Message-ID: <1186eli$9706032159@qz.little-neck.ny.us> X-Archived-At: Path: qz!news.accessus.net!not-for-mail X-Path-Preload: news.accessus.net preloaded to thwart rogue canceller there Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.moderated,alt.sex.stories Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d Organization: The Committee To Thwart Spam Approved: X-Moderator-Contact: Eli the Bearded X-Story-Submission: From: woodsmok@gte.net (MC Woodsmoke) Subject: RP Kinetics (mff sf/sh/mc) 09/10 Disclaimer : Read No Further If You Are Under The Age Of 18 Or If You Are Offended By Graphic Descriptions Of Sexual Activity. All Characters, Situations, And Locations Are Purely Fictional. In the real world there are STD's like AIDS, this is an imaginary world where the activities described here wouldn't be suicidal. Archiving And Reposting Permitted Only If The Complete, Unaltered File, Including This Disclaimer, Is Included. Written 05/97 By MHC. Comments And Suggestions Welcomed. Send Email to woodsmok@gte.net my GTE account is semi permanent. COPYRIGHT (c) 1997, MC Woodsmoke All rights reserved. Chapter 9 Soul Search The news was full of reports the next day. #### #### #### #### ### #### The Police and Fire Departments managed to arrive just in time to pull one: Joshua Iftridge, a 19 year old African American male student from a fire that had consumed all other evidence of what was reported to have been another campus attack. Gasoline had been poured on everything including Mr. Iftridge and then lit. Mr. Iftridge was saved by an arriving security officer who was able to extinguish the flames around the man. Mr. Iftridge is currently listed as critical at County UM. Preliminary reports say he has been severely beaten and sexually molested. Mr. Iftridge is currently sedated and it is unknown if and when he regains consciousness; what information he will be able to provide the authorities. Tiffany Sui-Len was pronounced dead at the scene. So far no positive id has been established for the other four blackened bodies found at the crime site. Due to the severity of the fire and the manner in which these bodies were found, identification may not be possible. Police are still searching for the person, possibly a medical student, who called 911, they would like to question him about the incident. This is Betsy Blaine reporting live from .......... #### #### #### #### ### #### "Shut it off! I've think we've all heard enough." I said. Monique came out of the bathroom drying her hair. She reached for the remote and turned off the TV. "Josh we're all tired. You need to come lie down for awhile. You need to rest". "Why?" I asked petulantly. "So I can get my strength back?" "So I can make some more deadly mistakes?" "So I can KILL some more people???" my voice was becoming hysterical so I shut up. Jacqueline sat down on the couch with me. Like Monique she had been trying to wash away the dirty feeling of blood and evil that seemed to be coating our skins. Pulling a brush through her long wet locks she let her eyes make contact with mine. I tried to look away; but when I looked back she was still there waiting. Patient. Begging with her eyes for me to let go of the pain. The pain in my eyes was reflected in hers. "Josh you're not being fair to yourself. Give yourself some time. Remember that we love you". Every word hit me like a hammer until I was bent over hugging myself and shaking. Tears poured from my eyes as I gasped for air that didn't seem to want to enter my body. "I don't deserve your love. Time isn't going to change the fact that I screwed up." with a wail of self pity I continued "Is it fair that Tiffany get raped and killed by these fucking animals because I thought I was unbeatable? Is it fair that, this other Joshua, is nearly dead. He was almost burned alive because I didn't think that whoever did this might have friends our want to destroy the evidence. I fucked up so bad!!!! I wish I was dead!" Monique and Jacqueline moved in to surround and hold me. I cried and they comforted me. I didn't think I deserved their support or love, but they disagreed. When I had finally calmed enough to listen Monique told me what they both felt. "We know that killing those animals has hurt you Josh. We know you feel responsible. In a way you are, you ended their lives. In another way we are responsible, we encouraged you to pursue the vengeance that we wanted. There is blame and anger and pain enough to go around for all of us. But don't you forget that they were responsible too. They attacked, brutalized, raped and killed people, and what's worse is that there may be more of them out there." Monique sniffed pressing her body tightly against Josh's cold unresponsive side. "Life isn't fair Josh. This isn't a comic book. People die. People aren't perfect and sometimes your best isn't going to be good enough. That doesn't mean you should give up. It doesn't mean you shouldn't try. We all grew up out there last night. We aren't going to make the same mistakes again." Jaq laid her head on his chest and listened to the gentle sound of his thudding heart. "We know what the stakes are now, and Jaq and I are still willing to try to end this nightmare. Whatever you decide to do; whatever you believe; we both want you to know that we Love you and will support you as best we can. Please Josh don't shut us out. Let us help you." Monique said her tears dripping off her cheeks and falling on my shoulders. It would take awhile before I was able to look at myself in the mirror. Days before I didn't think of myself as Josh Kalen 'Murderer'. It was almost a week before I used my telekinesis again. I slept between the girls, holding them for comfort. When I woke up from nightmares of decapitated bodies chasing me or blood writing my name on every wall for miles; they were there to calm me down. There was another attack. A male grad student was beaten to death and brutally raped. His genitals had been ripped off and used to write "DON'T FUCK WITH US" on a wall. The girls and I talked about it for a long time. In the end it was my decision. We made love for the first time in two weeks. Afterwards I told them that we were going to do our best to finish this without anyone else getting hurt. With a smile of exhaustion and a grin for decisions finally made Niq laughingly looked up at my shrinking prick. "You wear us out like this and then expect us to go hunt monsters with you. You have gotta be FUCKING kidding. Somebody stop this boy he must be high on da crack!". "Oh I'm sorry" I replied sarcastically "did you think I was done with you." Flying both girls up into the air with my mind; I spun them around like tops while putting a super telekinetic dildo to work on both of them. A small smile cracked my lips for the first time, in a long time, as the girls wailed in a combination of orgasmic happiness, fear and renewed hope that things were going to work out. "Josh you ..... you put me ......ohhhhh fuck so fucking......oh fuck oh fuck ooooh uhhhnnnnhhh unh uhg Josh yes Josh yes.. more you yes more nnnnnnnnnnnnNNNNNNHHHHH AHHHHHH!!!!!." Jaq screamed out her joy in concert with her sister's chorus. Even inside my happiness their was a new grimness. * We were going to end this *. To be continued :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: -- +--------------' Story submission `-+-' Moderator contact `------------+ | story-submit@qz.little-neck.ny.us | story-admin@qz.little-neck.ny.us | | Archive site +--------------------+------------------+ Newsgroup FAQ | \ .../assm/faq.html> /