to get some sleep." "No.", responded Sally. "Don't let me interrupt." "O.K.", said Tommy as she returned to her notes, Sally all but forgotten. Sally shed her coat and dress with easy, letting them land on the floor where they may. She unhooked the garter she wore from her black shear stockings and slid them down her legs with ease. The pile of clothes was soon join by the garter, black lacy panties, and a push-up demi-bra that enhanced her natural cleavage and turned many a guy's head. Sally quickly threw on her silky sleeping shirt and snuggled down into bed facing Tommy. Sally buried her hands under her body so that she could stoke herself without Tommy noticing. Sally knew she couldn't push herself to orgasm without alerting Tommy to what she was doing, but she just had to do something. Sally reached down between her legs to the very wet opening of her pussy to get her finger nice and wet. Very slowly she raised her hips so as not to get Tommy's attention as she drew her dew slicked finger up to her clit. When her finger found the hard bundle of nerves, she settled her hips back down and began tracing little circles around it. All the while she stared at Tommy to make sure she didn't notice what she was doing. As the sensation she was causing with her manipulations began spreading through her body, Sally continued to stare at Tommy. Sally was attracted to the rise and fall of Tommy's large, but firm breasts and found that the circles that she made around her clit seemed timed to Tommy's breathing rhythm. This strange realization cause Sally to take more notice of Tommy's breasts. Though large for Tommy's 5'9" frame, Tommy carried them well. Her pink baby doll night gown hugged them nicely as the pleats hid the location of her nipples. Sally looked higher and saw the plunging neckline of the night gown with its lace trim. Sally was quite surprised that she could see the deep cleavage that Tommy had from the angle that her head lay and the fact that Tommy sat up at the head of her bed with the reading lamp over her shoulder. Sally stopped circling her clit with her finger as she realized what she was thinking. Touching another woman's breasts and ... making love to another woman! She felt repulsed and thrilled at the very thought of it. Sally remembered her first gynecological exam and how her mother insisted on her seeing a woman gynecologist. Sally felt sick to her stomach as the woman doctor probed and touched her and she knew she would have thrown up if the exam had lasted longer than it actually did. Over the years, Sally has been able to suppress that queasy feeling, but she still never liked the idea of a woman touching her. But the thought of touching Tommy's breasts. Of finding her nipples under the soft pleated fabric of her night gown and coaxing them to pebble hardness. Just like Sally herself likes them. This turned Sally on all the more and her finger began to once again circle her clit. But would it turn Tommy on. When it came to sex and Tommy, Sally really didn't know much. She had never seen Tommy on a date and she always turned down the guys that have asked her out. But when the girls went out together, she was right with them when it came to commenting about a particular guy's tight ass or noticeable bulge. But on similar nights when the girls weren't talking or paying attention to Tommy, Sally remembered catching Tommy looking a Susan's ass when she would lean over the bar to get the bartender's attention or staring deeply into the waitresses cleavage when she came by with more drinks. Maybe Sally was just imagining that. Sally's hopes blossomed in her heart with the thought that Tommy might be interested in exploring this new sexual thrill that had gotten Sally all worked up. Not paying attention to her movements, Sally had stopped moving her finger around her clit and began raising and lowering her ass off the bed against the now still finger. Sally could feel her nipples hard against the mattress of the bed and she held back making any noises from the immense pleasure she was creating for herself. Thoughts of slowly removing Tommy's panties and seeing her pussy for the first time fueled her fantasy. But would this fantasy ever come true. Does Tommy like guys or girls, or maybe both? As Sally pressed her clitoris harder against her finger, she thought back to the last time she had come back to the dorm from a date. She was thoroughly frustrated from the sex she had with Bob, the college' star quarterback. He may have been good on the football field, but in bed he was a flop and very inconsiderate. After he had cum, he simply rolled over and fell asleep and Sally was still horny and frustrated from not having an orgasm. She ran back to the dorm and was practically in tears when she reach the dorm room. Tommy had comforted her. She sat down next to Sally and hugged her. Told her that men could be pigs and that she would find someone special someday. She even kissed Sally on the check as a mother would to console a child over a scraped knee. Now that Sally thought about it more, she remembered that she had felt Tommy's tongue during that kiss. It didn't register then because she was so distraught, but was Tommy making a pass at her then? "I just don't know?", Sally found herself saying aloud, realizing to late that she had given voice to her question when she had meant to merely think it. "Don't know what?", Thomasina asked as she turned her head in response to Sally's question. Tommy saw that Sally was snuggled face down in her bed with the covers all the way up to her shoulders. Sally's face was turned sideways on her pillow and she was staring back at Tommy intently. An expression that turned quickly to fear like that of a deer caught in the head lights of a car. Tommy saw Sally's ass was frozen higher off the bed than it should be and that her hands must be trapped under her body. Tommy quickly realized that Sally was masturbating and felt an almost instant response in her loins to this. Tommy shifted uncomfortable in her bed, her biology notes forgotten as she waited for Sally's response. "Uhm...", escaped Sally's lips as her hand shot out from under her hips and up to her pillow. "Uhm...", she repeated as her ass fell to the bed and all the pleasures she had been bringing herself seemed to disappear with her fears of being discovered. "Uhm...", she said for a third time as she decided what to say next and her heart began fluttering in fear and expectation. "What do you think about men?", Sally finally said as she tried to relax into her bed. Thomasina wasn't going to answer that question. But from the fact that Sally asked that, she realized that Sally had another bad date. This time she was more sexually frustrated than emotionally hurt and that was why she had come back to the dorm without crying. Tommy suspected as much when Sally had come in, but she thought that Sally might have just been in a foul mood and didn't mention it earlier. "Did you have another bad date?", Thomasina finally said after these quick thoughts. She twisted her hips and brought her legs out from under the covers and stood as she said this. Sally realized that Tommy was going come over to her bed and console her. She wasn't sure what was going to happen next, but she felt she shouldn't be laying down when Tommy reached her bed, so she too twisted out of her covers to sit at the edge of her bed. Just as she suspected, Tommy crossed the space between their two beds and sat down besides Sally. "Ya.", Sally sighed once Tommy's full weight settled on the bed. "Did he let you down in bed like Bob?", asked Thomasina as she snake an arm around Sally's waist. The feel of Sally's silk night shirt against her arm sent a thrill through Tommy's body. The sensation went straight to her loins. She could feel the stirring that had started, when she first caught Sally masturbating, grow. "No.", replied Sally. "I could tell that he was going to be an insensitive love with the first kiss. I didn't let it go any further." Sally was thrilled and scared at the same time with the feel of Tommy's arm around her. Was Tommy being a sensitive friend or was she making a pass at her? Sally thought and hoped that it was both. "Why can't I find a sensitive guy that will satisfy my needs as much as I want to satisfy him?", Sally continued. Sally kept the conversation going along these lines to keep herself from kissing Tommy right then and there. If Tommy is just being a good friend, thought Sally, I'd just die if she rejected me. "These guys are only in college.", said Thomasina as she tried to keep her nervousness in check. The warmth of Sally's body under her silk night shirt felt so good next to Tommy's body. She wanted to wrap her arms around her, kiss her, and tell her it was all right as she started to make love to her. But, what would Sally think. Thomasina wasn't like other women. Would Sally understand when she found out that Thomasina wasn't what she expected? Fighting her desires, Tommy continued her words. "They are still young and selfish. As they mature, some of them will become more sensitive, but most of them won't. But don't you worry. You'll find someone special?" With that said, Thomasina knew that Sally would withdraw and her hopes would be dashed, but she had to protect herself from Sally discovering her secret. Being a good friend to Sally was all she could really hope for. Sally looked up into Tommy's eyes as her heart raced. It was now or never. "Someone special?", Sally asked with fear and hope in her face. "Someone like you?" Thomasina's heart skipped a beat at these words and then resumed at a rapid flutter. The ache in her loins grew more as she realized that what she hoped was coming to pass, but what would Sally think when she learned her secret. Thomasina felt Sally's arm slowly snake around her back just like Tommy had her own arm around Sally. Their bodies molded together more closely and as their breasts touched, Thomasina felt electricity spread from the contact to every nerve of her body. The feeling was so natural. Sally face moved closer to Tommy's and she saw a mixture of fear and desire in Sally's eyes. Sally's lips parted slightly and Thomasina remembered that she wanted to protest before things went to far. But they already had. Before a sound could be issued from Thomasina's throat, Sally was kissing her. The first brushing of their lips together made Thomasina forget her secret. Then Tommy felt Sally's tongue tentatively part her lips and all she could do was let it in. Tommy saw Sally's eyes slowly close with the fear in them fading away. With Sally's tongue opening her mouth wider, all Tommy could do was meet Sally's tongue with her own and invite it in. Tommy soon closed her eyes as well and gave into the wonders of this soft and passionate kiss. Tommy then felt Sally's free hand gently cup one of her breasts. Tommy moaned into Sally's mouth in response as their kiss grew deeper and more impassioned. Sally's hand began to kneed and caress the soft yet firm flesh of Tommy's chest. After minutes of this manipulation, Tommy felt Sally's thumb and forefinger searching for the nipple. The pinching of these two digits created cause Tommy's nipple to harden and hasten Sally's discovery of it. When Sally found the pebble hard nipple under the soft pleated fabric of Tommy's nightgown, Tommy moaned more intently. Sally fingers squeezed harder with the encouraging sounds that Tommy was making and Tommy became lost in the wonderful sensations. Sally then lifted her hand from Thomasina's breast to her disappointment, but was surprised when she next felt it touch the inside of her leg just below the hem of her nightgown. The throbbing ache between Tommy's loins intensified and grew as Sally's hand began to slowly glide up to the center of Tommy's sex. It wasn't until Sally's finger were about to reach the silk and frills of her baby dolls panties, that Tommy remembered who she was and what Sally was about to discover. The fear that something would go wrong had almost left Sally as the pleasure of kissing Tommy and feeling the warmth of Tommy's body under her finger tips sent thrills through every nerve in Sally's body. Her fingers were just about to touch the soft frilly fabric of Tommy's baby doll panties. Would they be damp to the touch from Tommy's excited juices oozing from her pussy like Sally's panties would some times get when she was turned on? Would Tommy moan more deeply into her exploring mouth like when she first cupped Tommy's breast or squeezed her excited nipple. Sally couldn't wait to find out the pleasures she was going to bring her beautiful roommate and that Tommy was going bring to her as her finger tips reached that last inch to touch Tommy's panty clad groin. Sally was shocked by the savagery with which Tommy's hand came down upon her reaching one and yank it away from between Tommy's legs. Sally's eyes flashed open as she retreated from Tommy's now unresponsive kiss. She saw fear in Tommy's face and her own fears that had been retreating returned full force. Sally wanted to snatch her hand from Tommy's firm grip and run away from the embarrassment that she felt for trying to seduce Tommy. Sally saw the fear in Tommy's eyes and she wanted to cry. She tried yanking her hand from Tommy's, but her strength was gone all she had left in her were tears and fear for the big mistake she had made. Sally looked up at Tommy's face and saw the fear there change to concern. Tommy brought there hands up and wove their fingers together into a firm, but gentle grip. "No! No!", Sally heard Tommy say in a consoling tone. "It's not what you think?" Sally felt confusion mix with her fears at Tommy's change in demeanor. She tried to voice this question, but Tommy brought their joined hands up to Sally's lips to silence her. Tommy kissed their joined hands across from Sally's lips tenderly with a hurt expression in her eyes. "Shh!", Tommy whispered between kisses on Sally's knuckles. "Shh!" Sally watched Tommy take a deep breath while she held Sally's eyes with hers. "I have a very important secret to share before we can go any further. It will change everything that you know about me and you may even hate me after, but you have got to promise me...", she said with a quivering, fear filled voice. "That no matter how you feel afterward, that you will never tell another soul?" Sally nodded dumbly. Her emotions were to high strung for her to say anything coherent anyway. Tommy nodded in return and took another shaky breath as she lowered their joined hands to the lap created by their touching legs. Tommy's gazed followed and she started her story with a shaky voice and down cast eyes. My parents were a very loving couple and a year after they were married, they were blessed by a health baby boy. Soon they were showing their boy all the love that they felt for each other and Thomas, the boy's name, lived in a very loving and well adjusted home. Disaster struck the family soon after Tom's fifth birthday. Tom's father died in an auto accident and Tom's mother was devastate. Tom's mother was a strong woman though and she quickly took up the added responsibility of being mother and father for her son. Soon the bond between mother and son was as strong as before the disaster and Tom continued to grow in a loving and adjusted home. Secure in who he was. At the age of twelve, Tom's body began to change. Unlike the typical changes a young boy goes through at puberty, Tom's changes were different. Tom's voice grew higher instead of lower. The flesh of his chest became very tender and in a months time, his chest had swelled and grown. Tom, was a slim boy and his enlarged chest quickly became noticeable by his fellow students. They boys teased him about his titties and the girls teased him about his high voice. Tom's mother was worried and took him to the doctors. They performed extensive test and found out many strange things. Tom was outwardly a boy, but deep inside his stomach were the hormone producing organs of a girl. This natural source of estrogen was awakening. This was what was causing him to develop breast and a high voice. It would eventually change his whole body giving him soft skin and preventing him from growing facial hair. The doctors offered an operation and cosmetic surgery to make Tom more of a boy, but it was a decision for Tom and his mother to make. Except for the teasing by his pears, Tom was very accepting of the changes that were occurring to him. The loving and supportive environment that his mother had provided made him very secure in his own identity. Tom was quite mature for his age. After long talks with his mother, Tom decided that he didn't want to change who he was and they declined the surgery that the doctors offered. But Tom's mother knew that the kids in Tom's school wouldn't understand the changes in Tom. So, for the emotional and psychological health for her brave son, she took him out of school early that year. Being a successful business woman, she easily got a transfer to a new job in a new city. She took Tom out shopping for new clothes. Bras, panties, hose, skirts, and blouses. She taught her son how to use make up and about all the things he would need for his new life. Tom accepted these changes easily for this was who he was now. In the next fall, Tom started at his new school. With a note from the doctors saying he couldn't participate in gym class for medical reasons, the kids at Tom's new school didn't know that Tom wasn't just another new girl. So that Tom wouldn't grow fat from lack of exercise, Tom's mother got Tom to do aerobics with her in the evenings and they did all the exercises to help Tom keep a trim and tight young woman's body as he grew. Tom became very popular in his new school and he even graduated as the valedictorian. He was very well adjusted in his new life and his mother ensured that he was loved and supported. She even got court papers to change his name to fit his new life. Thomasina. Thomasina looked up from her and Sally's joined hands with another deep and tentative breath. "I'm Thomasina.", she said in a still quivering voice with fear in her eyes. She saw the astonishment in Sally's face, but nothing else. 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